Please look at my face, age 24 with serious wrinkles. See the change after Botox. What can be done?

After being put on the wrong medication for anxiety, I was insecure and got botox on my forehead and side of my eyes. The pic on the right is me at age 20, the left is me at 24. What has happened? i just wanna look like my old healthy self again. Unfortunately, it looks like i've aged about 20 years. These pics were taken 4 years apart. Am I missing something? What is going on here, I look so different? What can be done?