Is it possible for me to get higher smaller boobs? (Photo)

I saw a surgeon last year & he told me it wasn't possible for me to have smaller boobs & I wouldn't be happy if I took my implants out. I dont want to be stuck with big boobs. For context, I want to close the gap between my collarbone & top of boob. My boob job didn't satisfy this want. I wanted the push up bra effect, not just 'big boobs'. I originally enquired about a lift but the surgeon said it wasn't necessary & ended up lowering my crease making my torso look short. Am I out of options?