44 Yrs Old Breast Fed Two Kids Now No Boobs :(

After months and months of research i have decided to finally take the plunge and get my boobs done. My stats are 170 cm (5'7) and 142 lbs (68 kg) with a very deflated A cup, I've never had big boob's but am wanting to fill out my clothing better and feel more womanly as i am quite athletic. I did lots of research and chose my sergeon, going for my seccond cosult next week to try on sizers and pick profile ect, i think i will be aiming for 385 to 400 cc implants, hav'nt decided on round or anatomical yet but sergeon thinks anatomical would suit me better but going to wait till i see the Vectra 3D pictures before I make my decision. Its only two months away now and feeling excited but so much more reading and research to do as i want to be well informed before i go in for Sergery.

So had my follow up consult on Tuesday to pick my implant type, size and profile. I have decided on the 440 cc anatomical implant mod hight, high projection, my PS said that i would get a near perfect to perfect result and is very confident that i will love my boobs as they wil look very natural which is what im after. I also picked up my PO bras today so things are starting to get real. Will post a couple of before pics.

Well im exactly 4 weeks away from bigger boobies and im getting very excited but nervous at the same time, i keep thinking what happnes if i dont like the feeling or the look of them and yay im finally getting boobs i feel like im on an emotional roller-coaster lol. But definitely more exciter for boobs, i have been making a list of all the things i will need post op and ticking them off as i go, all my forms have been filled out and balance will be paii off in the next few days so not much left to do niw but wait . Eeeek i can't wait ????????????????????