3.5 months post rhinoplasty. Doctor has ruined my nose! Can you please help me? I hate my nose so much

I didn't mind my nose before but I asked the doctor to make it more symmetric. The doctor said my bridge should be narrower and the tip more projected. Now that the swelling has mostly gone I can see the result and I am terrified. It is more asymmetric than before and the left side seems totally collapsed. Also it's more crooked! It seems he rasped the left part completely off and left the right side of the bridge. The tip is more projected on one side and makes it more crooked to the left!