Feb. I had reconstructive surgery with silicone implants after double mastectomy October 30. What are all the tiny pea size things I feel in each breast? There is also much heaviness. Will this ever go away? Sometimes it's hard to breath. Is this normal? lots of rippling, can't lift myself. Left breast is bigger than right & more squared. Right breast looks normal, but fallen more than the left. Hollow at top of each breast & the manubrium is very noticeable. Is this all normal?