27y/o 5'7" 105lb, 1 child, Finally getting what I want!!

I am 27 years old, about 5'7" and 105lb. I have...

I am 27 years old, about 5'7" and 105lb. I have been naturally skinny my whole life, and teased mercilessly for it forever. My mom, grandmas and aunts all had full boobs as I was growing up and to me, becoming a woman meant getting boobs. A late bloomer, what boobs I did get (32-34A, i can cheat and say 32B at VS but only in a push up style, thank god for vanity sizing) didnt come until I was about 17 or 18 years old, and they didn't go very far. I only wear padded or push up bras. I hate taking my bra off, even to shower, and to the dismay of my fiance, I pretty much refuse to take it off in front of him, ever. They are embarrassing. While I do think I have a pretty good body, especially having had a baby about a year and a half ago, I am not super curvy and the flat chest just makes me feel like a 12 year old boy. I hate bathing suit shopping, bra shopping, dress shopping..I cant wear anything that requires you to go braless, because my boobs just disappear, which limits a lot of dress options. Push up bathing suits are a joke, they are even more padded than my normal bras, and very obviously so, so I hate wearing them. Ill never forget being 18 and having my 8 year old cousin say that she thought I was pretty but it was too bad I was so flat chested.
When I was pregnant with my son, my boobs did get a little bigger, maybe to a full B, and they were absolutely fantastic while breast feeding (which only lasted 6 weeks due to issues), and then they were gone...and even smaller than they were before, like little mosquito bites.
I am getting married next year and I want to feel good in my wedding dress. I remember prom dress shopping and crying, ending up with an $800 dress because it was the only one I felt even slightly good in. (should have saved that money towards my surgery!)
So I finally went for a consultation. This is something I have been waiting forever for. Money is tight because of paying for the wedding, but I refuse to sacrifice this any more. I work, and I work hard and my whole life is spent worrying about and taking care of everyone else, and this is something I want and NEED to do for ME. Everyone in my life has been pretty supportive. As this is something I have half joked about forever, they pretty much saw it coming. Almost everyone I work with knows it is happening because Im not embarrassed about doing it and I know they will all figure it out anyways when I'm gone for 2 weeks and suddenly return with a new figure. Plus, I work with all women, and if you tell one, they will all find out, so I would rather people hear it from me. Bitches are gossipy lol.
My surgery is scheduled for September 8, and I am sooo nervous. I think I am most nervous about what size to pick and the pain afterwards. I don't tolerate pain meds well, so I am scared about that too. I am very narrow chested so the plan is to go with high profile silicone implants, because moderate profile would probably give me super side boob, which I definitely dont want, Im just afraid of the porn star/stripper look. I dont want to go so big that they look fake, but I dont want to go smaller and regret it. I have reviewed so many people on here and I think I want to be about 300cc. I have a pre-op appointment on August 27 to discuss size, incision placement (I want under the breast), implant type (im leaning toward cohesive gel, but considering gummy bear also)
If I get the guts, I will post some before pictures. I am going to make some rice sizers today to try to get a feel for size, maybe Ill post pics from that too.
I would love questions, messages, input, pointers, etc if anyone has any! Thanks to anyone who took the time to read through this long ass post :)

Rice Test!

Soo I did the "rice sizer test"! After looking up how to do it and how much rice to put in I tested out some 300cc rice sizers. I didn't have any nylons so I did it with thin socks and wore a sports bra. It is so sad how flat I look with just the sports bra. I hate going to the gym because I hate wearing sports bras and my push ups are so uncomfortable to work out in because they smoosh and dig in. When I do go to the gym I will wear a push up underneath a sports bra so my boobs don't disappear. Anyways, I was pretty happy with the 300cc size! I am still afraid they might be too small, but am a pretty thin girl so anything much bigger might look ridiculous. I will post a couple pictures of my rice test!
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Congrats on your appointment date! Sept will be here before you know it!
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Oh.. And YOU DESERVE THIS!!! I'm like you, doing everything for everyone else, I did this for myself and BEST DECISION EVER =)))
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I loved reading your post, not to be weird but it was like listening to myself, not porn star size but ya know... BOOBS!! I can relate, skinny, flat chested, etc etc. I ha my surgery 3 months ago, read my story it's pretty long, and got 355ccs saline under muscle. There's so much I want to share with you! Skinny bitches gotta stick together ya know ;) Kuddos btw posting before boobless pics, you'll work your way to nude top half pics before, then after there's no barrier believe me!! I'm super excited for you and as a mother even more excited!!
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Hello your story is very inspiring:) I'm also thin well not as thin as you bc I'm also short lol 5'1& 110-115 or there about!! Anyway how do you like your saline ?? I've actually been getting a little nervous for choosing saline due to stories/ commits I have read about rippling, deflating, ect. However, I do not want silicone!! Please let me know I've been wanting to hear from someone who has already been there done that so to speak lol thanks
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I can totally relate to your story. I was just like you! AA totally flat and skinny, and i got teased a lot. Cried every time I had to shop for dresses. I got implants at 18 and was very happy, for a few years. So great to feel balanced, "normal", confident, sexy. You might read my review, though. Once you lose your health everything changes, and breasts don't matter anymore. I'm only 30.
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You are gonna look amazing.
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Thanks, I hope so! I looked at your review and you look awesome as well. I'm glad you ended up so happy with everything, and good tip about the bras! I am going to be so anxious to go out and buy a bunch of new, pretty ones. Hopefully I can give myself a few months to let the girls settle in lol.
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Yeah!! I would buy either one nice one or a few cheap ones for the first couple months bc your boobs will fill out... Sometimes a whole size by the end
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Good for getting something you've always wanted! I'm in the same situation ( except my tummy isint so nice :() what's your secret?? Hope all goes great keep posted!!
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I think my secret is just chasing my little guy around constantly, he keeps me on my toes for sure! I will definitely keep updating!!
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My only child turned 15 mths on the 22, he also took off walking the same day! So very exciting;) My ps recommended I wait 6 mths post breastfeeding before my BA so my next app is set for Oct 7 seems kinda far out. I'm ubsure of the cc's and my ps didint say much about it either! I want at least a full c, now smaller than ever due to breastfeeding ( well worth it) I may be an a cup!! I've been wearing VS incerts for a while but I've had them so long I forgot what size they were !! Lol forgetful much there still not the size I want! Any suggestions or websites that may have good b/a pics??
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My little one is about 16 months and he never stops going, from the minute the kid could walk...he was running lol. My next appt is Aug 27, surgery sept 8. I feel like I spend every waking moment thinking about boobs! It feels like time is ticking by so slooooww! I have done most of my looking around at pics here, and on my surgeon's website, but I really love this site because you can interact with others and get a lot of detailed info on their procedures.
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Agreed that seems to be all I think of as well! I was on a hard core excersize program but fell and broke my knee in 3 pieces :( ruined my summer and kinda hard to chase yeh wee one! Lol but I'm managing :) now in trying to fing workouts I can do especially abdominal workouts since I've got the bummed knee and cannot do my regular routine!! I'd like to be in petty good shape when I have my BA I'm super thin but would like muscle definition! Plus I'm thicker in the middle heridity + baby (excuses :))which I hate being 5'1 it's getting better but still not what I want ! If I could I'd prob do mommy makeover :) my fiancé says im vain but I just want to feel good when I look in the mirrow!! You already look great but I understand wanting to enhance yourself! Wish my family/ friends understood this more! Glad I found this site!:)
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Girl your body is crazy!! Your abs look amazingly toned. I can't wait too see what u look like with your new twins. ;) Keep posting.
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Aww thank you! I am excited to see how everything turns out too. I will definitely keep updating :)
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