Please help! I broke my nose on purpose because of BDD (Body Dismorphic Disorder). Will it fix itself?

When I look in the mirror (during free time) I always saw a bumpy deformed nose and i spent hours pressing on it and squeezing it trying to make it small. Recently Now lately I can't breathe out of my right nostril anymore and it always feels blocked. Did I broke my nose/deviate my nasal septum? Will it go away if I find the willpower to stop pressing on my nose? I hate my nose and I tried to fix it by pressing on it. I have no $$ for surgery. I'm scared I ruined my breathing forever:(