Such A Difference!

I never thought I would have to shop online for bras because stores simply don’t have anything that fits my boobs :( I’ve always had pretty big breasts, started at a small C in HS then gradually got to where I am now. I’m currently 200lbs at 5’5” (overweight) but even when I was still at a point where I could do high intensity workouts, even getting down to 170lbs didn’t help the tata’s...they were still a G cup. Very depressing. I’ve always had to find tops that didn’t show any cleavage which ended up making me look even bulkier. Bathing suits were not even an option. Always wearing cardigans or Something on top to unsuccessfully disguise the girls from everyone, even in summer (which made them stand out even More). I’ve spent years trying to pretend they weren’t there, kind of mentally disassociating from them I guess? But my back definitely still knew they were there, lol. Leaning over to scrub the bathtub, or to do anything really was painful. I’ve gotten pretty good at keeping them from developing rashes due to the constant moisture and lack of air, deodorant and baby powder were a daily ritual. Sometimes I even had to resort to pantiliners Or folded up paper towels on particularly hot days (blech). So I finally bit the bullet, luckily I’m on my husbands awesome insurance and they got back to the surgeon in a week approving my surgery. I’ve already been to my pre-op appointment, and I’m 2 weeks away from the big day! I reaaally want to be somewhere in the realm of a full C, I never want to go back to online bra shopping again. My surgeon recommended a D because I want to lose more weight (since exercise will be way easier) and he didn’t want my breasts to become disproportionate to my body (aka shrink to nothing). But to be honest...I really would not mind if that happened, lol. After spending so long with these giant chesticles weighing me down, I would Not mind if they shrunk to ping pong balls! I don’t feel like breasts define me in any way, so far they’ve really just been a burden: The source of unwanted stares, conversation and discomfort/pain. But that’s just my own personal opinion. I will post updates to the multiverse as they happen, in case my story helps anyone else the way me of yours helped me :)