Super depressed about my result, what do I do?

I have hate my breasts since I got the surgery, surgeon left them worse off than before. Clearly a technical error on the surgeons part. I tried getting them to cover some costs of a revision as it’s stated in my contract & they refused and completely disregarded me. After leaving a bad review, surgeons office called and offered a free revision under the condition I delete everything. Now they are ghosting me and not keeping their end of the bargain. I feel destroyed