Hey everyone first off I want to thank those who have posted their stories. They are so extremely helpful!
I have always been comfortable with my body- I'm not ashamed of it in any way, and I have never felt he "need" to change! I just always wanted boobies! :)
I had my first consult March 2013, but had to wait to graduate along with other things! I went back for a consult/fitting the end of August 2014, and have scheduled my surgery for September 30th!
I feel confident, and I'm excited! Can NOT wait! :)
Updated on 14 Sep 2014:
My husband did not get to com to the sizing appointment with me and we both were a little sad about that. I wanted him to get an idea of what I saw, and see how my eyes lit up! Of course he wanted to see too for sheer curiosity. I was so happy to find the Rice Sizers How To Video!!! And OMGosh how amazing are they. I'm sure they are 100% accurate (I'm pretty sure I went a little larger!), but they gave him a pretty good idea. I'm also excited to start trying on shirts to see what works and what won't post op :) I did Not want to take them out haha!
Updated on 16 Sep 2014:
Today I had my per-op appointment! I only have 2 weeks to go :) I'm so anxious! So here's what I found out today:
1. Recovery should be generally smooth and simple. Everyone is different, but I shouldn't have many restrictions. My PS will provide me with everything I need for my post-op recovery, and they would like me to walk, reach, etc. with in reason! I'm super stocked. I thought I'd be laid up after hearing some stories, but it sounds like it may be a pretty basic recovery! I should be ready for the football game that weekend!
2. My implant style will be Natrelle 20-400
3. Everyone in my PS's office is so nice and super helpful! They answered all my questions, laughed with me, and even joked around with my husband! They make us feel VERY confident, and ready for B-day (BOOB DAY)!
4. I'm Ready! Is it time yet? :)
I will post before and afters soon...
Updated on 30 Sep 2014:
The day after here :) WOW! Yes, I am so ready! I an not as nurvouse as I thought I would be... Actually I'm not nurvouse at all! I'm just ready, and really excited! My husband has been a super huge support! He has been helping get things around the house prepared for me so when I come home I can just relax and he can hold down the fort. We have been joking about whether or not he will survive our kids ???? Over all just having him here to be such a great support and help, and really just knowing he cares that much makes me confident. It also eases a lot of my stess going in to surgery/recovery! Anyway, enough mushy! TODAY IS THE SAY!
P.S. - I have before pics take. I have decided to post them as before and after with my post-op update! ????
Updated on 30 Sep 2014:
I'm on my phone so I appologize for all the wonderful typos! ???? Apparently My fingers are like a t-rex compared to my little letters on my phone! And in excited so I'm typing fast, and not proof reading lol SMH
Updated on 1 Oct 2014:
Yesterday was pretty okay! I have very little pain, but I do have a little tightness and sore muscles etc. Had the dreaded morning boobs this AM. My hubby had to lift me so could sit up, but once a got up, walked, and stretched a little I feel a lot better! I'm very happy so far :) I can't wait for the swelling to go down and for my muscle to relax a bit so I can really see these babies!
Updated on 1 Oct 2014:
First off I want to encourage all the future BA patients to enjoy all the mixed emotions you may be having. I like to think of it as though we are stepping out of our comfort zone a bit, looking fear in it's face, and saying YOU LOSE! haha! Once you wake up out of the OR, and see your new additions you will realize all those emotions were totally pointless but worth it!
I still can't say that I have experienced any real pain. The most "pain" I have is when I have been sitting for a while or after I get up from a nap. Like I said previously - That "pain" or discomfort goes away once I get to moving a little bit and stretch my arms some. I had all my kids naturally so I would have to say that there is no pain that compares to that. I also like to think I have a pretty high pain tolerance. The discomfort I feel is more like muscle soreness. I also know the tightness is just from my skin stretching. Something new that just started this afternoon has been itching... My boobies itch so bad LOL Again, I know this is from the skin stretching! For those who have kids and breast fed - the discomfort I have would be the equivalent of engorged breasts that need to be pumped or milked :)
Just a funny little note: I wasn't nervous one bit going into the OR! The only emotions I had through all this from day one were excitement, and anxiety just waiting for B-Day to get here. Anyway, The whole time the nurses, anesthesiologists, doc, and I were talking and laughing. They had me lay on the nice cushy, padded operating table. As the anesthesiologist started feeding in the sleepy juice I remember looking up at the ceiling and saying, "I SEE THE LIGHT!" Everyone kind of chuckled and said, "NO, NO don't say that!" I then laughed a little laugh and said, "Okay NO! Don't go near the light!" HAHAHA! The next thing I remember after that was the nurse asking me how I felt, and if I wanted to see my new boobies! It was love at first sight, and I will say - even though they look a bit funny right now, and I know I still have some recovery a head of me - I feel complete now! I finally feel like all the puzzle pieces fit together. I never ever felt like I needed a "perfect body" because I know there is no such thing. And to be quite honest my husband really didn't care either way. He loved me before, and of course he loves me more now because there's more to love HAHA! I did this for me; for my own happiness, and oi' am I HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY!
This is a wonderful journey: Enjoy it, embrace it, experience it! Do not let fear, anxiety, or ANY other mixed emotions take over! I know surgery is scary especially if you are like me going in to this never having had surgery of any sort before. But make sure you conquer fear don't let it conquer you :)
Updated on 2 Oct 2014:
I believe in keeping things as simple and as stress free as possible. So here is a list of what I feel have been "necessities" for me, and tips on preparing. I only had 2 weeks. I couldn't imagine waiting longer than that haha :)
1. A helper! Husband, friend, whoever. My husband has had help me out of bed a few time yesterday haha! I think this is the most important necessity! Today I'm feeling much better and able to get in and out of bed on my own, but my hubby is so good to me and he would like me to take it easy peasy one more day!
2. A button/zip up shirt or two or three! Just for these first few days, and especially the day of surgery!
3. A comfy place to relax post-op. Kid free, pet free, with plenty of pillows. Some people go all out and purchase fancy pillows and what not, but regular pillows stacked together have been just fine for me!
4. Ask you PS what all the provide! Mine gave is a strap to wear, and to be quite honest I have no desire to wear a bra! There are different views on the stap. I personally like it, and think it does help! I was told to wear mine 24/7 except when showering!
5. Ice packs! I added a video about the ice packs I use and why!
6. Heating pad! I use a heating pad on my back. It really relaxes the tension I'm holding in my back, and it also helps because I am not a back sleeper nor do I enjoy sleeping proped up!
6. Bio-oil and/or Maderma for stretch marks. I have stretch marks from my baby making and feeding days which isn't that long ago to be honest, but I would like to soften those out a bit. I also want to try and prevent new ones if possible!
7. A word about the incision scar. Obviously I am not yet ready to treat this area yet, but my husband had knee surgery not to long ago and he was praised for simply rubbing/massaging his scar because it looks almost invisible! I'm sure oils such a bio-oil, Vit E, really there are a ton out there won't hurt, but massaging the scars gentally for a few minutes and few times a day is key!
8. Drink plenty of water starting NOW! And continue to do so post op. Also, eat 6 small meals a day. This will help with any nausea related to the meds!
9. I did purchase some sports bras. My PS said that is fine for going out and about. At home I let the girls hang loose (with my trusty strap on)! I bought 1 zip front and a two pack of the clasp front sports bras. I guest a 36D and they fit perfect.
10. Unless your PS tells you other wise... Get up and move!!! Don't push yourself and over do it, but moving is important! I feel horrible if I just sit around or lay in bed! Once I get up and stretch my arms a bit, and loosen up my back muscles a lot of the discomfort in my breasts go a way too! I stated in a previous review that I feel discomfort I experience is more associated with the muscle tension (my implant is submuscular) and my skin trying to stttttretch! So moving around is better than staying laid up all day!
Hopefully this is helpful to someone out there! Congrats on your decision and enjoy the journey!
Updated on 2 Oct 2014:
Today is day two post op for me and I have been sleeping with a heating pad under my back! Let me just say how amazing that is! I didn't have morning boobs at all, and my muscles in general were pretty loose with very little tension! I still have the tension and swelling in my breasts, but now it's not as wide spread! So I absolutely recommend a heating pad!
Updated on 2 Oct 2014:
This goes along with #7 of the "Preparing for B-Day" post:
http://www.livestrong.com/article/511612-how-to-massage-scars-to-help-heal-them/#page=1
Updated on 2 Oct 2014:
Updated on 3 Oct 2014:
Changes good and bad :-S My Righty (your left) has dropped a tad and the swelling is looking better! Lefty (your right) on the other hand is not cooperating! I have more discomfort in Righty than Lefty so that seems weird to me! I thought that Lefty was doing better :-/ Both have softened up a bit tho! I guess over all I'm just happy to actually see some changes on day 3, because I didn't think they were changing at all!
Updated on 4 Oct 2014:
I officially have pain... Nerve pain! Anyone else? When my strap pushes down it pushes on the incisions which causes sharp pains from the incision, along the side of my breast, and even along my side! I have to either adjust the tension of the strap, or remove it completely to get relief. No pain relievers help!
Also, I have had a mild rash/dry skin on my upper chest and under my chin since the day of surgery. I believe this is from the was they used to prep me for surgery. It's really itchy today! I was able to shower 48 hrs post-op so I have washed all that away! Hmmm?!?!?
Anyone else experience anything like this? I know anna1989 mentioned a sunburned feeling... I wonder if this is the same thing?
Updated on 14 Oct 2014:
So today is two weeks since I had my surgery!!! I still love my new additions, and have really adjusted well to them. I believe the hubby is pretty fond of them also :)
Yesterday was my post-op check up. I got my stitches out! We had cut some of the steri-strip do to blisters at the edges, but I still notice that I have some sores there :( (see pics). I also do not have to wear my strap any longer, nor do I have any restrictions what so ever! The best part... I can wear any bra I want! So as you can imagine I wanted to go buy a bra! So my amazing hubby took me bra shopping after my appointment, and I didn't just get one bra I got 4 plus matching panties (see pics)! An even better part.... This was my very first time ever buying bras at Victorias Secret! I got fitted whiled I was there, and I am a 32DDD by their standards :) (see pics)! 2 of the bras are actually from Dillard's, and they are size 34D (see pics)! Either way this is a far cry from the 34/36A's I had pre-op :)
Over all I love them! I had stretch marks prior from breast feeding, but I have noticed them getting worse. I was not this big when nursing though. The biggest I got was a 36B. My scar itches... That is annoying! My husband - who recently had surgery and has an amazing looking scar - tells me not to scratch. Rub! It a lot more beneficial! It will soften the look of the scar in the end, and obviously will not break it open!
I will post pics in my new bras later :)
Updated on 14 Oct 2014:
I am using the Palmers oil and Maderma for Stretch Marks still! Massaging the scar with the oil too!
More important I feel it is important for me to clairify why I do not update on a daily basis... I don't feel like it is good for me to take pictures daily so I don't! I prefer to watch the progress slowly so I actually see it happen! I feel like if I take pictures daily I will be disappointed- as I was in the beginning! Once I stopped doing so I actually stared seeing progress, and as you read above I'm loving it!
With that being said I will see you all in a month! :) XOXOX