Breast Reduction with Dr. Schwarz

I am a 24 year old with E cups looking to go to a small D or big C cup. I have had back pain since high school and it's only getting worse. I also recently lost 50lbs and now my 24 year old breasts look like 84 year old breasts even tho I didn't even go down a single cup size with my weight loss!!!!!
I went from Victoria's Secret 40 DDD (E cup) to a 34 DDD!!!! So even with my weight loss and physical therapy nothing has helped my back pain OR my self esteem which is pretty low to be honest. I just want to feel healthy and happy and comfortable in my own skin.
Dr. Schwarz was recommended to me by my boss. She said traveling to Montreal from The U.S. (northern New England area) for her breast reduction was convenient and super affordable! This interested me because it is VERY difficult to get health insurance coverage for a breast reduction in the U.S., it can be a very lengthy process.
She had her surgery done by Dr. Schwarz about 10 years ago and she said it was the best decision she ever made! She loves her breasts and said they are so perfect they look fake!
I had been thinking about getting a breast reduction for a very long time. I did research on all kinds of surgical techniques and watched many vlogs and read many reviews from woman who had gotten a reduction. I felt ready to take the next step, especially after losing 50lbs last year so I scheduled a consultation with the doctor my boss had so highly recommended.
I traveled to Montreal with my two best friends to go to the consultation and we made a day of it! I was very impressed with the doctors professionalism, I felt very comfortable talking to him. He answered all of my questions and gave me some additional information about what to expect and it was very helpful. He knew exactly what I needed done and the best way to do it. I trust is professional opinion 100%!
Also the customer service and reception a his clinic was fantastic! The staff is top notch and made me feel right at home!
I have scheduled my surgery day for November 6th, 2017. A little more than two months from now and I am soooooooo excited!

So my surgery is officially 11 days away!!! The excitement I have been feeling for the last month or so has simmered down and now the fear and anticipation is kicking in.
I’m really starting to worry about waking up after surgery and being in pain or tearing my stitches open during my recovery. The only surgery I have ever had was my wisdom teeth removal surgery. That was also the only time I have ever been under anesthesia and I was 18 at the time. I’m so scared!
Super scared of waking up to uneven nipples and deformed boobs! I hate them already and can’t imagine them getting any worse!ould really use some words of encouragement right now! Anything helps!

My before photos.
Lots of sagging due to 50lbs of weight loss.
I am 5’’2 and 155 lbs today. Bra size before weight loss was 40F cup I am now a 34DDD. Back pain and posture issues haven’t been solved with the weight loss or physical therapy. Really hoping this surgery will help my back and improve my ability to exercise! Not to mention my self esteem! No one wants to be 25 with 85 year old boobs!