Lazy eyelid, sad/tired look, closed eye is a sign of muscle damage in lids? Does incision placement determine outcome? (photos)

Feel lIke there is a bit of a cluster umm mess here. From eyes cut short at sides, insides diff, lids diff, crease on one not really any on other, extra skin on 1 eye at outter corner, the buldge that wants to be a, crease but isn't in crease line to be one, pulled down lower lid, tilted up corner on one side and more straight on other. White showing a lot more on right, Closed on left. Inner eyes not symetrical either. I was told glutes were sisters not twins guess eyes are cousins now lmaoall of my pics before Blepharoplasty surgery are all 2014. 1 mth prior 4/2/14 surgery.I had a surgeon ask when my pics were taken I put up as before, so thought I should clarify. I'm seriously here for answers, advice and help. I have been researching nonstop for when I'm healed up enough to get surgery I can to fix what's fixable. I always looked younger, I eat clean, I work out, don't drink & never smoked. It works! I have over 4000 followers on twitter than can attest to my face before n 500 on fb.That's why I'm sick n feel paralyzed by this. Daughters wedding in 13 months too