31 Yrs Old, 2kids, Breastfed. 625 cc mod plus silicone

i did the mommy make over a week ago. its a rough healing but i love what i see. just got to hop the healing gods continue on a good path lol. i started a mommy make over review thay has more detail but i wanted to share on this review as well :) had a full TT to repair a hernia, muscle separation, c section scar and extra skin. only had to revise one boob with a full anchor lift.

if you see my photos you will be surprised what im about to say. i went for my pre op appt yesterday to fix my boobies again. i know many will say AGAIN?! but i dont care what people think but its not their body. i have always trusted my surgeon and continue to do so. i have had such a crazy roller coaster the past two years with my boobs. Dr. smith will do a lollipop or mini anchor lift on my right breast. and if needed lower my left. i dont care about scars. i just want my bobbies to be at the same level lol.
So now about the tummy tuck. i have an umbilical cord hernia. i also have diastasis recti of the stomach muscles and scare tissues from my c sections. if i wasnt having issues with all of those things i would mess with my tummy because i like and proud of my tummy after 2 kids. however if we are going to address those issues and fix them, i would have a flap of skin hanging after repairing everything, so might as well do the tummy tuck.... BUT im terrified. its a good 4 to 6 weeks recovery. i have a non verbal 6 yr old autistic girl and a 4 yr old son and i have a husband. so the anixety and stress of thinking not to be the super mom to of them all of them is killing me. my parents are going to help for the first weeks. i go in Nov 29th. pray everything goes well and heals perfect this time...

so its been 6 months sincr my last surgery on my right breast. i started to get CC again but after i experimented with singular it stopped and i have healed nicely. BUT as for my other breast is has CC and even though it looks prettier and doesnt bother me, the best way for me to match my breast is to release the CC so my breast can drop and relax. plus fix my nipples to match again too lol. if both my boobs were like one of the other either way we wouldnt touch them. But i dont want to have 2 different breast. im luckily to have such a supportitive husband who before i went in for this last check up told me to do whatever i need to do make myself 100% happy not just partial happy. he loves and lust over me just as im but he sees my insecurities about them. So surgery will be in Jan because it will be a yr since my last surgery and its the best time for me to do it also. we will most likely put mesh into this breast as well.