Like everyone else I've always wanted bigger breast, puberty came and went and my breast refused to grow. So I decided to stalk this website, and found the perfect Dr for me, Dr Lawrence in Iowa City Ia. I at first wanted 450cc, I'm glad the Dr suggested 425cc they are perfect for my small build. The implants were placed under the muscle, through an incision under the breast. There wasn't any hidden cost, and everything I needed was included like a surgical bra with a built in compression band. I am now 2 weeks post and they look perfect already. Will post pics later. Updated on 29 Mar 2016: I called Dr. Lawrence's office in the middle of January, and really didn't expect to get a consultation until March. The lady that does the scheduling said we have an opening in a week, is that good for you, I was so surprised I was on it! I went in knowing but not know what was going to happen. I was called back to the exam area, and put on the poncho, sat for a minute until the Dr. came in. From the moment I saw the Dr. I knew he was for me, regardless of all the stress sweat that seemed to be pouring from my underarms. Lol He explained how he performs the Augmentation, and ask if there were any questions. I almost felt that the Dr was already in my head as he was explaining things, that I had none. I was bad and forgot to ask about before and after pics... When the Dr was finished with his part,the coordinator comes in and goes over pricing and before and after care with you. Oh and she has you try on sizers too. After that was over I was like sign me up! I had my preop right then and scheduled March 3rd, which was two weeks after. I was amazed how quickly everything went, I am happy too, cause I hate waiting... Updated on 29 Mar 2016: The day I had been waiting for, I got up way early and showered with the bio cleanse that the Dr gave me. Got my most comfy clothes on and drove 1 1/2 hrs to the clinic. When I arrived at the surgery center, I was greeted by the friendly nurses at the front desk. The staff that took care of me were excellent, I felt that I was in safe hands. An 1 1/2 - 2 hours later I woke up with a lot of pain, and completely forgot what procedure I had gotten... I feel bad for the staff having to listen to my crazy post anethesia ramblings... Not long after that I was dressed and on my way home, to rest and relax for the next couple of days. I have to say the pain pills help a lot! Updated on 29 Mar 2016: I am now one month post, I haven't had any difficulties with my augmentation so far. My breast seem to be settling in just fine. I don't have any pre breast augmentation photos, since I wasn't really planning on writing a review. I figured I should so I could help someone else looking to enhance themselves.
I knew I wanted breasts but I didn't know who. I searched and called two places that were completely booked outside the time I needed before getting to Dr. Lawrence. Consultation went very well and I was able to get the exact date I wanted. Scheduling is very flexible, I didn't have to wait much at all. He recommended that I get high profile 350cc but I pushed for 375cc saline, which doesn't make much of a difference, I just wanted a little bigger since they overfill them to prevent rippling. The day of surgery the university of Iowa treated me so good and I really felt like I was in good hands and they made me feel like they genuinely cared for my health. They left a lasting impression on me. After the surgery, anytime I had questions or wanted to talk with someone about post op, I was always able to. I am so pleased and so very happy with how it all went. My goal was for them to look good without a bra.
So, after years of waiting, I have finally decided to take the big step, and get my breasts reduced. I'm35 years old, 5'2, and wear 44G. I'm one of those girls that went from nothing to a "C". Training bra, you ask? Never heard of it. Even years ago, when I was smaller waist size, my breasts were massive, and I'm amused at how many conversations happen to them, instead of to my face. Updated on 22 Sep 2013: I swear, my friends and families are going to get tired of discussing my breasts :) . Thanks to so many informative posts on this site (thank you to all of you!), I think I'm really getting a good idea of everything now, including questions I never thought to ask before. One thing that does make me nervous is getting "sick" after I wake up. I'm terrified of vomiting, so that is a bit of a nerve-wracking thought. But my mom will be with me for the surgery day, and the doctor has told me I will be staying overnight in the hospital, so she will bring me home the next day. My thirteen year old is on vacation the first five days after, so she can help me at home. My surgeon did recommend I get another ultrasound before the surgery (I can't do mammograms apparently. I was told by a technician years ago that they were to dense to get a read). I'll call my PCP tomorrow to set that up, or possibly my gynecologist? I'll figure that one out. Now I'm just waiting for the insurance to go through, which he seems to feel is not a problem. Then I can "confirm" the date they have me penciled in, and go from there. Updated on 23 Sep 2013: I called my PCP today to set up for the PS's requested ultrasound, and was told I had to have a pre-surgical exam within the two week period before the surgery. Good to know, since I haven't heard about this before, and I work out of town. I was able to schedule for my next day home (the last day off before expected surgery date.) I think I had better call back and let them know they need to go ahead and schedule ultrasound and any other tests ahead of time at the local hospital (not where I am doing surgery), because I won't have time to take another day off before surgery. Now I'm a little worried. I'm overweight, and the PS does not see that as an issue. I just hope the PCP doesn't. Another little bump in the road... Updated on 24 Sep 2013: Insurance approved the surgery. so I called to have my surgery date set! Definitely October 16th, at 7:15 AM. Yikes! I am a little peeved, because I mentioned to the scheduler (very sweet) that when I called my PCP for the ultrasound, I was told that I had to have the pre-surgical exam within the two weeks before exam. She was all "Huh??" So I explained that they told me I had to see them and have some form filled out and she had no idea why I had to get that done. I just saw them in January, and visited my gynecologist two weeks ago. She was checking to see what day to do post-op, since doctor is gone for two weeks before surgery, and she wanted to make sure his PA was there. So I think that I'll call back tomorrow to speak to the PA. She was who pointed out I would need a new ultrasound, so if she does the post ops, I figure she'll know what's up for sure. Normally, it wouldn't be a big deal, but I work an hour away from home, and I'm really trying not to blow PTO time at this point. (I'm having the surgery where I work, not the horrible hospital at home.) Aside from that- I'm excited!!! And scared.... But excited! Updated on 24 Sep 2013: I meant we were scheduling pre-op, not post op. I'm not that fast! Updated on 27 Sep 2013: The PS said I don't need a pre-surgery eval with my PCP, since other than being overweight I don't have any existing medical issues. They will do what they need at pre-op visit, which is MONDAY! I tried to call the gyno to schedule the ultrasound, who decided the PS's office needed to schedule that. So I'll deal with that on Monday. Time is flying! Updated on 3 Oct 2013: So I went in for my pre-op visit on Monday. I'm sorry it's taken me so long to update about it! They checked my blood pressure, weight, meds, etc. Then I stripped down to the lovely poncho top (which is clearly NOT made for large breasted women! Er...Hello!! I did mention that to the nurse). The PA came in, and we discussed general anesthetic, filled out paperwork and all that fun stuff. I confirmed that I will stay overnight at the hospital, and that they will put a surgical bra on me. She tells me I don't need any maxipads or other padding, unless I feel the bra is rubbing. What does everyone think on that one? She also said I could fully shower within a day or two of coming home. That seems a bit early, especially when he and I already discussed some likely healing issues since I don't heal very quickly from wounds. I'll check with him on surgery day. Writing a list to bring with me. Then the nurse came in. No reason to get that pedicure (darn it), because I can't have ANY nail polish on. She handed me a container of Hibiclens (smells yucky) to wash with the night before and morning of surgery. Also, no deodorant. Not a surprise, but I'm sure glad it's October! We discussed my concern over nausea afterwards, and I will talk to the anesthetic the morning of surgery. She thinks they can put a patch on, but says they rarely have much trouble with that. One of the girls at work has been an absolute doll, and brought me in some dry shampoo she loves. Since I'm a wash the hair daily kind of girl, that will be a relief. When she said no washing my hair the morning of, I was kind of bummed, so I know that by the time I get home, it will be driving me nuts! I'm getting more nervous as the days click by, but I'm excited too! I keep wondering how it will feel to not have such heavy weights dragging my shoulders and neck down! Updated on 9 Oct 2013: I'll be done with surgery and spending the night in the hospital! I'm a little scared that something will go wrong and I won't wake up. Is that awful to admit? But I just keep reminding myself that it will all be okay. Today I finalized my time off at work. I'm taking just short of three weeks off. The doctors I work with, my co-workers, friends and families have all been really supportive, so that's great! My thirteen year old is sick of hearing about it- LOL! I know I need to pick up medication for constipation (blech). But I think I have just about everything else under control. Going to clean the house this weekend so it will be fine when I come home. Books already ordered for kindle on their release dates. Bills all paid. My parents are coming up with me, and my daughter will stay with her other G-ma, since she's off school that week. I have a friend/ my kid/ parents all checking in on our pets. All in all, I really hope I'm about ready to roll! Now it's just waiting for the days to tick away! Updated on 18 Oct 2013: Updated on 18 Oct 2013: So, I was very nervous before the surgery! We got to the hospital at 5:15am, for the 7:15 surgery. Dr. Laurence came in and marked me up, all the nurses were helpful, and the anesthesiologist was great. I was asleep right after I got to the surgery room, of course, and woke up in very mid pain in recovery. Aside from having to go to the bathroom every half an hour (which was a challenge having to bend without causing pain!), everything was great. No real pain. I was discharged by 10:30 the next morning. More detail about that later, because I'm sore right now! Yesterday was a bit more painful, but today is the most uncomfortable. I did take a shower this morning, as he said I could. My poor thirteen year old had to help a bit. Dr. Laurence did tell me that my breasts should smooth out, but since I had so much skin and didn't want the nipple graft, the nipples are bruised and the skin around the nipples a bit pintucked. That should settle in time. I can't believe how small they are! Now I have to work on losing that tummy! Updated on 21 Oct 2013: Updated on 21 Oct 2013: All in all, I think I'm doing pretty well for five days out. No nausea or vomiting, and I feel pretty okay. Definitely some trouble moving around, and I'm not able to drive well due to meds and/or some discomfort trying to move arms as needed. The bruises are fading, and overall the stitches are doing well. I did find the surgical bra very uncomfortable and tight below the breasts. When I called today to the PS office, I explained I was low on pain meds, and could I get a refill, that I had some yellow discharge (not something I was worried about, seemed to be with some red and brown on gauze) and that I needed to make sure I could change to sports bra. In fairness, Dr. Lawrence had seen me morning after surgery and mentioned that I could use a sports bra. However, the discharge info made it clear to use surgical bra 24/7 , and I had been so tired I just wasn't sure I had it right. His office called back, fine about the pain meds, and she was a little sharp on the "He said he told you you could use the sports bra." Yes, and I was running on almost no sleep, meds, and with conflicting info. I have to admit I was a little taken aback. But, it's Monday and they probably had all sorts of crazy calls. I changed my gauze tonight around my nipples tonight, and now I'm a little worried. There is definitely a small amount of yellow, sticky discharge out of the left nipple area. Strangely, that breast also feels like a "current" is running through it. It has always felt harder and more swollen of the two. Should I be worried about this? I see him on Friday. As I said, I did mention it while babbling on her voice mail but she did not say anything when I spoke to her, and I wasn't worried at the time. I wonder if I should just give a call and double check. Has anyone else had this? Updated on 13 Nov 2013: Where do I begin? I'm sorry it's taken so long to update. I've been so very lucky overall. I had no problem with nausea. I definitely recommend asking for the patch if you are nervous about that before surgery. Also, pain has been pretty minimal. I used pain meds for about a week, then went to Tylenol, with just the occasional pain med if it was a long day. Overall, everything is healing well, but I have had some major dryness! Dr said I could use lotion, and that has helped a bit, but I do feel pulling a bit at the sides, and the flaking is gross! I have also said some mild bleeding below the nipple rarely, and since the skin is so dry, when I removed tape with the gauze over the bleeding, it ripped open some skin to the side! Yikes! So I've been trying to keep gauze in place without tape. Work has been a little challenging, because there are a few things I can't do, and I'm a little tired. But really I'm glad to be back to routine, and I'm eager for everything to get healed up! I went from a g cup to what appears to be a c cup, which is what I wanted. I'm still eager to see how everything looks when it's all healed. I'll post new pics later. And I have to say thank you to everyone here for all your help!! Updated on 13 Nov 2013: He removed 2115g from the right breast, and 2260 from the left. 10.6 pounds total! Updated on 16 Nov 2013: OKay, I got my insurance bill in the mail. $10,180 for "outpatient surgery" (even though I stayed overnight). $2,163 for "assistant surgeon," $2,536 for anesthesia, and a whopping $21,575 for everything else. Holy Moly. Good news is, my patient pay is 0.00. Thank heavens. I have to give a huge thanks to my job, since otherwise I never would have been aboe to do this. I will now look at my small boobs and think..."my $35,000 lovelies." perfect or not, they're mine, and seeing this bill, I'm pretty happy about it.
Breast Reconstruction Is a much more lengthy process than I was lead to believe. While not every aspect of my care was horrible, there were frequent breakdowns in communication between Dr. Lawrence, his staff and myself. They didn't like my questions, as I was told I often asked too many. While Dr. Lawrence does have the ability to provide high level care, he isn't always consistent. I wasn't even aware there was a book of before and afters. One staff member said "you have to ask for it in order to see it." Problem is, if you don't know it exists, it's hard to ask to see it. That is something all plastic and reconstructive surgeons should offer to let you see. Dr. Lawrence is quite likeable, but if you want someone who is in it for the long haul if you happen to have complications, you better have a great support system in place. Sadly, my experience with him and his staff has left me feeling more broken and busted than reconstructed. He still hasn't finished the job & it's been more than a year.
Hello I am a newbie in the room. I started my Journey to Breast Reduction in January 2014. Insurance denied my first claim and I had to appeal and it was overturned .I went from 38DDD to hopefully small 38C . I did measure around my breast with nothing on them before I was 44 and now im 39 inches hoping to lose one more inch, that being said one inch equals one cup size.I am just now two weeks post opt with swelling not to bad not on any pain meds but still icing it.I went to University of Iowa Hospital and Dr. Lawrence did my surgery I am pleased with it . I have had 4 neck surgerys two which are fused and I have had 3 lumbar surgerys hoping getting 3 1/2 pounds between both breast will help save a few of disc and help with pain to early to say yet. Updated on 5 May 2014: Just updating some recent photos as you can tell I love the Paper tape for sensitive skin even after my strips were removed I didnt want to have any holes as I have seen. And gives me a little more support I think If I go braless I might beable to use this tape,to keep the headlights from coming on . I still have some swelling going on cant wait till all that heals some bruising and my inscions under my breast where are stitches are at My body still is absorbing the internal stiches and until then I will use the paper tape for sensitive skin it peels off oh so gentle and doenst leave sticky residue. I bought 2 rolls and went back and bough two more rolls. I still been icing once to twice a day. Wearing only sports bras. With spaghetti straps I have never been able to wear them my breast was to heavy and uneven.So glad I finally got my BR done .I will post some photos I took today.I havent used any special lotions or creams just the light pressure on my scars will help flatten out the scars. Happy Healing to all. I am so proud to be in the ITTY BITTY [RS bleep] COMITTY. Updated on 5 May 2014: anywhere there was like a bump area I would tape it up for support. And under the breast I start with a piece in center of the breast and start the tape and gently give it a pull to the outer edges really holds well. Hope this review helps some new people. And as far as size goes I looked for three months before and after surgery, but I was so nervous about it But I saw my surgeon Before surgery and he was making my markings, I couldnt stress enough to him I wanted to be a C but was afraid if I said that he would make me a full overflowing C so I stressed I want to BE ON THE SMALLER SIDE OF C I wanted to have nothing to do with ANY Ds at all. I am so pleased so far so good I go back for another post opt visit in a few weeks. I wanted to be a FULL BE SMALL C and I got exactly what I wanted. I figured I could always wear them pretty padded bras if I want to add volume But I could never be anysmaller, and for me before Breast Reduction I wore the thinnest bras and minimizers I could find, and still my HIGH BEAMS were always ON. as far as nipples I havent had my lights on yet I try to get the lightly removable cup bras in these photos I didnt have the removable cups in.In my first post I had a shirt with the lightly cups in them I look little more bigger LOL SO SO HAPPY I was so nervous I have seen alot of ladys not to be as small as they wanted. I do need to lose some weight but weight has never really ever effected my bra size.My surgeon put all internal stitches in me So i just kept changing tape and airing them out daily.And I still feel the paper tape gives me so much more support especially under the breast so I wont get rips tears or hole. Updated on 5 May 2014: Updated on 6 May 2014: ice ice and more Ice I think i see two black stitches just like the ends of them one is on the nipple and one under one of my breast they are clean and not red so I leave them for now hoping they will dissolve inside I go back for 2 post opt on May 19th be here before I know it Keeping clean and gauze still swelling had ice on twice today Just feel like they are full of breast milk LOL and I havent breast fed for 26 years a little more uncomfortable but still tight and hasnt seemed to soften up yet Im still shooting for the MAGIC 4 MONTH everyone seems thats the month At least I will have a more comfortable SUMMER!!!! Wish I would have did this years ago but it all worked out in the end .I have lost 5 inches and hoping to lose one more inch when all swelling goes down. Its a good idea to measure yourself before surgery with out a bra on and bending over and letting the GIRLS HANG in front get a good measurement then the day of the surgery re measure before all swelling kicks in I did I was 44 around breast and back I wore 38DD and hung over under and out of sides big time. Then after surgery I measured next day before had time to swell I was 39. and still have swelling and my shirts fit different for sure I could probably get buy with smaller ones but still very comfy in all my shirts its not pulling in middle of back or neck. Hoping to save my remaining three disc in neck. Updated on 8 May 2014: three weeks and 2 days Still swelling and bruised ON ICE NOW :P Updated on 9 May 2014: Just small update to show a few more healing pictures. I still have some swelling and bruising going on I also have one scab that keeps coming off and then back again I got triple antibiotic on it and dry gauze. I also keep my scars taped with 3M paper tape for sensitive skin I have had many surgerys and by keeping pressure on the scars will be alot flatter. Plus love the support. I have been using a cotton bra as to let them have air I also have some swelling I know you cant tell from photos but I feel the tightness in them I keep icing them not on direct skin I dont want to ICE FREEZE THEM that will kill the skin as well I will hopefully Repost some more photos on my Month Post Op which will be May 15th. Updated on 9 May 2014: Just jumping round looking at photos and reading amazing stories we planted our garden today I sat on chair most of time but helped what I could do Im on my ICE GEL BAGS from walmart I got the ACE Brand cause that is all they had But I saw my father in law had two which was EQUATE BRAND the exact same kind I got ripped off UGHHHH but they are totally Awesome Updated on 11 May 2014: EYE EYE MATE!!!!! I look Like a PIRATE LOL Updated on 12 May 2014: I tried three other white paper tapes and NO LUCK fell off this one is great Hope it can help you like it is me Click link below for small video http://www.nexcare.com/wps/portal/3M/en_US/NANexcare/Nexcare/ProductCat/?N=4326+3294603816&rt=rud Updated on 12 May 2014: http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-jwXUWk7DV68/UpGKXbfUmoI/AAAAAAAACjo/jmvBviK7jQI/s1600/1460224_719159764770410_1154163823_n.jpg Updated on 12 May 2014: Updated on 13 May 2014: Just a small update as far as weeks I am 4 weeks post opt today. And by months I will be 1 month out May 15th I go back for check up next monday the 19th. Still swelling and my nipples have became more sensitive. Cant wait till Month 4 that is when the doctor and team told me I will see most of the benefits from the BR. I know they are still tight and need to move more front and center and give me cleavage I know its just a matter of time. Updated on 15 May 2014: Just a monthly update I will post some photos still sore and light bruising I see more bruising going on and my right one is healing slower then left , Both have thick incisions under the breast where my body is trying to absorb the stitches My Right Breast looks as if the nipple wasn't cut round like it was slightly cut straight at the top of it? I have a post opt appt Monday. I know its very early to see full benefits.Tell what you think Thanks Updated on 15 May 2014: 5/15/2014 One month photos puckering on right breast and seeing more light bruising on my right that wasnt there before. Im sure its normal I will try to label my photos Updated on 15 May 2014: WOWWWWWWWWWWW Before and one month after Updated on 15 May 2014: Updated on 18 May 2014: Going for post opt appt tomorrow morning will see how I am doing I will be 5 weeks post opt Tuesday. Every day i get a little bit better : ) Updated on 19 May 2014: Today was my 5 week post opt May 19 2014. Doctor gave me the OK to buy either wire or wireless bras what ever was the most comfy he said I could get into HOTUBS NOW!!! Gave me the OK for anything I will have another appt in two more months. I asked about the nipple I was worried about he reassured me telling me I had some really deep sutures pulling and tugging as they heal.He also said that the volume of the breast really wont change that I could buy either Underwire Bras or just bras with out wires whatever was most comfortable for me. He also said up to a year could be some subtle changes up to a year. So glad I went with my second opinion. Updated on 19 May 2014: May 19th 2014 My husband went with me to my post opt appt. I asked the doctor a few questions I also said well My husband is more worried about it then I AM LOL since I had did so much searching ect before my surgery I had three months of searching and finding out what was going to happen . I started to watch some youtube videos on the actual surgery but I quickly turned them off I figure I didnt want to see them All I knew was I would be taking a nice nap. Updated on 20 May 2014: I got the OK yesterday from my Plastic Surgeon I could by some bras. So today I hit walmart LOL got a few danskin sports bras (3) bright colors and I believe 4 more and none of them are underwires WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I wore like 38B/C with the Cs being a little roomy not to bad But I could probably go down on my BODY size to a 36 but he told me the size wouldnt change so much they would probably drop center and fluff to a beautiful tear drop size : ) Such a happy camper. Then I went to JCP Pennys and got two bras didnt try on then got home to small so they will have to go back. Glad I tried on different ones in Walmart. I should be good for the summer anyways. Updated on 20 May 2014: I was in shock I grabbed Bs and Cs and Bs fit the best I bought one C cup it was a little room in them.Going from such big ones to such small ones AWE IM IN HEAVEN!!!! I couldnt stress more how I wanted to be on the smaller side of C the more the merrier I told My PS.HE DELIVERED~~~~~~~ Updated on 21 May 2014: Heres some photos per request LOL be back later this afternoon hair done today and hit a store I got two bras I didnt try on that dont fit I go get bigger ones LOL Updated on 21 May 2014: No wires WHOO HOOOOO Updated on 21 May 2014: I got alot more photos must not have loaded yet but they are before my photos with my pink shirt and cami on hoping the will update more Off to get my hair trimmed and brows done. Then run to JCPennys I bought to large bras from there sports and didnt try them on I cant get them on from my top or my bottom LOL I probably get bigger size as I like the sturdiness of them I didnt not take photos of them If i get them changed back I will throw a quick photo up. Updated on 21 May 2014: THE PURPLE ONE IS ONLY 38C all rest 38B I can go down to 36s and the DANSKIN Bright colored sports bras are from walmart size LARGE they have them up to 2xl Updated on 21 May 2014: I have the pads out on this shirt I have a orange one just like it too Updated on 22 May 2014: Here are two Warner bras was buy one get second half off at JC pennys Updated on 27 May 2014: I only got two photos because my camera battery needed recharged got it charging I still have some puckering around nipples normal as they have some deep sutures in them. Updated on 27 May 2014: Was having issues before with photos so trying out the new system.Was hard finding all my photos so they might not be in correct order but you can pretty much say I went from 38DDD to 38B Updated on 28 May 2014: I had drains removed next morning after night in hospital Updated on 28 May 2014: I still have some puckering and they need to stop drop and roll LOL fluff out not to worried doctor said possibly around the 4-6 months area and said even small changes up to a year. Updated on 29 May 2014: I have a double toilet paper roll with magazine rack and I was changing one of the rolls (sitting on the can ) LOL TMI and I had to turn to my left and over strecthed a little and HEARD A BIG POP it felt like a stitch pop to me Is this normal I could let I strecthed a little but then FELT THE SNAP In side kinda like a dry stitch pop is what if felt like it was not a ZINGER has anyone had this and my Right breast was the one that had most work done to it my left breast has been ok from the begging POP SNAPPLE CRACK LOL Updated on 31 May 2014: Last July photo all I see is [RS bleep] made my it so you couldnt see my head LOL and then this summers!!!!!!!!! Updated on 31 May 2014: Before Summer 2013 After Summer 2014 Glad to get rid of them heavy breast took 3 pounds off together I should have did this MANY YEARS AGO But glad I did it would have saved me many years of less pain and neck surgerys :( Updated on 2 Jun 2014: Updated on 2 Jun 2014: If you like my photos or review and it has helped you Please be sure to go to the bottom of my Profile or Review and make sure to check where it says was this review helpful for you and CLICK YES!!!!!! This is a Before Summer 2013 and After Summer 2014 I went from DDD (was never properly fitted) I hung out above below and sides and bras were so painful I hadnt wore them for 12 years and NOW these sports bras are SO comfy I wear them 24/7 every once and while I go braless at home but if it swells I put bra back on I will be 7 weeks tommorrow Post Op. Updated on 5 Jun 2014: My husband keep pointing out the negative on my boobies LOL he said I have that side stuff FAT I dont know is it normal I didnt think it was that bad is that something that comes it time seems Im heavy on the sides I figure it will all drop to the front am I wrong? Updated on 10 Jun 2014: OLGA Bras I used to have some old BIG GIRL bras in these now I need Itty Bitty Size Updated on 12 Jun 2014: Well June 15th I will be 2 months post op you can tell by my recent photos I havent given up my paper tape just yet LOVE THAT STUFF!!!!! I wear it under my sports bra to help give support as my internal stitches heal up. No its not a tan its shadow at top of my chest!!! Updated on 16 Jun 2014: Hello My fellow itty bitty peeps!!! I am posting 2 month post surgery photos tomorrow I will be 2 months post!!! Still having swelling and some pain especially if I go with out my sports bras on. We went to town THE BIG CITY LOL and I purchased 2 nude bras and a yellow and purple! Cost around 24-25 each I got some great sales normally ran around 40-44. I love my sports bras for 4.96 from walmart they will be great at home but they all have removable cups!!! These new Bali are lightly lined no cups to remove 38 B for bittys!!! Please check out my review I have TONS OF PHOTOS on my journey and Please remember to Click on YES under my doctors review on my page It will ask you Did you find this review Helpful and please click YES~~~~ Updated on 16 Jun 2014: I checked my review can anyone see WAS THIS REVIEW HELPFUL on my page I cant see it on my own just wandering if eveyone cant see there own or if mine is messed up Please let me know Thank you Updated on 17 Jun 2014: Ok now its starting to sink in HERE LOL I got two bras that are no padding and are Breezie Brand 38B one white one tan or nude!!! BOTH 38 Bs for BITTYS!!!!!and they are underwires!!!! : Updated on 17 Jun 2014: I found a tote of bras and things in my basement I went thru them and this is what I found LOLOLOL They are packed up and ready for the NEEDY!!! J/K I got them to go to one of my sisters. And my other sister is Bigger I asked her if she wanted smaller breast . She SAID NOPE I carried them this long I think I keep them she said pain would be to much for her to handle. I told her well If I had to live another 20 years I was not going to carry these around. Updated on 20 Jun 2014: Just thought I shared so many NAKED photos I would put some up in clothes got me some new bras lol today and a cute shirt.But Im just showing you what I found in a tote under summer clothes I found 4 tube top shirts to wear around here for some sun but not to town LOL so i put a shirt over it to head on in LOL Updated on 20 Jun 2014: heres is anohter with out the pink longged shirt Updated on 21 Jun 2014: now I was sitting when I took these photos no mirror Just took it LOL suprised I got it I got three new tube tops from walmart went fishing today in a pink and black polka dot one got pooped on twice while under the tree!! I think that means I have double Luck??? I for 3 new smaller tube tops at walmart 4.88 I had to grab them cause they be out of my size the next time I go~~~~~ Updated on 5 Jul 2014: It is just in the right breast which if I hold it up you can see the rippling or puckering they did alot more work to my right breast 600gms out of left and 900mgs out of right and it only does it if I bend forward a little with no support or if I grab it and hold it some numbing and nerve endings growing back and little light purple when I massage it around part of the bottom of the nipple any one else have this ? Updated on 9 Jul 2014: I think Im boxy looking as well especially with my hands in the air hope Im still to early to tell do you think I have side boobs or batwings??? LOL Updated on 9 Jul 2014: I have a stupid Gray dot in all the photos I cleaned off my lense to camera who knows what it is???? It is not part of me LOL Updated on 10 Jul 2014: Photos with bras on 3 months only 2 underwire bras 38B from breezies brand Ebay LOL 38B I will do some more braless photos on the 15th will be three month mark P.S. Come back and see my progress if my review was helpful please click the YES box on my review page THANKS Updated on 10 Jul 2014: got me some new swimsuits from my local thrift store Must been my lucky day all washed and ready to go i cant believe these itty bitty swimsuit tops!!!!!I got three XL tops there hope they arent to big LOL all washed and all laid out to dry!! HELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO SUMMER these couldnt have been on the racks long and it was busy in there today!!!I was in and out and got two pairs of capris and one pair of shorts and some sequins shoes all washed and air drying out!!!!! I cant get over how new they are!!!!! I already have a tote in basement full of suits but much larger tops I LOVE THESE BITTY TOPS!!!!!!! Updated on 15 Jul 2014: LMFAO well its three months today I have included 2 photos my scars are more angry looking as they are expected to be part of the healing of the scars. Does it look like I have bottomed out or is that just me? Updated on 17 Jul 2014: Im asking anyone who has to deal with side boob or bat wings I go to my doctors next friday July 25th Im afraid to ask him about it afraid he say Im fat!!!! Can this be fixed I didnt have this before surgery!!!!! HELP Updated on 22 Jul 2014: Just a few photos I can wear cute shirts now I still have that dreaded GRAY DOT IN MY PHOTOS LOL I am wider on my chest then alot of people I need to try a good push up Plunge bra to have some clevage any reccommendations Updated on 24 Jul 2014: I have a appt in morning very early I have to be there at 8:30 am and its two hour drive. I am going to try to post photos but hard to see on the photos I have side boob fat and tanktoppers fat I had my insurance paid for my reduction due to it being medical necessity, I have side boob and tanktoppers anyone know if these are covered or I will have to pay out of pocket He is a quite man so not sure I get much out of him I really need some help what to ask him I post photos but hard to see the depth of them HERE GOES~~~~~~~~~~~Im 3 months post anyone else have these problems and happy with results THANK YOU Updated on 28 Jul 2014: Just a few new bras from fruit of the loom underwire Push up so wow AM I IN LOVE with these bras and its 38C wooooooo hoooooooo and these are round and fit awesome and are WIDE SIDES AND BACK I have to hit another walmart tommorrow to get black and see if they have them in NUDE we have a tiny Walmart I try to get photos of me in them WOW TO CUTE~~~~~~~~ Pre molded Updated on 29 Jul 2014: Trying to document some before photos to try to get the issues before and after photos has anyone had a revision with extended scars on the side to get rid of side boob if so let me know. It wasnt there after surgery as the skin softened up then they were there!!! So Surgeon said If I bothered me he would take it off : ) I have bought several 38 C i thought I was just B but I have like 5 that are Cs so Im BIG B small C : ) Updated on 11 Aug 2014: IM having a revision done August 25th for side boobage or fat that settled in after I had quite a huge reduction.I am trying to add before photos of revision and after Hope it helps my cause I wont be going under the knife My Surgeon will numb me up and work on my sides to extend the scar.I will be 4 months post opt August 15th 2014 Updated on 11 Aug 2014: Has anyone had a revision done for side boobage It was nice and tight after surgery. My surgeon said if it bothered me we could do revsion.Well I wouldnt have mentioned it if it didnt bother me. I am trying to post a few before photos bare with me this is second try at it Updated on 11 Aug 2014: I am trying for the third time Realself is not loading my photos I have posted 6 photos with each post !!! Is the third time a charm?? Updated on 11 Aug 2014: Hope my photos are uploading I only been seeing one of the six photos Updated on 11 Aug 2014: anyone have a revision for side boobage? Fat that rides above and below the bra line Updated on 11 Aug 2014: anyone know of anyone with revision for sideboobage Updated on 12 Aug 2014: Photos would not load after six times yesterday will try again today!!!!Going to get rid of side boobage anyone else have this revision done please PM ME Updated on 12 Aug 2014: hoping this will load today with all the six pre revision photos for side boobage Updated on 12 Aug 2014: 00000000000000 Updated on 12 Aug 2014: o Updated on 12 Aug 2014: update Updated on 15 Aug 2014: had to share to cute!! Updated on 15 Aug 2014: I put up question for doctor and I added 4 photos and aparently they didnt load whats NEW How can I add photos Updated on 15 Aug 2014: I had a question asked a few days ago to a doctor he said to add photos?? How can I add photos I did post 4 photos with it when I wrote the question. Some reason lately the site hasnt been loading them and Im not sure I can add any I cant find anywhere to add them????? It was a question about side boobage!!! ANY ONE PLEASE HELP and it was not for dog ears it was for SIDE BOOBS OR FAT AND SKIN wasnt there until my skin softened and it is annoying it rides up on my bras like a roll Updated on 16 Aug 2014: How does it work if You have more then one REVIEW I know we can not edit our reviews and if the site isnt working correctly and after many attempts our FIRST REVIEW GETS WAY TO LONG for people to follow anyone know if we make more then one review which one will show the first or the second or third or 4th Thanks for any help Updated on 25 Aug 2014: I will be posting my progress I had my revision done today It was done in sterile environment The nurse and surgeon both said I was a trooper for the amount of skin and breast tissue that they had to remove was more then the do normally it took a hour and half and now numbing meds are wearing off I take off my dressings tommorow and try to post some of the incision as they heal Updated on 25 Aug 2014: Breast reduction revision for bra roll both sides excision of inscions on sides of both breast removed breast tissue skin and fat surgeon told me he removed more then he normally would said I was a trooper LOL I was in a sterile room and just localized numbing me and if he hit a few spots I felt he had to numb me more!!!! Glad to be on the other side of things I be sure to take more photos as time goes on!!! Updated on 26 Aug 2014: I took dressings off this is what I ended up with!!! Big improvement!!! Took a Hour and Half to get it done in office with just having it localized with numbing meds and when he hit part that wasnt numbed I told him and he poked me with more numbing meds!!!Also a photo of my ICE GEL PACKS got from walmart they also have the equate brand but wasnt there when I bought mine Im sure much cheaper going to look for another pair today!!! Come in handy!! Updated on 5 Sep 2014: Here is my side revision a few extra photos Updated on 5 Oct 2014: I am nearly six months post op Breast reduction and one month post op revision where he extended my scars to take out more breast tissue and rolls of fat that my heavy breast before you couldnt see it but wow Sure made a difference!!!!!!!!! HAPPY CAMPER~~~~~~~ I still think she seem big since they are up on my chest and not in my under arm pits!!!!!!!!! Updated on 6 Oct 2014: My Revision of SIDE BOOB I will try to post the before photos as well my plastic surgeon of 38 years extended my breast reduction inscions to get rid of the side roll boobage of breast tissue and fat from going from such a big size down to a B size Updated on 6 Oct 2014: it didnt load all my photos this is after BR and before revision Updated on 6 Oct 2014: o Updated on 2 Mar 2015: ten months post opt I have a little size difference not as bad as before had a revison done on side boobs at 4 months and now looking to check into a TT I had my BR paid for so the TT wont be paid for looking for average price and maybe having the new surgeon checking out my REDUCTION maybe a little lipo to one side? Photo included why I needed BR to begin with photos of my extended scars for revision I need to find all my breast photos scattered across my pc :P Updated on 14 Jul 2015: I guess I hit submitt before I got all my photos loaded I try again :P Updated on 14 Jul 2015: I was scrolling on my photos and the page hit submit LOL I keep doing this hope to get some more post photos up
I'm 32 years old. No children. I have always been very thin and under weight. I'm 5'5 and weigh between 95-100lbs. Before getting the the implants I wore a 32A. But probably should have worn a 32 AA. I have always wanted a boob job since right around rhe age of 16 and have always been pretty opened about it. At the age 18 i decided that if i didnt have kids by 30, I wasnt having them at all. My parents were in their 40s when then had me. And I was always embarrassed about having my "my grandparents" raise me. So here i am.... I had my surgery Nov 30th. I had 280 cc silicone hp under the muscle. When I first trying on sizers, we started with 300 cc. Which looked way too big for my small frame. We worked our way down to 260 cc. After talkinf to the doctor, he said he thought they would look perfect and because I have a narrow chest that hp would look the best. 2weeks before my appointment I decided I wanted to go bigger. 280cc was about as big he would go. Surgery day was a breeze. I felt very comfortable and in good hands. When waking from the anesthesia. I was not in a lot of pain. They moved me back the room and started giving me pain killers righy aways. Which helped alot. Not to long after that, i was on my way home. Besides some pain here there. I feel wonderful. Now for the scary part.... the first shower. Which means seeing them for the first time. I was in shoke. Everyone said that under 300 cc are considered small. So I wasnt expecting them to be this big. Im hoping it just the swelling and they will go down a bit. Please give me feedback. Are they too big? Too small??? Updated on 6 Dec 2016: its 1 day shy of being a full week since my boob augmentation. The first 3 days were a little rough. But I have an awesome husband who made sure I had everything I needed day and night! Seeing them for the first time was rough. I was in tears crying that I had made a huge mistake. But husband was a great support. He got into the shower with me and wash me all up, while I was shaking from fear. The following day... I fell in love! I can not express on how happy I am that I got them! I feel so much better about myself! I first I thought they might be a little to big but now I know they are perfect for me! Because I feel so good about myself I went a little over board with pictures.... Updated on 6 Dec 2016: I've been having a hard time uploading since it will only do it off a computer and I have used my phone to take all of my pictures. I'm sure if you had read my last review, am very happy with results and looking forward to shopping!!! Updated on 6 Dec 2016: Having trouble uploading my pictures. I this help other under the the higher cc doesnt alwayd mean bigger. As you can see my before pictures i had nothing to work with. So happy i didnt choose to go over 280cc!! Updated on 10 Dec 2016: Its only been a week and half since i last got my breast augmentation. I have wanted one since i was 16 now. I feel almost like a completely different person. Wish I wish i had done way sooner!!! Suggestions: Most people that i have talked said it was a very painful. I will admit the first 3 wasnt the best. Take the drugs even if you think you can tough it. Save your the pain. Im glad i did. Walk! 5 mins a day and add time every day that passes. I took nov 30th- Dec 16th off I went back to work dec 6 part time. And going back this week full time. The more i moved the better i felt. Taking medication pretty much at night, but i aways carry some with me! Updated on 24 Dec 2016: Its been 24 days since my procedure. I still love that I finally went through it, but I might have gone a little big for small frame. I'm hoping working out and gaining weight will help even everything out. But they definitely make me feel sexy! Victoria Secret had a sale. In love with the set! Updated on 26 Dec 2016: Its almost a month. But my implates seem to moving apart. I have, what i think is a rather large gap in between my implants. Any suggestions on to move them in the right direction? Excercises I can do to help shape them ?
This is a crazy journey. I had thought of getting a reduction for a while. I wanted to wait until I had kids, though. After 2 miscarriages and 4 failed fertility treatments, I finally said it wasn't going to happen. During this time, I had a bad experience with a very unprofessional mammogram tech in California who made comments about my breast size. I had 2 choices: open my mouth, which was connected to my fist and give her a beat down or file a complaint against her. Since I have an aversion to jail, I opted to file the complaint. Fast forward to November 2011, I moved from California to Iowa. This is when the journey REALLY began Updated on 6 Sep 2013: Picture it-November 2011. I finally threw in the towel on having children. Sigh. Damn PCOS. INFERTILITY SUCKS! I decided to see a local plastic surgeon (Dr. Grado) to discuss breast reduction. (Different from the current doctor). I was about 280. I stretched the truth and said I was 270. He asked what was I going to do about the 270. At the time I was down 24 from my highest of 304. We had a conversation about weight, which always brought me to tears. He gave me a brochure to the University of Iowa. Had I ever thought about bariatric surgery? Yes, barely. After seeing more and more friends doing well, I was like "can't hurt to check it out." I had an appointment at the University of Iowa bariatric clinic for 1/5/12. At that time, my bra size was 48 I/J. The beginning if 2012 was very stressful. My best friend Tammy had been diagnosed with lung cancer. I made a few trips back and forth to her home and hospital in North Carolina. Information and request for gastric bypass was sent to my insurance company at the end of March. I got my approval on April 19. I got the call from U of Iowa 10 minutes after I received a call saying that Tammy was going to be taken off life support. She died later that evening. I flew to North Carolina with a heavy heart as I said goodbye to my partner in crime and dear friend (she knew about my wishes). Although I had a heavy heart, the approval call gave me a glimmer of hope Updated on 6 Sep 2013: Meeting Ben Daniels. He's such a dear. I fell in love with him when I started watching Law and Order UK. He came to NYC to do a play. I hate this photo because of my rack 48 I/J Updated on 8 Sep 2013: Taken on 12/11/01 Updated on 8 Sep 2013: I had my bariatric surgery on 14 August 2012 at the University of Iowa hospital. Call me crazy, but I wasn't the least bit scared. The husband was/is still totally against the surgery, but the bottom line is IT IS MY BODY AND MY CHOICE. PERIOD. Build a bridge and get the f*ck over it! Best damn decision. I made. My only regret is not doing it sooner. The photo on the left was taken the day before surgery. The one on the right was taken exactly one year apart. I have about 30-40 pounds to reach my goal. To say I feel amazing is an understatement Updated on 8 Sep 2013: At my 6 month post op for my bypass surgery, I talked to my surgeon (totally hottie doc) about breast reduction. I went down in band size, but the cup size ranged between an H-M depending on the bra maker. I knew I had to wait a year post op before thinking about plastics. Dr. C put in the referral to the plastic department. (Remember back in November 2011 I saw Dr. Grado? I'll be mentioning him again). Within a week after my 6 month post op appointment, I got a call scheduling my consult with plastics and Dr. Lawrence. The year after my bariatric surgery us the checkup schedule: One week post op One month post op Three months post op Six months post op One year post op Then once a year after that. I scheduled my consult to coincide with my year post op. Kill 2 birds with one stone Updated on 8 Sep 2013: After bariatric surgery, I was out on medical leave for 8 weeks. I wore my 46I/J bras. I went shopping the weekend before I was to head back to work. I was fitted and my new bra size was a 38L. I bought 2 bras, one a regular bra and one a sports bra I hate underwires with a passion. Less than 3 weeks later, the wire poked through. I mailed it back to Stacy's in Des Moines for them to fix it and mail it back. IT TOOK THEM 2 F*CKING months to send it back. I had to call them and get bitchy. They not only mailed it back to me, they also mailed another bra free. They have NO idea how close they were to losing my business. I was already starting to look at bra shops in Chicago and Minneapolis. It still took me a bit to forgive them. ****** My next bra shopping trip was in Vegas in January. If I did my measurements the traditional way, it stated I was a 38G. Um not even close. I walked out of there with a Goddess bra in a 36M **** I wanted to be able to do high impact cardio moves. That wasn't going to happen until the "hatches were battened down". I heard about Enell sports bras. It was a mail order and it took 3 times trying it on and mailing it back until I got a bra that fit. When I work out, this bra goes on top of my regular bra. Those girls are nailed down! *** I needed a bathing suit for Vegas in June. Got the bottoms from Lands End. The tankini top came from my bra shop in Des Moines. I also bought a 36H bra (not a goddess) *** Last month, I was in Von Maur in Omaha. I tried on this adorable Lilly Pulitzer dress in a size 12. It was gorgeous...except it wouldn't zip because of my boobs. I was ready to drop $168 too! Updated on 9 Sep 2013: My coworker Michelle is a breast cancer survivor. She had a double mastectomy and just finished chemo and radiation. She knew I was scheduled for a consult. A couple of weeks before my appointment, she asked, "are you familiar with a Dr. Lawrence at the University of Iowa?" Me: I'll get back to you. I have an appointment on 8/30. She will be seeing him for her reconstruction. **** I met some really cool people in the U of Iowa plastics, including a woman who is a breast cancer survivor. She had a double mastectomy and one breast redone. She's waiting to have the other one done. She showed me some of her tattoos she got. Most of them are breast cancer survivor related. I'm looking to get my first tattoo. It'll be on my inner wrist and in memory of Tammy. I'm only planning on getting 2. The other will be related to my sorority and on my lower leg. Anywho, I met his physician assistant. I gave her grief because she had blood on her jacket. I jokingly said, "should I be frightened? You're coming into this room with blood on your jacket." She immediately got up to change her jacket. She knew I was kidding, but she got the willies when she saw the blood. She took a look and did measurements. Then Dr. Lawrence came in. Of course I had to give him grief. I looked at his credentials and saw that one of his schools was University of North Carolina-Chapel Hill. When it cones to college basketball, I am ALL about the Duke University Blue Devils--their arch rival 12 miles up the road. I started by saying "I didn't think it was a good idea for me to come into your office wearing a Duke shirt!" He said, "It's okay. My niece went to Duke." Found out he grew up 90 miles from me in Richmond, VA. I grew up in Virginia Beach. As you can see from the video, he came from a family of doctors. And seeing his credentials, he's got mad skills. Yeah, I checked him out!!! BS, Yale University, New Haven, CT MD, University of Virginia School of Medicine, Charlottesville, VA MPH, Harvard University, School of Public Health, Boston, MA Internship and Second Year of Residency, General Surgery, North Carolina Memorial Hospital, Chapel Hill, NC Residency, General Surgery, Medical College of Virginia, Richmond, VA Plastic Surgery, University of Chicago, Chicago, IL Residency, Plastic Surgery, University of Chicago He was cool and easy going. We talked about football and basketball. He checked out the breasts (hell everyone in his office manhandled them, I can't leave him out). Lol I asked lots of questions. He said he was impressed with my knowledge. He said, "lady, you know your stuff!" He said, "I don't foresee any problem with insurance. We are going to book a surgery date TODAY. I'll be out the first 2 weeks of October. I'm heading back east to see my family." He asked what size I'd like to get down to. I said a C or D--preferably a C. He said, it'll be a C or D. I asked about the nipples. He is one who will do everything to avoid doing free nipple grafting His nurse did photos. Due to the holiday (Labor Day), my stuff won't go to Blue Cross till the 3rd or 4th. Luckily, it can be submitted electronically. Now it's sit and wait NOTE: they asked me if this was the first time I looked into plastic surgery. I mentioned Dr. Grado. I was told due to my breast size, I would have ended up at the University of Iowa anyway. He would have referred me here Updated on 9 Sep 2013: I wear a size 10 jeans. Up top? Forget about it! I can't believe I'm posting this... Updated on 9 Sep 2013: I got this in the mail today. It was approved the same day!!! WOO HOO! I have until 12/3 to get it done... Updated on 9 Sep 2013: www.enell.com Of course I have to put it over my regular bra You do that and those puppies are reined in! Updated on 9 Sep 2013: I just got back from Zumba. I stopped in to Target (the one where I work) Coworker: did you get your breast reduction? Me: no, if I did and this was the result, I'd kick my plastic surgeon's ass! I can jump in Zumba class, etc. not trying to run a 5k with these girls though Updated on 9 Sep 2013: I received an email reminder for my mammogram. My last one was October 3 of last year. So this year, the earliest I can do my mammogram is October 4. I scheduled it for the afternoon of October 4. I leave for Indianapolis for a few days the next day. My pre op is on September 30. Surgery is scheduled October 15 Updated on 12 Sep 2013: I told my mom I was approved. She said, "I know you love your T shirts. You won't be able to wear them for a while. Yeah, thanks for reminding me, mommy! Yesterday I took advantage of a day off to go shopping at Target. I bought some antibacterial body wash (Target brand), 2 button up night shirts. I looked at the bras in 36-38 C and D. My first thought: [RS bleep], those are small! Lol The new Vera Bradley stuff comes out next week. I think I might need a new blanket to bring to the hospital... Updated on 15 Sep 2013: I'm going to check these out this morning. I've read how awesome they are Updated on 15 Sep 2013: Grrr. I have no problem getting the 6 weeks off work. However, since I haven't worked there for 2 full years, it's going to be unpaid time off :( Updated on 17 Sep 2013: This was taken after my boot camp class. We had to run in between weight training segments. I would have been screwed without my double bras I must have been crazy to sign up for this [RS bleep]. This is a class at the gym that you have to pay EXTRA for! Updated on 17 Sep 2013: I purchased one in black, one in white and beige. I'll take one to my pre op appt on the 30th. I have the receipt for them just in case Looking at it now, I'm like "[RS bleep], this thing is hella small!" Updated on 21 Sep 2013: It is getting closer. To say I'm looking forward to it is an understatement. I'm going to do one of my last retail therapy sessions in Des Moines this coming week. No, I'm NOT going to stop at the place I buy my bras!!! Soon I won't need to go in there You KNOW I'll be hitting my Vera Bradley store Updated on 23 Sep 2013: Yay. Pre op is less than a week. I recently found someone else in this board who will be having the same doctor. I'll be having surgery the day before her... Updated on 26 Sep 2013: Yesterday, I went to Des Moines to get my shop on. It'll be the last time before surgery. I love Jordan Creek Mall. Of course I did some damage in Vera Bradley...more about that later I was at TJ Maxx when I got my reminder call about Monday's pre op appointment. Hell, I'm counting the days! The only thing they really needed to remind me of was where to park. Thanks to construction, the parking garages are a hot assed mess Updated on 26 Sep 2013: I've decided which bag to bring to the hospital. I might have a SLIGHT Vera Bradley addiction. I've put 3 things in the bag so far. 2 night shirts and a pair of slippers (yes the slippers are Vera too!) Updated on 30 Sep 2013: Glad I brought my iPad. As I type this, I'm at the University of Iowa Hospital waiting for my appointment Updated on 2 Oct 2013: Pre op went well. I looked through Dr. Lawrence's before and after photo album. I signed the release for him to use my photos as he sees fit. It took them a while to get to me. They went over my meds and gave me hibiclens and instructions on bathing with it before surgery. They also gave me a surgical guide. The physician's assistant gave the the ok on the bra I bought from Walmart I still don't know my surgery time. They will call me the day before the surgery and let me know what time I need to be at the hospital. Over all, a good appointment. Tomorrow I see the 2 weeks out work schedule. Since I can only work Sunday and Monday, I wonder if they'll schedule me at all Mammogram is this coming Friday. Wish me luck Updated on 7 Oct 2013: Men! DH was whining about someone in his office that schedules meetings and expects him to be there even though he has it blocked off saying OUT OF OFFICE me: feel free to slap them if they schedule a meeting next Tuesday. Damn husband: I didn't block Tuesday off because I don't know what time you need to be at the hospital REALLY???! Wtf? Take off the whole damn day!!! I've told him that until I get the call the day before surgery I have no idea. Can't live with them. And you can't shoot them Updated on 7 Oct 2013: I had it done Friday afternoon. Got the results today. ALL CLEAR! Yay! Updated on 7 Oct 2013: I'm posting this photo because Melanie (the friend in the photo) gave me an aha moment. Yesterday we were in Indianapolis for the Colts-Seahawks game. Melanie flew in from Seattle for the game. I didn't have any Seahawks gear (I'm a Washington Redskins fan. DH is a Seahawks fan). She loaned me one of the 8 jerseys she owns for the game (she's a Seahawks season ticket holder). At dinner last night she was like, "this will be the last year you will wear that jersey." I'm thinking "WTF...damn, I know I spilled stuff on it, but I offered to wash it! Get a grip!" She said, "duh, you'll be smaller next year!" I gave her a huge hug as I drooped her off for her flight back to Seattle What an awesome friend! Even though I jokingly say we are members of "rival" sororities (She's a Gamma Phi Beta and I'm an Alpha Phi) Sucks I most likely won't see her again until next year She will be one of the first people I text when I wake up Updated on 9 Oct 2013: I'm wondering if it is starting to be reality for the husband. He's been a lot more "hands on" than usual if you know what I mean My husband didn't approve of me having gastric bypass last year. (Told him to get the EFF over himself). Surprisingly, Mr. "I like big boobs" is supportive and totally on board with me having breast reduction I'm wondering if he is like, "let me grope the big boobs while I can!" Lol Updated on 10 Oct 2013: The department of anesthesiology called me to go over some things. They said Doc has the OR booked for 4.5 hours for my surgery. I'll know on Monday what time to show up at the hospital. I'm cleaning the house and doing laundry. I'll probably pack my bag this weekend too Updated on 11 Oct 2013: Yesterday, I came home to a parcel on my door step. Was too tired to check it out. I just got home from work and opened it. Friends surprised me with a Vera Bradley throw blanket and pillow case!!! The blanket is so soft!!! I'll be taking these to the hospital on Tuesday Updated on 13 Oct 2013: Today is my last night at work before surgery. I made a list of stuff I need to do. My to do list is hella long! OMFG This morning I did the Especially For You 5k for breast cancer. (See photo) Tomorrow is crunch time. Help!!! Updated on 14 Oct 2013: Button downs and zip up hoodies I did a little post surgery shopping to get button down shirts and stuff. Got some great deals at the outlets: Banana Republic, Old Navy, Ralph Lauren Polo. I was stoked to get a killer deal on a zip up hoodie from The North Face Updated on 14 Oct 2013: Tomorrow is surgery day. I really expected to be more nervous than a [RS bleep] in church. That hasn't hit me yet. I think it will hit when I get the call from the hospital today Updated on 14 Oct 2013: They said they would call me between 2-6. Nope, it was a little after 10 am. I was cleaning the litter boxes when I got the call. I returned their call after Zumba class. Yup, it is gonna be the last time wearing that Enell sports bra. I will be the first victim...I mean surgery tomorrow. He is only doing 2 surgeries. I will have to be at the hospital at 6am. The husband will stay with me until they wheel me into surgery, then he will most likely head to the office. They have his phone numbers to call him. That means I will be getting up around 4:30am to take another shower with the hibiclens. I told him that dinner tonight is freaking reservations. He has been very clingy as of late, bless his heart! Updated on 15 Oct 2013: I'm already awake. Crap. I'm parched. I can have max 8 oz of water :( They said I can have plain black coffee. It ain't coffee unless it has Splenda and half and half Switched bags for the hospital. Kindle, iPod and nook are packed. iPad and iPhone will be packed last. Opted not to carry a purse Updated on 15 Oct 2013: I'm expecting my period ANY TIME now. It'll be rude as hell if it starts today! I'm just saying Updated on 15 Oct 2013: I'm the one who drove. Why the hell is HE sleeping? I'm hungry I'm dressed and waiting for the surgeon to do his markings. The husband is lounging in the recliner Updated on 15 Oct 2013: He even gave me his autograph. Lol Updated on 15 Oct 2013: All in all, they removed 1000 grams on each side. I'm resting peacefully Thanks for the well wishes everyone Updated on 16 Oct 2013: I did a sponge bath and took some photos. Waiting for discharge orders so I can GTFO (get the [RS bleep] out) Updated on 17 Oct 2013: Today was my first full day at home. My biggest challenge is pictured below. Ms. Lulu wanted to snuggle on mummy's chest. Needless to say, I make sure a pillow is on my chest. Pain management is going fine. I sleep a lot and the recliner is my buddy. The husband was worried about me and worked from home. He's been a trooper My Zumba teacher brought me dinner. She rocks! I'm gonna miss my Zumba classes :( My follow up appointment will be Monday. Tomorrow, I'm going to have DH take me to look for another surgical bra. I'd like to have one to wear while my other one is in the wash Updated on 18 Oct 2013: Was going to try to spend the night in my own bed. #epicfail Back to the recliner I go I would have loved to spend the night in my king sized bed with DH The place where I'm doing the bra shopping is a medical supply place near Mercy hospital. DH is driving me. It's 10 minutes from the house. Then I'm coming home to go back to bed Updated on 18 Oct 2013: Got a little exercise. I walked on the treadmill for 10 minutes at a MUCH slower pace. I did get the bra today and it took EVERY ounce of energy I had to get that task done. DH drove. I'm back home and in my recliner. I like the bra I chose I'm SO going to sleep now Updated on 18 Oct 2013: American Breast Care Bras ABC Leisure Mastectomy Bra Style 110 Pattern is hearts Updated on 20 Oct 2013: Y'all weren't kidding about exhaustion. I had to sit down and rest for a spell after I showered and got dressed! Forgot to mention that the anesthesiologist and I bonded over Vera Bradley stuff. Dave was like "kill me, please" Updated on 21 Oct 2013: Vent incoming... As many of you know, damn husband had issues with me having bariatric surgery last year. Last week, I had breast reduction. Recovery is going fine--despite the fact that SOME damn man is currently acting like an [RS bleep]. Last year, I grabbed my health by the balls and did a surgery that he didn't agree with. Tough [RS bleep], my body and my choice. Just had breast reduction...that he was apparently ok with. Well according to him, if I hadn't had last year's surgery I might not have needed the breast reduction and the anger and resentment feelings he had last year recently came out again. Um [RS bleep], I was looking at breast reduction BEFORE bariatric surgery In the hospital and the first couple days out, he was VERY supportive. Saturday night, the jackass came out in full force. He admitted he can't bring himself to even look at the reduced breasts. He said he needs a little time... Dude, get the [RS bleep] over yourself. For real!!! Do I regret having it done? Nope. My only regret is not doing both sooner Updated on 21 Oct 2013: Omg an aha moment. He just said, "I don't need to be taking this out on you. This is something I need to battle!" Part of me wanted to say, "no [RS bleep]" Updated on 22 Oct 2013: DH and I have been talking today. It's going to take a lot of time, love and understanding. And communication I finally saw my breasts after the tape was removed. Even though Dr. Lawrence and his assistant were pleased with the healing, it did freak me out when I saw the scarring. I took a photo and emailed it to my mum. She raved about his work. I think she likes him because he's a "homeboy". He grew up in Richmond, Virginia. Richmond is 90 miles west from where I grew up in Virginia Beach. Mum still lives there. Even though I say there's a reason why I'm 1000 miles from my family, I gotta admit, I wish I had her with me right now Updated on 23 Oct 2013: 1170 grams on the left and 1230 on the right Things are slowly improving with the husband. He's a good man, but there are times I wanna throttle him Has anyone experienced a little numbness on one side of their body? Updated on 24 Oct 2013: I was able to pull a t shirt over my head without too much difficulty. And for some reason, it really felt awesome to shower today Updated on 27 Oct 2013: I had to go off on someone about passing judgment on "elective surgeries". This is one reason why I did this surgery. I'd like to train for at least a 5k Updated on 28 Oct 2013: I'm going to start doing 2 walks a day. 15 minutes each. I started that today. Very good walks. Not as fast as I was before I just posted the progress photos. The wounds look scary Updated on 29 Oct 2013: This lady from the UK tells it like it is: http://notthesink.wordpress.com/2013/10/28/breast-reduction/ Updated on 29 Oct 2013: Accomplishment: I wear my fitbit religiously. It killed me when I couldn't wear it when I had to go to the hospital for surgery--no jewelry, etc. The only 2 pieces I have put back on are my watch and fitbit. No wedding ring Reason: I haven't worn my actual one for months. I've lost too much weight and it needs to be resized. I have another 30 pounds to go. I miss wearing them. Even my anniversary bands are too big I bought a cheap fake one from Walmart that fits, but it is tarnished. I might get another cheapie. Anyway, the fitbit is on. Today is the first day since my surgery that I've gotten near or over my 10,000 steps! I'm doing my 2 short walks a day 15-20 minutes each and housework. One good thing about breast reduction is aprons hang better. I was cooking and put on one of my Vera Bradley aprons over my hoodie. First time wearing an apron since surgery (see photo) Finally I'm gonna try to sleep in my own bed tonight vs the recliner. Wish me luck... Updated on 30 Oct 2013: Right before getting ready to go in to the OR Updated on 2 Nov 2013: I went to the mall today to redeem bath and body works coupons. I also stopped by Victoria's Secret. Tried on a bra. 36DD. It's still a far cry from 36H. I knowing still swollen. Doc said I'll be between a C and D once it's all said and done. I hope he's right. I'm going to Dillard's or Nordstrom to get fitted I tried on a ring sizer to see what my ring size is. Left is a 5. Right is a 6.5 My right is almost the size I was in high school. I was a 6 in high school It'll be about $40 to resize my wedding rings Updated on 2 Nov 2013: The sorority chapter I used to advise was doing an order for hoodies. I'm still a proud Alpha Phi alumna (I can't believe next Sunday is my initiation anniversary...don't ask how many years, lol). I'm treating myself to a hoody. All my other ones are HUGE on me now. From the size chart, they look like they run small. I opted to get the XL just in case I layer At Dick's, I tried on North Face jackets. I wore my HUGE hoodie when I went shopping. In the ladies sizes, I probably can get away with a large. Since I layer, I'd err on the side of caution and go for XL Last year I bought a men's large. I can now wear a medium. I'm just going to stick with my large jacket I have for now Heck once swelling goes down and in a few months down the road, I'll reassess. Updated on 7 Nov 2013: I was chatting with my friend in Chicago. I needed to vent Today he might as well have kicked me in the proverbial balls. Him: First he said he didn't find me attractive. Me: Ok, I understand. I now know where you stand Him: What? I didn't say that? Me: Yes you did. I ain't gonna lie on you! Him: You took it out of context. Me: How in the hell do can you take that out of context? Um, sounded loud and clear. Him: I meant I don't find your breasts attractive. It's going to take me some time. I think it was a mistake Me: Um it's only 3 weeks Relieving back pain and putting my body in proportion is a mistake? Please, let me make more "mistakes" like that One minute I look great and then he says [RS bleep] like that "Mistake" or not, he's paying the tab. He said, "you're going to make me pay aren't you?" Damn straight He doesn't know it but it cost him $200 today He bought me a mani, pedi and $100 in Vera Bradley. And took me out to dinner. He ain't getting none. Not that he's sexually interested in me, he said it's going to "take time" Thank goodness for batteries. Yeah, I said it! He just asked me if I want to snuggle this morning. Lemme think about that: HELL NO! Updated on 7 Nov 2013: We had a long talk this morning. I guess that's a start. Right now, that's all I can ask for and try not to expect any overnight miracles Updated on 9 Nov 2013: I know him better than he knows himself. On 11/20, we will have been a couple for 16 years. Our 12th wedding anniversary is next month. He's squeamish. I opted not to show him early post op pictures so he wouldn't freak out (NOT pics of you lovely ladies on realself, mind you). Pics from surgeon websites Me: the breasts are not going to look pretty for a while. Will that bother you? Him: no, as long as there is no blood, I'll be fine Yeah, right. I believed him. Shoulda gone with instincts. Part of it was his squeamishness This is from a dude who passed out cold when saw a couple of drops of blood during his ex-wife's labor He gets woozy if he has to get blood drawn He's a hot mess Updated on 9 Nov 2013: I'm peeved I did the driving to and from (2 hours each way) while SOME DAMN MAN used my iPhone to watch Star Trek on netflix. We were just outside Des Moines. I pointed out a strip mall and said, "you see that shopping center?" Him: yeah. Me: up until 3.5 weeks ago, that's where I'd go to buy my bras 125 miles (200km) EACH WAY It finally sunk in Hell, that alone is reason enough for breast reduction Updated on 10 Nov 2013: I was trying a new recipe (white chicken chili) and took a break Most of y'all know about my Vera Bradley purse addiction. One good thing about BR: being able to wear aprons comfortably...yes she makes aprons too (Yes, I have another apron coming this week...in the same pattern as the blanket I had in the hospital--called Bittersweet) By the way, my next post op appointment is this morning at 10am. I better get to sleep Updated on 12 Nov 2013: It went well. Doc gave me the clear to go back to work in 2 weeks. Limited to 20 hours for the first 3 weeks. Here is the week 4 pic of the girls. Doc is pleased. I could do without these pain zingers though Updated on 12 Nov 2013: Yes I went to my first post op Zumba class. I survived...barely. Even with modifications, it may have been a little early to come back to Zumba. I'll try again in a week, it'll be a few weeks before I'm back to doing Zumba on the regular Updated on 12 Nov 2013: Doc asked about my meds. I said, "I'm good, man." Um no I'm not. I emailed him to get a script. Since it's a narcotic, they can't call or fax it in. I have to either have it mailed to me or go get it So I'm going to kill 2 birds with one stone. Go to the U of Iowa hospital get the prescription, then go to the outlet mall for sports bra shopping. If DH behaves himself, I might bring him lunch from Costco So I'm taking advantage of my bonehead move to go shopping Oh yeah, today I started putting this oil on my scars. I hope it works Updated on 14 Nov 2013: Got the breakdown costs for my surgery. Of course the one night hospital stay cost more than the [RS bleep] surgery. Feelings are slightly hurt Surgery billed to insurance: $10,180.56 Insurance picked up all but $517.50 Anesthesiologist billed to insurance: $2,163.36 Insurance picked up all but $70.38 Hospital stay ([RS bleep], for this price, it should have been hella posh--and better food) billed to insurance: $18,228.88 Insurance picked up all but $1831.57 Total billed to insurance $30,572.80 Total out of pocket $2419.45 I'm going to take $100 every payday to help pay this down quicker. My bariatric surgery is almost paid off, so I'll just roll the $230 we were paying monthly over to this and add an extra couple hundred bucks to knock it out. No big deal. Updated on 14 Nov 2013: Overall, I am paying 7% of the costs. I was told my insurance covered 80% and 20% was out of pocket. I'll take my 93% paid and run with it Updated on 14 Nov 2013: Hit the Under Armour outlet and scored a great sports bra. It runs small, but I love the front zip. Even better--it was 40% off...got it for $24 I ain't mad! Updated on 15 Nov 2013: I told him the out of pocket cost. He took a dose of instant [RS bleep] and bitched and moaned. I was like "STFU" Updated on 19 Nov 2013: I started using Palmers Cocoa butter oil last week. I'm happy with the progress since the surgery I go back to work next week. Things are still difficult with the husband and his health issues aren't helping matters. Updated on 1 Dec 2013: I went back to work for one day One thing. Be careful post BR. I've strained a shoulder blade muscle. My range of motion has increased now that the breasts are not in the way, but I had some muscle/tendons that have not yet built up strength-wise. Left work early Friday. Had to take off this whole weekend. I'm on Dilaudid again for pain. It hurt to drive to the grocery store to get gauze and tape for wound Updated on 3 Dec 2013: Started doing this review last night and lost it. [RS bleep]! Well, I am supposed to go back to work tomorrow. I hope my shoulder will hold up. Dilaudid has been my friend. I am sure the local pharmacy has been giving me the "judging you" look because I have had so many prescriptions filled. I am back to sleeping in a recliner with a heating pad There was a fella a couple weeks ago asked if I was losing weight. Honey, this dude has been seriously been checking me out. I have to admit it does stroke my ego and make me feel good. I told him I was and that I also had breast reduction. He said, "you look great. I am sure your husband likes it, and if he doesn't he is an idiot!" Score for this dude! DH, you are on notice that you may have an genius IQ, but you are an idiot! Fitness: despite the shoulder, I have started the 30 day plank challenge http://30dayfitnesschallenges.com/classes/30-day-plank-challenge/ I am going a little farther by doing one plank on my hands and one on my elbows for the allotted time each day. Today was 45 seconds. Holy [RS bleep]! Since I can't do Zumba yet, I am doing a lot of walking. I am hitting the nature trail while I can to power walk/jog (mostly walk). Soon, it will not be feasible because of the winter weather. Yesterday I decided to test the Under Armour sports bra. I mostly walked, but during each song that came up, I jogged for one minute. The bra passed with flying colors. I have it in black and white. If it comes in other colors, I am buying them. The song that got me most pumped up during the workout is "Can't Hold Us" by Macklemore and Ryan Lewis. I tried hot yoga last week. Am looking to do it again...sooner than later Didn't jog today, but today I did my longest power walk ever....4 miles Wish me luck going back to work tomorrow...again! Updated on 9 Dec 2013: "I liked the way you were before. In my opinion, the breast reduction wasn't an improvement. I see why you did it, but I don't agree with it." Dude: 2 words: [RS bleep] OFF We are coming up on our 12 year wedding anniversary. Not much to celebrate Updated on 28 Dec 2013: Well our anniversary has come and gone. He got me a nice card and ring. Things have been improving, I'm glad to say. Things still suck in the intimacy department. We snuggle but the new girls have yet to be test driven, if you get my drift He hooked me up for Christmas. As I type this, I'm listening to music in my new Dr Dre Beats headphones For my birthday today I went to Victoria Secret to get some bralettes. I got my first matching bra and panty sets!!!! The shoulder is still acting up. I might try a Zumba class tomorrow Updated on 16 Feb 2014: I have quite a bit to post, but I have to share this article. It hit SO close to home http://www.buzzfeed.com/suzienphilips/a-breast-reduction-helped-me-love-my-body Updated on 17 Feb 2014: My left breast is slightly larger...it was that way even before surgery. I'm using bio oil on my scars. They are slowly fading. Over all, I'm VERY happy with my reduction. Husband is still not, but since he was not carrying these boobs on his chest, he can [RS bleep] kick rocks. He said, "I liked you better before." Build a bridge and get over it, pal. Read the link in the above post. It will hit close to home Updated on 19 Mar 2014: It's been a while since I've written. I am trying Mederma for my scar. Hope that can speed up healing. Has anyone had any experience with it? If so, holla and let me know. For as much as this [RS bleep] cost at CVS, it better work. I'm battling a tonsil infection. Left work early What is it about men? I had an awesome male buddy who said, "I understand why you got it done, but I liked it when you had the girls." And for the record, he has NOT seen me naked. I wanted to say, "honey, if you seen these puppies unharnessed, then you'd think differently!" He's a cool dude, so I'm not going to sweat him. He's being a guy Men. They want big boobs, a trick pelvis and a tight...I better not go there. A filthy mind is a terrible thing to waste. And in my opinion, if you still have a D cup, there's plenty to "play" with. In good news. I bought my first bra from Victoria Secret. I had $10 off a bra, so I took advantage. I'm reading that their bras run small and they're not the best place to get sized. The bra I got is hella sexy though. I'm planning on getting sized at Nordstrom or Dillard's. It's crazy that I bought a D cup and that the bra is padded. I love that it's hot pink. Got the matching panties too I'm back to the gym with a vengeance. Gotta shake these extra pounds loose, yo! Off topic Pet peeve: folks REALLY need to learn the difference in LOSE v LOOSE. You don't loose weight, you LOSE. Example: you want a slot machine to be LOOSE so the casino will LOSE money Call me nit picky but it grinds my gears. I'm just saying
