it's 4.22.24 and i have a consultation scheduled with dr. a on 4.30.24. multiple of my girlfriends have gone to him and had great results so i'm excited to be next. i've had consultations with two other surgeons (which is why i know my bwd) but i decided to go with dr. a due to his experience with doing a high volume of breast augmentations + price point + seeing many girls with great results. i highly recommend doing a few consultations with different surgeons because i learned a lot from each one.
i've edited up a wish pic through photoshop + screenshots of a girl with 500cc hp of excatly what i want which is low side profile projection, low fluffy cleavage (refer to the bikini wishpics), *lots* of side boob, and generally more of a wide low round result than a projected and high result with a harsh cleavage.
i think my goal is a d/dd cup. in a perfect world i would want 400cc moderates but because i have such a narrow chest i dont think it'll be possible.
i was told he doesn't go by cc's but rather helps you find the closest image to what you want and choses for you which i think is the best because surgeons have a much better idea of what an implant will look like in your body post op.
next update will be my planned surgery date!
Updated on 27 Apr 2024:
both surgeons i had consults with before said one of my nipples is higher than the other so im hoping it can be fixed or not become worse but other than that i do like what i have now but ive always felt like a bigger / enhanced bust is more 'me'
and also (not AT ALL the reason why im getting surgery but...) as an exotic dancer i get really annoyed by people putting me into the 'all natural' group when in reality the only reason i haven't gotten surgery sooner is because i couldn't afford it...
i know it's a compliment but i don't want to *look* young and sweet i want to have a hot, expensive, enhanced, bombshell look. not saying girls with a smaller bust cannot be that but combined with my sweet personality it just doesn't work in my favor.
i do have a little anxiety about the pain especially because im going under the muscle and it just makes me sick thinking about it....but i just have to be strong and get over it
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Updated on 30 Apr 2024:
consultation is done! the office and staff were very sweet and pleasant. i was given a reference book full of his work and these are the pictures i chose. i put down a $500 deposit and am paying the rest in care credit $6,500.
Updated on 2 May 2024:
i tried on 615 high profile (not pictured) but ultimately chose 580cc high profile!! i'm so exited!!! dr alavi and silvia were sooo helpful
Updated on 8 May 2024:
i realized i was sized with srx/ultra high implants and looking at the chart on the natrelle website i realize the projection of 580cc vs 615cc is the same but the diameter is wider which i want. i'm going to let my ps know. i've been taking arnica 12c 3-5 times 3 times a day and took my one antibiotic with my last meal. no eating 8h before surgery. i'm ready but am ready to get this over with!
Updated on 8 May 2024:
the surgery is done and i feel 1/10 pain just a title soreness. i ended up sticking with the 580cc extra high profle. after i got my iv i got loopy, feel asleep, and woke up. i'm home now and just feel tired. i'm so happy everything turned out great.
Updated on 10 May 2024:
it's day 3 and i no longer feel like my boobs are going to fall out of my chest when i stand up and can be pretty mobile and do small things myself.
i'm still resting elevated and sleeping as much as a can.
i don't understand how surgery is so normalized because this pain is ridiculous, all the pretty girls with boobs jobs i could've never in a million years imagined this is what they had to go through.
the pain is manageable with medicine though. examples of the pain, stinging and burning by the lowest part of my breast crease and the incision under my nipple. sharp bruise type of feelings i only get on my left side boob, it's an odd pain that comes and goes especially when i stand up. my nipples have feeling but are very sensitive. touching them feels like static.
i never had any breathing problems or felt my implants weren't apart of my body or heavy on my chest. on day 1 if i moved my arm in a certain position i could feel my implant moving a little..which wasn't painful at all
anyways, can we get to the pretty part already please!!
Updated on 10 May 2024:
i took my first bird bath and it went fine. i didn't need any help from anyone and minimal pain. these blisters though...apparently this is normal according to google...i hope everything is fine
Updated on 12 May 2024:
called my ps and he said they're called water blisters. peel back the tape and apply neosporin. i'm too embarrassed to post the blister i accidentally popped now i have an open blister. all i can do is hope that this heals asap. what makes me sad is where the tape caused me to blister didn't even cover any of the incision :( not the ps fault. i wonder if this could've been avoided by me not bathing. i'm really hoping these clear up soon.
recovery wise though, im completely off medication and my pain is a 0.5/10 with light pains here and there. the pain in my left side that was killing me completely went away. i think it's because it's my non dominant hand.
so far, the surgery went great and i think my boobs look 10/10
Updated on 14 May 2024:
i'm off all medication and my pain level is little to nothing. i'm still limiting my movements. the sharp left side pains i mentioned are gone too.
i'm able to sleep on my side even though i shouldn't...its just so uncomfortable sleeping on my back.
i completely took off my tape because im traumatized from the way my body reacted to it. i even saw another small blister forming underneath the top tapes that were still on. ugh...
my scars look great and my breasts would've been perfect without these blisters. luckily they're below where i would be showing in a regular bra or outfit.
im just ready for them to heal over so i can start putting on scar tape so that they'll at least be covered up with something.
i'm using neosporin on the wounds and putting the two pads from the inside of my surgical bra underneath the bra against my skin because gauze kept sticking to the wounds and restarting the healing process. i'm glad im on anti biotics to reduce the chances of infection since they're open wounds.
i'm trying to not be upset because there's nothing i can do about it.
how i feel about my results i feel like they look like my natural boobs but larger. i don't think im going to get the side boob i wanted. i am very happy with the side projection though. i thought extra high profile would look ridiculous. they feel very similar to my breasts before as well.
i think i have 100% of my nipple sensation back as it was before. i'll do another check when im further post op.
just trusting the process for now i guess
Updated on 15 May 2024:
i've been crying so much because i think i went way too big. i really want them to drop so i can see the damage ive done. or hopefully like them. ugh..
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i've been losing my mind regretting my size choice the past few days but after trying on a cute bra i can honestly say i love the size i picked. the stress this has taken off my chest *literally* is crazy.
i'm actually greatful i don't have side boob now because wearing a regular bra gives me the hourglass illusion i wanted.
every girl i would see with what i thought were big boobs would always be max 450cc's...and then i realize my implants are over 100-150cc's bigger and start freaking out thinking it's going to look ridiculous on me.
yes the implants are large, but they are not super projected from my side profile. so i dont look like im going to fall over or look top heavy. i'm so much happier with my choice now.
keep in mind my bwd was 12.25 and my surgeon was able to exceed that by way more than i was told i could do from another surgeon.
i can't speak on the future possibility of complications but honestly these implants do not feel heavy at all and are very comfortable on my body.
i do notice that i can't cross my arm over my chest while im laying down anymore and they do 'get in the way' but i sleep very comfortably on my side every night.
so much happier now! :)
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Updated on 17 May 2024:
they're slowly starting to drop!
my blisters are all healing but for some reason one section of the big blister on my left side keeps bleeding when i remove my bra.
my chest feels sore when i wake up but i remove my band, massage them, and then put my band back on. still off all pain medication.
Updated on 18 May 2024:
i don't know howww 580cc extra full profile wasn't big enough. i thought this would be huge for me...615, 650, 700, 750, and 800 were the only next sizes up. i wonder which one i would've liked??
everything you read online puts you under the impression anything over 450 is huge but honestly these implants feel small to me.
my left implant is what feels like almost completely dropped? it's so squishy and doesn't hurt at all and feels uneven with my right implant which hasn't made as much progress.
Updated on 18 May 2024:
a lot of girls have told me they wish they had the cleavage that i do and i always say i wish i had the gap they have in their chest because i wanted outwards/side boob!!
although i am satisfied with my results, i had something completely different in mind of what i was asking from my ps.
keep in mind you may not be able to get the results you want from your ba if your anatomy does not look a certain way.
if your breasts have a wide gap between them, you can only get a wide enough implant that fits your breast but you cannot change the way your chest naturally is.
if you have a small gap between your breast's like i do, you will get a tight cleavage and your breast will be close together.
just try to imagine the exact same breasts you have, but larger.
don't look at a wish pic and say 'this is what i want' because most likely whoever you're looking at does not have the same chest as you :)
Updated on 19 May 2024:
my upper right back, upper middle chest, and right rear delt/back of shoulder has been killing me. i took a muscle relaxer right now before bed. i think putting my band on is helping the pain a bit. ouch. 8'
Updated on 21 May 2024:
my back pain significantly reduced the next morning.
i've been noticing my right implant has been very high up on my chest compared to the left that has made a lot of progress in dropping. i should but i dont even feel the need to massage it. it is so squishy and soft already and its not as high up my chest as they were at the beginning of recovery.
i slept with my band on kind of tight and slept on my stomach with my breasts between the dip between my matress and the pillow if that makes sense but i kept pressure above my implants.
this morning im noticing a pretty big difference between how my implants were the day before!! yay!! i'm going back to work tomorrow at my club and ill try to get pictures of me in lingerie!!
Updated on 21 May 2024:
i was 5'6 and 135 (slim hourglass but curvy) and i don't think my implants are too big or disproportionate to my body.
when i tried on my sizers it did not make me look top heavy. nor were they projected so far out i looked like i was gonna topple over.
this may also be contributed to my anatomy and my breasts not facing outwards (resulting in what people may perceive as looking 'top heavy'/'sloppy' etc)
i've also seen smaller girls than me with 600cc's and it does not look bad. obviously their breasts are fake and i am also in the industry so that's more normalized but if that's the look someone is going for then by all means go for the size you really want
Updated on 21 May 2024:
my right boob is sooo uneven lol
Updated on 22 May 2024:
(like what did i expect but still)
Updated on 23 May 2024:
got my stitches removed not really painful at all.
was told to start being more aggressive with my massages to get them to drop.
im gonna keep putting scar tape on my blister scars. look how nicely they healed in a little under 2 weeks!!!!
Updated on 25 May 2024:
i really like how from the side they don't have a lot of projection but my cleavage is still full
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so weird
Updated on 28 May 2024:
i need to start putting mederma on my scars but everything else is perfect!!! so happy!!! i can't believe it's already 3 weeks
Updated on 28 May 2024:
my boobs were so small lol i can't believe i keep saying i feel like i look the same as before
Updated on 31 May 2024:
of course i would've gone bigger but you know who doesn't. it's good starting size
Updated on 1 Jun 2024:
i feel like god knew my boobs were gonna turn out good so i had to be humbled by getting scars hahaha
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i'm so happy i did extra high profile
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i know it's only one month post op but i watch and read so many negative things about implants (incomplete muscle release, infection, uneven breasts, botched) literally anything bad could've happened which was my biggest fear and im so so greatful im satisfied with my results and nothing went wrong. i'm still scared of capsular contracture but i have no control over it.
also i started using mederma yesterday so we'll see the progress
Updated on 6 Jun 2024:
was $100 got it from his office!! so happy! i've been wanting a bleaching cream
Updated on 6 Jun 2024:
i can't even believe this is me
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i feel like they're small and shrinking more and
more everyday but i still love them so much i make so much more money now as a stripper too lol
Updated on 13 Jun 2024:
this is an xs sports bra one of the smallest tops i owned and it fits perfectly. i'm sooooo unhappy with the size i chose i can't even put it into words. i should've done at least 650cc's. they look somewhat big in pictures but in real life it has an extremely natural size but they look nice from a specific angle when i turn to the side. i feel like im back to square one where im resorting to wearing extremely small tops to make my boobs look bigger. sadness.
Updated on 15 Jun 2024:
if that makes sense lol
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i can't believe it's already been 6 weeks i'm finally at that stage!! im so happy to start doing upper body workouts again!
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my boob skin indents so easily now haha
Updated on 21 Jun 2024:
this is supposed to be a safe space for women. you guys SUCK
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the projection looks so good
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it's only noticeable when i'm naked and you're really analyzing them but it's definitely an obvious difference. about a whole cup size.well now i know for my revision
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Updated on 4 Aug 2024:
idk what clicked in me 3 months post op but i really wish i would've gone smaller lol. you really don't think about how hard it is to clothing shop with huge fake boobs
Updated on 4 Aug 2024:
i think i compare myself to girls on social media a lot and when im obsessed with a girl with big boobs im happy with my boobs then when i see one with small boobs i regret it and start spiraling about how i ruined my body this and that and looking up revisions like?? crazy behavior i really need to stop. i will say though im so glad im having aesthetic preference issues and not health issues or problems with my implants. they seriously do not bother me at all and dont feel heavy, interfere w working out, i sleep on my stomach fine..which is surprising for such big implants. also my scars look so much better at 3mpo and what makes me sad is if i do get a revision im gonna have to do it all over again
Updated on 5 Aug 2024:
idk if you guys can see but my chest is like not centered with my body ??? is that normal ?? you notice the weirdest things after plastic surgery. but you can definitely tell i should've gotten one bigger implant
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and these started exactly around 3mpo...hopefully it doesn't get worse bc i don't want to do removal
Updated on 16 Aug 2024:
tank top
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large implants don't mean no nipple sensation or nerves
Updated on 17 Aug 2024:
now i just need to get my waist like the wish pic
Updated on 21 Aug 2024:
ignore the waist trainer lol
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i know my implants aren't considered xl (800cc+) but still. on my small chest there was much room for error. he's done over 5000 breast augmentations it's probably like muscle memory to him now. literally zero complications. maybe you can argue i have slight symmastia but its a blessing i don't have severe symmastia all factors considered. i'm surprised i don't have double bubble or nerve pain or loss. most girls i know have one or the other.
Updated on 26 Aug 2024:
if i wasn't lazy and stuck to my fitness and diet i could've done this in a month but of course i didn't. my point is i had people constantly telling me my body would adapt and i would permanently gain weight and become a larger girl than i was before. WRONG. i actually feel smaller now. probably because i keep skipping the gym? probably that. that post surgery weight thing is a myth im pretty sure. both my implants total to ~2.5 lbs
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Updated on 1 Sep 2024:
using a surgery app for s3ggsual gratification, but are we surprised!
Updated on 5 Sep 2024:
all in all at 5 months post op im very happy with my decision to get 580cc extra high profile silicone implants and wouldn't change anything at all. i went through a lot of hatred and back and forth from 3 days post op to 4 months post op but ive decided im very happy with them and it is definitley for the better of my goal to look the best. my boobs randomly got super soft this past week which is why im posting this video because i feel like this is peak squishyness. its really weird because last week i thought i had started developing cc in my left boob because it was so firm. i notice when i don't wear bras (ever, period) my boobs are the softest. push up bras make them feel super firm and i prefer pasties and no bra anyways bc bras make me look wide and bulky because my bra size 32ddd/e is so big. i don't think i look wide or big in clothes anymore although certain cuts and kind of tops for example baby tees and square high necks are something i would never wear because it's not flattering and i always want to wear the most flattering thing. one thing i notice is because my natural chest wall is further on one side i have one boob with side boob and one without. it looks fine visually, but when i lay down i can't lay on the one with side boob because its literally hanging off my chest. its not a problem though i just have to slightly adjust my lying positions. i'm a stomach sleeper and the only change is i use pillows to elevate my head and chest so my boobs aren't laying flat against my bed. ever since my surgery though i am both a back and stomach sleeper which is crazy because i couldn't do it before!! i'll probably only update if i notice huge changes, i have issues, whatever else. thanks to all the women who sent love and i hope this encourages someone to not be terrified of extra high profile and see what the possibilities are of implants on a narrow chest!
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as amazing as my boobs are this looks ridiculous. if i would've stuck within my bwd maybe i would've been happier. it totally gives that pixar mom look but in my opinion this much projection is unnecessary unless you want to look like a cartoon character...i like the look sometimes (especially in the picture with the blue shorts!!!) but ????? i really think im going to do a revision and downsize to around 450 hp, which is actually still larger than my matching bwd size which would've been 385 hp! unfortunate i stretched my skin out but it's not like im explanting so im sure it'll be fine. worst case scenario i need a donut lift honestly i dont care i lose sleep about how much i either like or dislike (more dislike) my implants. but again, i would never go back to my before. just not get so excited about getting offered the biggest implant possible. and YES, Hp and Xhp look completely different!!! think of hp like a pancake and xhp like a stack of them. it's just tooooo much.
Updated on 18 Sep 2024:
it's not really an issue i guess it's just super obvious to me that this implant looks like it's ready to pop out of my chest because the skin is stretched so much just because that breast sits literally on the edge of my rib cage lol. the thing is all of these things would've been able to be seen pre op , including the assymetry i have as well....this is why it's important to go to multiple consults bc alavi didn't really examine me. i notice it hurts when i bend over and let my chest hang like it hurtsss because the skin is already so stretched. i can feel the edge of my implant too. the crazy thing is my natural smaller boob fits it perfectly with zero issues. if both my boobs turned out like the non rippling size i would've been 100 percent happy. but i will say i think going past my bwd softened my cleavage because my breasts are so close together so there's no gap which would've given me an even harsher cleavage.
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okay..i know i had so much to say about downsizing my implants but hear me out!!!
when i first decided i was getting 580 xhp i thought my boobs would turn out exactly like the girls in the top 2 pictures. especially because we both have a super small waist so i just assumed id get that look. obviously my boobs look nothing like that. they're much more perky and round rather than i guess oval shaped and tear drop.
i was watching a 800cc breast aug on youtube and realized wow 800ccs gives that EXACT look and i love (emily elizabeth is her name, she's a bikini model/of girl) her body type. i NEED it!!!!
i definitley would change the profile to regular high profile and not extra high profile. my biggest ehhh with my boobs is how much they stick out. i love how big they are but the projection can be a bit much.
the good thing is this definitley takes some relief off of me whenever i get the dumb thought my boobs are too big. and it's for the best that i pre stretched my boobs out to fit 800ccs if i size up. if i knew 800ccs looked how they did in these pictures i really would've considered going bigger the first time around. but again, not with xhp's
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having a big butt isn't something i care about but hey i'll take it. gotta appreciate those black genetics
Updated on 15 Oct 2024:
so round and bubbly yassss i love it
Updated on 15 Oct 2024:
my body is 34-25-37
Updated on 15 Oct 2024:
soo freaking perfect
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"Responsive gel is a type of silicone gel used in certain breast implants, like the Natrelle INSPIRA SRX implants. It’s designed to be less cohesive, which means it flows and moves more easily within the implant shell, giving a softer, more natural feel that closely mimics natural breast tissue. This lower cohesivity makes the implants more “squishy” or pliable when touched, allowing for a more natural movement and feel compared to firmer gel types.
However, because the gel is softer, it may be more prone to rippling, especially in individuals with thin breast tissue, as it doesn’t hold its shape as firmly as more cohesive gel types like SoftTouch (SSX) or Cohesive (SCX) gels."
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also you can see that my implant does indent or squish when wearing certain tops. i think people have the perception implants stay in a fixed round shape 24/7 when they do have a very realistic effect
also the amount of implant fetishists on this site is crayyyy
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so happy
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happy
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hyperpigmentation to go away. i only use vitamin e and glyco12 when i remember to here and there
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if you want them big
Updated on 16 Feb 2025:
maybe I haven't had them long enough to erode my ribs like some girls have said happens
Updated on 21 Feb 2025:
new scar routine!!! finally getting rid of them for good. also get more hyperpigmentation from pasties i used oops
• Silicone Gel (Silagen)
• Azelaic Acid (The Ordinary)
• Mandelic + Lactic Acid (Paula’s Choice)
• Tranexamic Acid (Naturium)
• Kojic Acid Soap (Koji White)
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sadly i do have chronic pain in one nip but my sensation is back to normal as it has been. very happy with my results i couldn't ask for anything more!!!! (why is there a 200 character minimum)...............
Updated on 23 Jun 2025:
since the beginning of my review i expressed concerns with the projection of the implant i have and even though my results literally turned out soo perfect, after i got my rib remodeling surgery i lost 3 inches off my waist and as a result my boobs look extremely out of proportion to my body and i'm over obsessing over how much i hate it lol. 400 moderate has always been my ideal implant size since a year ago and im finally just gonna stop being scared to do the revision (im worried about inflammation causing capsular contracture or anything else that can go wrong). even though i hate the idea of doing another surgery i was going to do a different procedure anyways and am going to combine my implant exchange with my next one. i am grateful that i pre stretched my pocket though so that when i downsize -200ccs, -0.4 diameter, and 2.4 in projection (from 580ccs, 13.5 diameter, and 6.4 projection to 400cc, 13.1 diameter, 4.0 projection) its going to look soooo nice. again i was a 32b before so i dont think id have gotten the same droop as i will now after my revision. soo excited literally you can go to the beginning of my review i wanted less projection since day 1. i probably would've waited more time if i didnt get my rib surgery but thats what really threw my proportions off. it fit me before now it really bothers me, especially because i want to be on camera having big fake boobs isn't ideal
Updated on 2 Jul 2025:
so i'm going to do 445cc moderate profile dr alavi was super understanding and understood why i wanted to downsize. he said the recovery is only 1 day....??? i dont believe it!!! new implant stats:
old implant: 580cc, extra high profile, 13.5 diameter, 6.4 projection
new implant: 445cc, moderate profile, 13.5 diameter, 4.5 projection (the same one that's going viral because kylie has it lol)
-135cc
same diameter
-1.9 projection
i've been hearing the more implant exchanges you get the more bacteria is introduced into the capsule so lets hope nothing like that happens to me
RIP 580cc extra high profiles it was a fun year and i'm glad i got to experience it but it's a little too much for me. people that want the most fake but not rock hard look definitely get extra high profile it looks amazing but it screams fake if that's not what you want!
i'm also gonna include wish pics
Updated on 9 Jul 2025:
i explained it more in another comment but once i booked my revision i started taking more pictures and videos of myself and was really happy with the way i looked and i started feeling like getting a revision wasn't a good idea. i think what makes me feel like i should go more modest and less overtly fake boobs is feeling like i want to be more soft and marketable but even with big boobs i still give off that vibe and i overthink how im perceived mostly because i want to have an online presence and curate how people see me. the surgeon told me that theres unevenness which i had before but we could fix it with the revision by loosening the right pocket. i told him im fine with it and we can discuss it again at my 10 year revision he said he'll still be doing surgery for another 10 years so i hope i get mine redone before then lol. he also told me if i dont want to completely go down i can always chose a high profile implant instead of a moderate. i'm a mess but yes im keeping the 580s
Updated on 16 Jul 2025:
tenting update first pic is 4 months post-op, second is 1+ year. i’m 5’6 and 130 lbs. tenting is visible when i lean forward, but relaxed and in clothes they’re full and round. this is just what can happen with a tight chest wall or thinner tissue + large implants. it’s not painful, just cosmetic. still very happy overall and everyone who said i had symmastia is dumb lol
Updated on 2 Aug 2025:
after going back and forth (my surgeon probably hates me lol), i’ve decided to downsize from 580cc extra high profile to 520cc / 560cc moderate profile. my current implants always felt way too projected and fake. over time i realized the look just wasn’t really aligned with what i wanted. looking back on my wish pics they were all natural big boobs with zero upper pole which is complete opposite of what i have.
although it is annoying to have a revision there is literally no way i would've known to pick 520 moderate my first go round. the pro of getting a revision is i can correct the asymmetry this time around too.
my natural chest width is 12.25cm, and the 580s are (13.5cm wide / 6.4 projection) which give a very round, projected shape that i just cannot stand. it's causing me A LOT of distress especially because with all my surgeries it's the one thing that screams FAKE!!! it doesn't align with me at all.
i’m switching to 520cc on my fuller side and 560cc on the smaller side to help even out symmetry. the surgeon is also gonna lower my higher pocket.
both are moderate profile with wider base widths than before (14.5cm and 15.0cm) and lower projection (4.8–4.9), which should give me a softer natural slope with better side boob.
i'll add a wish pic here that shows large volume, minimal upper pole fullness, and maximum side boob
i'm hoping to do this first week of september!! so excited to finally get this over with...
Updated on 24 Aug 2025:
i’m 15 months post-op from 580cc extra high profile under the muscle. i’ve been really happy overall they look full, round and projected, it really gives that enhanced bombshell look. they gave me the volume and projection i thought i wanted at the time, and i get a lot of compliments on them, especially in clothes. think jessica rabbit cartoon anime type proportions
but over time, i realized the shape wasn’t exactly what i was going for. my left implant never fully dropped and feels tighter, so it sits higher and looks slightly smaller from the front. they also are too projected and narrow for the look i want now. i’ve always preferred a softer “naturally full” appearance.
i’m switching to 640 moderate profile on the left (to help the pocket drop and match), and 600 on the right. i originally thought i’d downsize more, but when i saw some pictures of 550s it still looked too small to me!!! the 600 range felt right which is crazy to even say but i want to look EXACTLY like my pics especially because this is my second surgery to refine the look i want i just knew 500 wouldn't be enough. i don't want small boobs. some girls were even telling me to explant when i said im getting a revision like wtf??? i still want fullness, but i want it to look more effortless. more width, more side boob, and more plush not so bolt on
my first surgery wasn’t a mistake at first i was bummed to have to do another procedure because you want to get it right the first time..but when i look at my before pics i realize there was no way i could've started with the huge implants like that without having a previous smaller size. if you want to go from small to big like i did consider that!! not every surgeon has the skill to avoid complications from that . i'm so greatful and lucky i only have tenting that i get complimented on anyways
final consult is tomorrow !! hopefully surgery in 2 weeks!!
Updated on 25 Aug 2025:
i had my revision consult and it went great! my surgeon said upsizing is no problem which surprised me bc the diameter of the implant i want is 16.00+...huge!! he’s going to open my pocket laterally so the implant can sit wider and give me the soft, natural, full look i’ve been wanting. i finally feel really confident in my decision. he also said my tenting is because one breast pocket is so tight it pushes towards the midline.
to help figure it all out, i made a comparison diagram. i started with my dream inspo photo, then pulled up implant charts to compare diameter, projection, and volume. i also looked at and saved real patient photos to see how each implant actually looks on the body. it made a huge difference being able to see everything side by side. comparing the width and projection to my wish pic helps sooo much
i decided on 640cc low plus profile (16.50 cm width, 4.3 cm projection) because it gives me the most natural fullness with the widest base. my goal is soft, wide, and low like natural big boobs, not round or high or overly projected.
i didn’t pick the 640 moderate profile (15.5 cm width, 5.0 cm projection) because even though it has the same volume, it’s a bit narrower and projects out more. i don’t want that projection. the moderate would give more of an artificial look which im so tired of
if you’re planning a ba or revision, i HIGHLY recommend making a diagram like this. include your wish pic, look at all the implant charts (low, low plus, mod, high, extra high) and save pictures of people with the implant with the matching width and projection you want and then narrow it down that way. HELPS SO MUCH!!!
final choice: (maybe???)
640cc low plus
16.5 cm width
4.3 cm projection
if i don't pick low plus im doing
640 or 685 moderate
15.50 / 16.00 cm width
5.0 / 5.2 cm projection
Updated on 26 Aug 2025:
5’6 130lbs 32b 12.25cm start - 580cc xhp 13.5cm/6.4proj - revising to 640cc low plus (?) 16.5cm/4.3proj for max width, volume, natural big look + smaller waist illusion from side boob. i'm so excited for my surgery im sad i have to wait 3 whole weeks
Updated on 6 Sep 2025:
i originally got 580cc extra high profile implants (SRX). im naturally 12.25 cm bwd, the implant is 13.5 cm 6.4 projection. one side slowly developed capsular contracture. not right away, but over time. they looked very even at first, but around 6+ months post-op i started noticing one breast staying soft and low while the other felt tight, high, and not squishy or flexible. it’s been about 16 months now and i have confirmed CC, likely baker grade 3.
before implants this breast was already very narrow and high with a tighter crease. my other breast was the opposite and dropped perfectly! the healthy one also had sharp pinching pains towards the armpit during the first few days post op while the one with cc had none! this is also the breast with no side boob. my theory is the lateral pocket was not dissected low enough so the breast couldn't heal properly ? :( like i said they looked really even before 6 months so idk
i’m honestly really sad!! i don't want cc for the rest of my life … it’s discouraging. it's stressing me out so much i took off work. i never do that!! but i feel sick to my stomach. i feel dumb because i didn't notice it when it was so obvious too!! aesthetically im happy but internally i feel horrible about it because you worry if it'll get worse, start hurting more, its like a disease in your body ew i understand why girls want their implants out!! i dont want to ever explant so it stresses me out so much to know it might get to that point because i make money off my look and this is how i want to stay forever my old boobs are not my idea of beauty i just can't
it doesn’t hurt to the touch. the only pain i get is chronic, STABBING pain inside the nipple which is brutal but my pain tolerance is so high from procedures and i've learned my triggers (material for ex). the whole thing feels tight and fibrous, but it’s not sore or inflamed. i literally never touch my boobs (why did i stop massaging at like 4 weeks???) and didn't pay attention one is SIGNIFICANTLY softer and more mobile than the other. i dont pay attention seriously i just thought i needed one bigger implant put in. DUMB!!
i was considering going wider with low plus (590cc 16.00 4.2), but ultimately chose 520cc moderate (14.50 4.8) instead. low plus would’ve required more lateral dissection, everyone was advising against it and i didn’t want to risk more complications. moderate fits my chest and aesthetic better anyways, still full but softer and more plush and natural looking.
my surgeon will be going in through my original periareolar incision, releasing the capsule or removing it (?? i'm so scared) and correcting the pocket. he says he does a lot of these and feels confident the outcome will be better this time. i also wanna add when i went for my consult he acknowledged the cc and admitted there was a problem and it's not his best work and he emphasized how he needs to open the pocket for the revision. i feel like a lot of surgeons will not do that and it felt very reassuring to me that there's at least hope.
people don't tell you about the hidden cost of breast implants!!! i was doing a revision anyways cc or not, but most people do not have money to revise within the first 2 years before the capsule gets mature and i'm just so greatful im able to get this done asap
i’ll update after surgery sep 15 fingers crossed and pray for me !!! this was actually my biggest nightmare but my surgeon seems confident so we'll see.
if this doesn't work i'm open to a 3rd revision with a board certified CC specialist. just because they have more resources than my current surgeon. i'm sick thinking of a 3rd boob job but this is where i'm at
also cannot believe i'm 16 months post op i seriously forget i even got the surgery (yes even with these huge implants) , until i get flashbacks from recovery which are very traumatic as im sure this next surgery will be too. cannot wait :,(
Updated on 16 Sep 2025:
surgery date: september 15, 2025
procedure: implant downsize + capsular contracture release(not removal)
implants: downsized from 580cc xhp to 520cc moderate profile smooth round gummy bear under the muscle
im SO happy right now. i can’t believe this is actually my dream boobs. i told my surgeon i wanted no cleavage, low, max sideboob, extremely natural realistic look and he gave me exactly that!!!!! he 100% redeemed himself and i’m literally in shock how good they look already. they don't even look swollen???
compared to my first surgery it’s night and day. i had cc on one side and i was terrified it would just happen again… (it might) but now i’m flat, soft, SO squishy, and SO natural looking. i feel like sydney sweeney now lol. i really think starting with 580 xhp enhanced my current result a lot. it’s exactly what i wanted all along :,)
i haven’t taken a single pain med. i feel like i didn’t even have surgery today. i've been hanging out with family chatting all day. drains are there which grosses me out but oh well.
this is honestly the happiest i’ve EVER felt about my body. best decision i’ve made. they already look perfect to me. now praying the capsular contracture doesn't come back...