Due to illness worsening.1Ylong.chronic sleep loss. Stress on body and mind. I think my face is sagging quickly. Started having tingling n numbness and facial pain. Maybe neuralgia or TMJ. I don't think just restoring volume with Fillers is enough anymore. Had to cancel app' with cosmetic surgeon again because the hdlp I need for my illness is never coming or coming in slow. I feel I am just surviving and wasting away. I hate it. I cannot look into the mirror Masseter seems big one side