So... I've had my consult, my pre-op and am now awaiting my surgery on Weds. I am FREAKING out over size.... Let me go back to the beginning of my journey. Ever since i was 16 I have wanted bigger boobs. My sisters and mom were way bigger than me and so were most of my friends. I have had boob envy for a very long time. Then when i was in college i started doing Hawaiian Tropic swimsuit...