What can I do to make my face more attractive?

Indeed I agree with your assessment.  Thank you for sharing your pictures.  A chin reduction can be done through a small incision in the mouth.  We could narrow the point of the chin and reduce the clefted appearance, which will help to achieve the V shape of the lower face...

From your description, I believe that you are suffering from clinical depression. I strongly recommend that you seek medical help especially since you have mentioned having suicidal thoughts. This is nothing to be ashamed of and can be treated. Please reach out either through your own physician...

There are several things that can be done to feminize the forehead.  Usually shaving down the bone just above the brow will make the forehead more vertical, which is a feminine characteristic.  If this does not suffice then sometimes adding a bone-filler to the forehead bone can...