3 revision surgeries - What can I do to make my eyes more symmetrical? (photos)

Hi, my name ist Natalie, When i was 30 i had a Eyelid Lift on my upper and downer Eyelid. I wasnt happy with the Results especially on my upper Eylids so i had 2 more Surgerys on my upper Eyelid So i had 1 Surgery on my downer Eyelid and 3 on my upper Eyelid. What i dint like is that my Eyes look asymetric, round and sad. I can still close my Eyes fortunatly. My last Surgery is 5 years ago. Who can help me?