So... I've had my consult, my pre-op and am now awaiting my surgery on Weds.  I am FREAKING out over size.... Let me go back to the beginning of my journey.  Ever since i was 16 I have wanted bigger boobs.  My sisters and mom were way bigger than me and so were most of my friends.  I have had boob envy for a very long time.  Then when i was in college i started doing Hawaiian Tropic swimsuit...