5' 4", 104 lbs. BW 13. Breastfed 2 kids. 250-300cc. Low Plus profile

I've scheduled my surgery for mid-November but am still trying to figure out exactly the profile and ccs. I will obviously defer to my doc but I want to be crystal clear with what look I am going for.
So far there are not many of us who are looking for super natural, under 275ccs and possibly low plus profile. I have seen several doctors, shown pictures and most of them suggest moderate profile ranging from 180-275cc. I want very conservative and I'm staring to realize that to me very conservative means not big AND not a lot of projection. I want "did she?" boobs where I can still wear baggy boho style clothes & not look like a tent (like I did when I was breastfeeding), OR I can push them up in a bra and get cleavage. I've only seen a few who have gotten low plus profile. I know most doctors don't use these but so far, what I've seen looks SuPER natural.
I don't want to be naked and look like I have floating half balls on my chest. It's just not me. I've always been flat chested; I don't want C or D cup boobs, just a large B would be amazing. Fill out a bikini or a push up bra. But right now I need a padded bikini and there is just gaping in any push up bra due to asymmetry and slight pectus cavus on the right side. Less breast tissue AND cavus on the right side. ....yaaaayyy.... So perhaps I do need a moderate profile to fill in above the existing breast tissue..? It seems that I have a wider BW than a lot of shorter, smaller ladies as I am 13. So I'm wondering if I get a low profile will it just be Saggy Boob Town? Or will it just look like natural almost-42 year old boobies?....
Sometimes I think male plastic surgeons think BAs all need to be rounder and more projected than some of us ladies want?....luckily the PS I am going with did say that if I don't love the size, he would re-do them for free!? He thinks I will be good it's 250 L and 275 R but that seems awfully large to me???????????. Any input is so greatly appreciated!!

I'm 5.3", 105lbs, BW 13. Had 2 kids and nursed both. Am left with saggy asymmetrical boobs, which I've always had so I've always wanted a BA in the back of my mind since 6th grade but I'd never had the conejas to do it! Until now.
I want to even out my asymmetry and have a very low profile (haha) BA. Did she or didn't she? Push up bra: hello ladies!! Boho chic dress with triangle bathing suit or bralette: where did they go?
So my doc was more than ok to go Low Plus profile --although he didn't suggest it initially; not one of the 6 people I interviewed suggested it. But I found a gal with almost my exact stats and her low plus profile smallish BAs look exactly how I want mine. So we will be between 235-300cc depending on how asymmetrical I really am (sad face). 
I'm sure I will have boob greed but my initial gut desire was a small and natural BA. I don't want people to see me and straight away think: oh. Boob job. 
It's just not me.
Ok I'm nervous.....

I'm oddly calm and yet having small internal moments of freaking out. My 5 year old asked why I can't be at her Fall Festival tomorrow and I really wasn't sure how to answer her. My husband is getting a cold and so he went to bed early (I was hoping we would spend some time together), but overall I guess I'm ready to go??
My biggest fear--besides the regular typical fears when going under general anesthesia--is that they will turn out to be too big and fake looking, and I will be so embarassed????. I'm not judging anyone else's ta-tas. But it's just not for me. I like flowy-BoHo-oversized outfits--along with the occasional sexy top when I'm on stage ???? . I want to show them if I want to or keep them under wraps, like when I go home to see my family, hahaaaa.
Maybe I am nervous?....????
It doesn't help that there are small miscommunications with the office--like what time to arrive, which meds to take when the night before (I know it's written down but it's confusing--and I should be able to understand this. I went to grad school, I was smart at one point in my life at least????). The doc thinks I will need to go bigger than I want --like 265-300cc--bc my BW is 13cm and that makes me nervous... I'm looking at the black hole that is RS (damn you!! *shaking fist*) and seeing some nice recovery from periaeorlar incisions, which in the end I decided against. My surgeon doesn't do them. I was set on one guy who did them but in the end, he was rather arrogant and had some dings on his medical record that didn't sit well with me. When I'm with my doc, I feel confident in him. He says I won't have bottoming out, that there's very little "drop & fluff" in his work. He also do a nerve block that lasts for 3 days so those first days should be hopefully pretty easy????????.
Damn. I'm patching myself out.