Blepharoplasty and ptosis major anxiety post surgery. WIll I be OK? (Photo)

I’m 15 days out, I consulted with my surgeon and made it clear that I didn’t want to lose my identity after this surgery. I didn’t mind my hooded eyes and I loved my almond shape. All I wanted was the loose wrinkly skin dealt with. Now I feel like they are ruined. I am embarrassed to be seen by my friends and co workers. I have such a deep crease where I never had before. I have so much open lid visible wrinkles appearing. The shape is different and I feel cross eyed. Will I be ok?