Rhinoplasty Anxiety - Nose Implant Removal (Photo)

Hello. I had rhinoplasty 2 months ago and for 2 months I was in extreme anxiety. The implant is goretex, too defined already, but the tip is big. I look like a clown and a witch. It didn't suit my face. I know its too early to tell, but my body heals fast. (I'm 20, physically healthy, physically ready for this) In fact I didn't even get bruises! I only had very minimal swelling on the first week. Can I get this removed instead of getting a revision? I'm too depressed and traumatic. Pls help me.