What is wrong with the tip of my nose? Is there anything I can do to make this better? (Photo)

Before primary surgery I had very bulbous thick skin nose. Now it's like very tight and my tip of my nose is so obvious. Its clear sign of surgery. Is there anything I can do to make this better I feel like offing myself daily. If I push the tip downwards so it droops it at least looks a bit more natural, not exactly what I wanted but I'd prefer that than my current situation. A basketball to the face might do the trick. Dont have much money so :) Help anyone