Is there any possibility that I can get a good silhouette? (Photo)

I put on 10 kilos from the pictures, I feel very ugly, and I think that the shape of my body, even with surgery can't change. Look st my calfs?! I lost 20 kilos 4 years ago and I couldn't wear boots cause they are big. What is thinking a doctor watching my pics?! Oh my god this is a big work!? I coul never get great results?!

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