Between the pain, heaviness & embarrassment I'm ready to do something. What do I with these keloid scars?

I have 2 huge keloids on both sides of my ears located on the cartilage they have grown so much to the point thy have started to deform my ear and are causing a lot of pain! I tried to get it removed through surgery and my insurance denied so I resulted to trying to do it myself only for it not to work because of where my ear has became part of the keloid.