Hello! I'm brand new to this so this first review will be pretty short! I have been wanting my nose fixed since middle school. I have always been picked on in school, and I never had a guy that liked me in middle or high school simply because of my nose. I even had one classmate leave the room and say bye to everyone and then turned to me and said bye big nose. So needless to say I feel very insecure. I like to think I look decent otherwise (besides my nose ) ... I have about 5 days left before surgery (gotta be there at 6:45a and it starts around 730a) on the 7th. At this point I really don't care what my nose looks like as long as it looks like a normal nose that doesn't stand out anymore. My worries are the possible but rare side effects from surgery like stroke blood clot heart attack death. It makes me very nervous.
Updated on 3 Apr 2014:
Time seems to be going be so slow. I found an app where I could change my nose shape. I'm not the best artist but I would Love to have a result similar to this!
Updated on 6 Apr 2014:
So this whole week, even up until yesterday , time has felt as if it was going by super slow. Then I woke up this morning and BAM it hit me, this is the last day i'll have my "normal" nose. Now I'm actually starting to worry about the recovery process, especially the first ten or so days with the cast on and the major healing being as I only have a baby sitter (my grandmother) for the first 2 days and I have a 21 pound one year old that likes to be held lol. I'm also scared that he won't recognize me. Especially with the bandages and bruising. I don't want him to think I'm not his mommy anymore :( ... I chose to do it now because timing seems right. I have a job where I work at home and I make my own schedule and I wanted to do it before I started going back to college so I wouldn't miss any time. Otherwise I wouldn't have done it while my son is so young... Another thing is (tmi warning!) my period is a week late. I've took over 6 pregnancy tests all with a clear negative! Thank god in this situation. Even tried different brands. I was sick last Sunday and just recently started working out again so maybe that changed it? I've been WAY more stressed out than this before so that can't be it. I'm not telling them though. I feel as long as my tests say negative, I shouldn't postpone the surgery. Especially last minute. I'm taking another standard procedure preg test at the doctors tomorrow morning anyway. I just hope I'm not going through super early menopause !! Lol!! That's about all that's been in my mind so far ... I may update between tonight and very early tomorrow morning. My scheduled arrival time is 6:45am eastern USA time and I'm suppose to start surgery around 730a. So hopefully everything will go as planned. Talk to you later! ????
Updated on 6 Apr 2014:
Well technically about 3 hours, before I have to get up and take a shower and leave. I was instructed to wash my hair before surgery to minimize germs. And no deodorant ! I'm gonna be sweating my ass off with these nerves lol.. I really hope I don't do something embarrassing while in surgery like fart , haha. It sounds funny but I would never know and they would be like that's the girl that farted real loud ..lmao. Oh man, anyway, I am usually a night owl because this is my time I actually have to work, which also means it's when I eat. I don't eat much in the day time because of this backwards schedule. Today I had a salad for dinner and cereal at 9pm and now I'm starving!!! I could go for some pizza or Chinese food, or a clump of dirt for that matter, I'm so hungry lol. When I came home from surgery with my breast augmentation 3 years ago I went straight home and ate a loaded baked potato , yum. Anyway I'll just be laying here in bed until 5:40, bored and anxious. I'm not sure how soon I will update after surgery. Usually when I don't feel good I can't focus on electronics without feeling like I'm gonna puke. So far I've never actually threw up from anesthesia btw. I hope the same for this time because that's one if my biggest fears :( . At the very least I will post a picture if nothing else. Pray for me if you can! I will talk to you all later!
Updated on 7 Apr 2014:
I woke up from anesthesia around 11:30am and felt soooo naucious ... So far I'm only hurting just a little ... The anesthesia is the hardest part for me. I just got home . It's very hard to swallow with my nose stuffed. I'm already bruising too but I didn't take any arnica or anything. I'll post pics. They aren't that good but I'll do more later. My throat hurts too.
Updated on 7 Apr 2014:
Updated on 7 Apr 2014:
The only thing that is bothering me is the fact that I cannot swallow correctly due to my nose being packed inside .. It is getting so annoying and uncomfortable .. My nose it's self isn't hurting at all. Is it suppose too? I've only took a half a pain pill around one and that was just incase ... But I still have no nose pain . My throat and swallowing is definitely making up for it though. I think I have the packing in until day 3. I love my nose so far though. Every angle I take a picture in looks "normal" it won't stand out anymore once it's healed and clean!
Updated on 7 Apr 2014:
I'm having trouble sleeping so I figured I'd write some more random things on here. Still no nose or face pain, last time I took ANY pain medicine was right when I came home from surgery about 13-14hrs ago. And I wasn't even in any pain then, I was just doing it in case. It's very uncomfortable having to breathe through my mouth and I can't swallow right. I don't have an appetite but I think that's because it's too much of a challenge for me to swallow and I can't taste anything anyway. I'll be so happy to get this packing out!! Lol. I tried a cough drop and it really helped keep my mouth from drying out, but I can't sleep with it so there's really no point lol. Besides the swallowing problem I just feel like I have a bad cold. It's also really annoying sleeping sitting up.my face has blood all over it and I have strings hanging out of my nose so that's also annoying lol. I bruised right away but it hasn't progressed any, but I think my tip is swelling and my eye lids too.
Updated on 8 Apr 2014:
I woke up about 2 hrs ago to very swollen eyes and lips lol. It itches. I'm worried about the fact that I'm still bleeding. Is it normal the day after? I'm not soaking them every half hour but still it's a fair amount.. I emailed my doc to ask, still waiting on a response . Still no pain. I found a lot of snot looking blood in my mouth. The only pain I had was when I tried to rub my eye. I almost rubbed my nose earlier , that woulda been bad. I forgot to take my antibiotic yesterday so I hope that doesn't cause infection. All in all I'm just worried today. I want to know all this is normal and then I'll be happy again. I really hope this swelling in my face and lips go down soon though. I hope they don't stay as long as my nose will be swollen or I'll be mad lol. Still haven't took any pain meds not even a Tylenol .. I'm really tired and I've only eatin about 12 crackers since yesterday and maybe a half glass of liquid.
Updated on 11 Apr 2014:
My nose is still leaking mostly clear but bloody fluid. Mostly when I eat or drink now. I've still had Zero pain this whole time. And I mean ZERO . It's like all I had was a bad cold with bruises and swelling. Don't get me wrong it's still just as miserable as any other surgery but just no pain. And he broke my nose in 3 places I believe. The stitch removal was a little painful though and the packing removal burned. Thursday I get my cast off. I'm just more excited about all this face swelling to leave. It's getting in my nerves! Lol. Not my nose just my face.
Updated on 11 Apr 2014:
Updated on 12 Apr 2014:
Swelling in my face has lessened but hasn't fully left yet.. Still deciding if my tip looks huge or not lol
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Updated on 13 Apr 2014:
I'm noticing one side looks like it has a bump (b) and the other looks normal (nb-no bump) swelling you think or did he add too much skin graphing to that side? Also the bump side looks more raised up
Updated on 17 Apr 2014:
I'm scared now since the cast is off that it will somehow change form over time and get a bump or something ugly lol is this possible ? I love my nose now it was definitely worth it if it stays this way minus the swelling
Updated on 17 Apr 2014: