Best to see your surgeon or an oculoplastic surgeon for evaluation. Eyelid ptosis can get worse as the day progresses and your effort to keep the eye open weakens. You may or may not benefit from additional ptosis surgery. Need proper consultation to determine. See following link too.
You can find an oculoplastic specialist (eye plastic surgeon) by visit asoprs.org.Also see following link on my website for details on eyelid ptosis surgery.
Your eyes are in no way "hideous" -- I study eyelids for a living, and have performed thousands of eyelid operations. You have a mild eyelid asymmetry -- there is the slight possibility of "micro-ptosis" as one of the experts in our field calls it -- but it seems more likely...