I know by the title I seem crazy. I am expecting...

I know by the title I seem crazy. I am expecting to hear people say the same. This will be my 2nd breast augmentation and my 3rd time doing plastic surgery. I had a 34A (maybe even AA) before my first breast aug back in June of 2009. This year in June I had liposuction done. I am now scheduled for my second breast aug on Nov 29th.

A bit of background (although I have an extensive blog on my lipo procedure). I am 33 years old and a mother of 6. Yes 6 babies that I birthed naturally, meaning no drugs and all vaginal. I breastfed all of my babies. My breasts really looked strange after my 5th baby. I always had huge nipples and really small breasts. The nipples did not match at all. Each time I breastfed my breasts would get larger and I really liked the way I looked. Unfortunately, that doesn't last. After my 5th baby I decided to go in for the first breast aug. I went from a 34A or AA to a 34D. It was awesome. I LOVED my new boobs. However, it's been 3 years, I had (yet another) baby and just finished nursing him 3 months ago. My doctor wanted to wait at least 3 months before he would do the breast aug. As an aside, I was able to breastfeed although my milk supply was low. However, once again, my breasts got very full and I got used to the 34DD I was wearing. Unfortunately once I stopped nursing they went back to a 34D ( I know still big) but you really do get used to that fullness and after my 6th baby I felt like my body changed more than ever (hence the lipo which was done June of this year). Another thing that helped me decide was that I needed some scar re-visioning. I was bad when I had my first breast aug and took my tape off way to early and then put makeup in the incision (I know I know won't do it again) I did it because of my job (you guessed it) and I really needed to get back to work! I was also using pasties on them and OUCH that was a bad idea. So I talked to my doctor about fixing the scar and mentioned that I would like them bigger and lo and behold here I am.

I really wanted a big change so I decided on another 275cc's which would put me at 700 cc's total. Sounds big but I really like them big. I do honestly believe this will be it though for my breasts.

So my stats as of now are 5'6, 123lbs, with a 34D. Sometimes, I can get into a 34C. I will be going back in through the nipple and under the muscle.

My pre-op is tomorrow. I am pretty good about updates and look forward to sharing.

Wow! You do not have the body of a mother of 6!! Your current boobs look great but do whatever makes you happy girl! Good luck! Xx
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Thanks so much for sharing over here, too. I hope you love your new look and that everything is smooth sailing. Please do keep us updated!

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Well I week from tomorrow is my surgery. I went in...

Well I week from tomorrow is my surgery. I went in for my pre op and explained to them that I didn't want Dr. Wolfe making a new incision for the revision, last time I had surgery through the nipple and I would like to keep the one scar. So they sais they "may" have to go a bit smaller if it doesn't fit so they ordered 600, 650 and the 700's. I am really hoping the 700's fit. I am excited but it doesn't feel like its really going to happen as of yet :) I will update again day of surgery! I am noting it's quiet over here on the revision side :(
Good luck on your revision . Hope u like the new size :-) .
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Thank you that's very nice of you to say :) I was just looking at your profile..new boobs, yay!
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Surgery was today. Everything went well. Dr. Wolfe...

Surgery was today. Everything went well. Dr. Wolfe was able to use his new tool and get the 700's to fit through my previous incisions through my nipple. It's 2:24pm and I had my surgery at 8:30. I got home around 11 and fell asleep quickly after. Just took my first painkiller (Percocet) and I only took 1.

It's hard to tell how big they will be at this point. The waiting game is on!
did you get silicone
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Yes 700hp, under the muscle silicone.
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Congrats !!!!!
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Day after surgery....pain is a little better but...

Day after surgery....pain is a little better but definitely still there. It's actually a tad worse than I thought it would be for a revision. My doctor called me last night to check on me and he explained that he had to go through the capsule since it was a large implant so I will feel pain like the first time for a few days. I have only taken 2 percocets total but I may take another one today. I was able to drive my kids to school and do a few household chores yesterday but I got really tired and slept from 8pm until 6:45am. I woke up a lot to pee and I am noticing that I really have to push to get my pee out. I am going to attempt a shower today with my husbands help. I'll get some new pics done tomorrow or the day after.

I tried on an old bra today...pix below

I tried on an old bra today...pix below
Take it easy ! Hope you feel better soon
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Thanks Sissy, Im hanging in there!
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Feeling much better physically today. Called my...

Feeling much better physically today. Called my doc yesterday to get a script for Valium because the percocets made me feel yucky and I felt the majority of the pain was from the muscle. I am still worried I didn't go big enough but I am excited to see the results in a month!
I hope the Valium helps !
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3 day pics below. Looks like they are starting to...

3 day pics below. Looks like they are starting to get nice and full. I like how much closer together they got. I was a little worried I didn't go big enough but I think they look good now. I feel more proportionate.
I love Dr. Wolfe! I just had surgery w/him on November 9th! Happy for you!
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Hi BigBooty, I haven't tried sizing myself yet. I will in a couple more weeks. That bra I was wearing in the last photos is my 34D and obviously not big enough. I did try on a 34DD and it was snug. I am thinking I can go one up from a 34DD. They are silicone.
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Sounds perfect!!! I'm thinking that's what id like!!!! I'm a 34D now I also have some 36 DD's...are they "natural" feeling!!?? I've has saline for over 10 years..
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I am feeling barely any pain. I am excited to have...

I am feeling barely any pain. I am excited to have the tape removed tomorrow. I have been a little depressed about the size not turning out as big as I wanted but it's pretty much as big as I can go without resorting to saline and I think I am going to have to deal with it so it's time to think more positive. I bought a new bran today but went with a 34D because the DD's didn't have very much push up. I haven't tried it on yet. I will take pics in it tomorrow when I get the tape off (and steri strips on). Any ways, some day 6 photos are below.
Haha, awesome!
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OK So I am beginning to feel a lot better about...

OK So I am beginning to feel a lot better about the size. Looking at them in pics rather than the mirror really puts it into perspective. I have large breasts. It's a great feeling. Went to the post op yesterday and had that tape remove and replaced with steri strips. Obviously my one breast is dropping WAY faster than the other so I am wearing a sports bra to help them in addition to massage. It's kind of funny looking actually.
Thanks Sissy, you are so sweet :) Uneven and all you still think awesome huh? I think they are going to turn out great :) Just needed some patience and support (including a SUPPORT bra haha).
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I'm happy your doing good . Your boobies to look awesome !
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Day 10 pic up. That's with a "very sexy" vic...

Day 10 pic up. That's with a "very sexy" vic secret bra. I am still obsessing they aren't big enough constantly. Another doctor said to me that if I am not happy now I probably never will be. I am basically maxed out on silicone and don't think I could transition to saline because I am not sure I would like that change. I gotta get mentally better. I think it will help when I can get into real bras.
Damsel, you looke great!!! You wish to go bigger? No way i say. You look awesome. i would not chance it. But thats only my 2 cents. ANd besides like yourPS said you cant get any bigger with sili's. I like my focus to be my face and not have men just gawk at my boobs.hehe, but that's just me. It's your body and i just hope you are happy with them, b/c i love them on you.
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Well thanks but....look at you! Youre body looks AMAZING! And you are scheduled for surgery for bigger boobs? They look enormous! You have to understand what I mean then. I am going from a small 34D and want to be a DDD (is that an F or something) what size do you expect to be after? Any more cc's is going to make you even bigger than mine. I started out as an A cup however (if even that), what did you start at?
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Oh and yes I think they are "even-ning" out really fast. I need to take pics again, it's harder to tell just looking in the mirror for me for some reason.
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Day 12....still obsessing they aren't big enough....

Day 12....still obsessing they aren't big enough. My husband says their is no chance I will get another BA :( I feel like I am acting kind of spoiled. I read about women needing breast lifts and such with large implants and I already have those and I can't stand the breast lift scars so I really gotta get this right in my head.

As far as the recovery...I feel totally fine. I am ready to get in regular bras but I am still wearing the sports bra every day. They say another week or so for the steri strips to fall off and I believe I can't stop wearing this sports bra until I see my PS again Jan 3. I will probably still whine to him....I spent a TON of money between the 2 BA's and the lipo so the least I could do was tell him I am still a little sad about the size.

Let me clarify that this is in NO way my PS's fault. He was VERY clear with me about everything. I started with no breast tissue, less than an A cup, a training bra at best, so all I have is implant. I have NO breast tissue. I can't expect miracles here.

That's all for now :)

I went to Victoria Secret today and decided to ask...

I went to Victoria Secret today and decided to ask one of the girls to measure me. She measured me at a 32D. Are you kidding? That's what I was before! But I realized I had my sports bra on which is completely compressing my boobs. I decided to buy a 34DD bra and low and behold it is entirely too small. All I can say is yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Yep, that's right, 2 weeks post op today and BIGGER than a DD, I swear I will be happy at a DDD. C'mon girls! Any ways, a pic has been posted of me in the 34DD.
Hi, I just came across ur review, I finally had my breast lift/aug.. 550cc saline moderate profile under the muscle, an I must say, I'm still very sore, I also fell, an my incision opened under my left breast, so that's another thing, I have to deal with, had a ttuck, 4 yrs ago, just had a fat transfer to my buttocks in aug, well I'm not happy, so I'm gonna do it again jan 4, with the dr who did my breasts an ttuck, I love him, but he also warned me I don't have a lot of fat to lipo, but I'm just not happy with my bottom buttocks, no fat was put there at all, so to me, it does not look right.... Ur breasts look Great! Are they heavy to you??? Cuz mine are still heavy feeling too...
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Thanks! I was just looking at your profile. My breasts do not feel heavy at all. I went with silicone though so I am not sure if thats why. So is the doctor that's doing your revisions charging you for them?
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I have to pay almost regular price, because my dr is not the one who did my fat transfer, when I first inquired about it, I didn't call it a fat transfer, I called it the Brazilian butt lift, an that's what he doesn't do, so I was soooo upset when I did find out he did the fat transfer also, because I would of went to him first, costly mistake for me tho, I can't really blame the other dr for what I don't like, but he warned me I didn't hav a lot of fat to lipo also, but the areas that were lipo, still look fat to me, an all my fat was put on the top of my buttocks, I know I needed it the most there, but now I feel my bottom buttocks to blend in with my top, I still see fat in between my thighs also, an my upper abdomen too, so I just told my dr what I didn't like, he just doesn't want me to concentrate too much on my butt, cuz he's gonna improve the other areas of concern too, an I'm well aware I won't be getting a lot of fat put there, but anything will help the appearance...
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Day 15 photo up. Haha that's one of those major...

Day 15 photo up. Haha that's one of those major push up bra's.....
The Brazilian butt lift is just a fancy term for "fat graph-transfer to the butt"...it started in Brazil and made its way to the states n Europe. I think that when a PA is really good at it & specialize in it they'll say the BBL & when you have a Doc who does fat transfer, anywhere you have coined phase "fat trans to_____".
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That was supposed to be PS not PA ;)
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Day 22 pics up. That's a 32DD bra and not too...

Day 22 pics up. That's a 32DD bra and not too comfortable. 32DDD is incredibly hard to find at VS.
Gurl ur boobs look Great! Yes they are big boobies! I don't know what size I am when vsecret measured me bout 2 weeks ago, they said 38 Ddd??? What the hell! Was it cuz I am still swollen? I just made 4 weeks... I just don't want to look huge, cuz I have broad shoulders, when I look at them tho, they don't look big, I love them, still waiting for them to drop....
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1 month photos up. Nothing new to report. Still...

1 month photos up. Nothing new to report. Still experimenting with bras. Would still like to be larger.
You look great !! I don't think you need to be bigger . Now it makes me ask my self am I big enough . What size bra are you wearing ? I wear a 34/ DDD . I will be smaller when I loose some weight than I might need to go bigger. But it's hard to find bras already . I don't know what I wear in a vs bra . My dr said a size bigger . Happy for you ! Take care
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hey gurlie,ur boobs look great! How have you been feeling ? i still feel like i cant run or anything,but getting better,my incision is still a little opened from that fall,just putting gauze on it with vaseline,this healing process sure takes some time,i think i might go get measured tomorro...
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Thanks :) They are still a bit uneven, my right one hasn't dropped quite yet so they look a bit funny straight on. Have yours dropped yet? I can't believe you fell! I did go and get measured but it was weeks ago and it was WAY lame. They lady measured me at a 32D. Seriously? I was a D before this surgery, I added 275cc's that's about 2 sizes so WTF is that? Any ways, there is no chance I can fit into a D. I can barely fit into a DD. So just be careful where you go to get fitted (I went to VS) and don't get discouraged by their measurement. I am wearing a DDD in VS right now and if this right one would ever drop I may even get to go up one more size, which would be ??? Take care of yourself!
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I month and 3 days in. I go to the PS on Thursday....

I month and 3 days in. I go to the PS on Thursday. I will probably mention to him how I have had thoughts of switching to saline, and see what he says, although I doubt he will say it's a good idea. I am starting to get happier with them though as they get their new shape. I do like that I can look normal when I am out with my kids and look "large" when I am out with my husband. BTW my husband is COMPLETELY against me having another surgery and really who am I trying to please here? So I am really starting to just quit whining and start loving them.
1st let me say u look effing great fir having 6 baby's.. wtf just isn't fair! lol 2nd your boobs look great u are so tiny & ur boobs are like pow! I need a revision too, i hate my size & shape my 1 st doc gave me. It's gonna have to wait tho cuz im fixing other things right now. lol love your results!
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You're very sweet. I did have some help though hahaha. What are you currently working on?
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I know you don't think I need to go bigger Sissy, you've been very supportive and I thank you for that. I am really just wearing sports bras. I find that when I put on a regular bra it hurts. I only have underwires which is what hurts. I did go get a couple 32DDD bra's from Victoria Secret and they fit good, they are snug, but I think that is my size MAYBE a half a size bigger...I don't even know what's next E? I am looking to lose about 5-7lbs also. I always found with implants that when I lost weight they looked bigger. When they were my naturals they would get smaller when I lost weight. What size do you want to be?
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Photo from my husbands perspective posted.

photo from my husbands perspective posted.
They look really really sexy my friend! I'm so excited to get mine done & can only hope my look as wonderful! You should be thrilled! :)
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I love my size !! Just need to loose the weight I have gained . I hope I won't want surgery again . I do know that I don't look like I'm a 34/ DDD because of my weight . I want to still be the same after weight comes off .
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Went to my one month checkup and it was pretty...

Went to my one month checkup and it was pretty depressing. My PS pretty much came in and said everything looks good and looked at me and asked if I was expecting them to be bigger. Is it that obvious that they should be bigger? He went on to tell me how little breast tissue I had to work with and that I can wear push up bras. Ugh. He didn't mention anything about swapping over to saline, he did say that I have very healthy, and good looking breasts (though I think he's a bit bias) and that he'd rather I complain about the size than to go with silicone and have problems and unhealthy breasts.

I still left the office nearly in tears trying to get out as fast as possible.

Later I thought maybe he read the notes from my 1 week visit when I told the nurse (I didn't see my PS at this visit) that I was unhappy with the size. Seriously, my PS gave me a complex so I decided that I am going to go with that....he saw it in the notes, it wasn't obvious :(

I am trying to be happy with them, really I am, I just feel that maybe I had bigger expectations and that perhaps I didn't ask enough questions nor express my wants enough.

I did have to mark down my PS after that visit on the "Time Spent" rating to 3 starts.

I left the office feeling hopeless and depressed and wishing things would have went different. The entire visit lasted 7 minutes. I spent more time in the room trying to relax before walking past the front desk in tears than I did with my PS.

So I wrote to Dr. Pousti today, who is all over this website and he told me to wait another 5 months and then send him some pics and he will give his best advice on whether I can handle going any larger.

Until then I am going to try to get a grip on this because it has really begun to consume me.
I am sure that Dr. Wolfe read the notes b/c that is part of his job; it had nothing to do w/your appearance. HE hates too large breasts so there is NO WAY that he would walk in and think "Whoa her breasts are too small..." That is YOUR issue with them and nobody else's (including your husband!). :) I know from conversations with Dr. Wolfe that he has high ethical standards, and many docs consider it to be unethical to perform a surgery that makes a patient's breasts larger than they consider to be aesthetically or medically acceptable. I know that you want HUGE breasts but, from a person who had those, please know that they age really badly and can look really ugly if your skin and frame cannot handle them. You would want to contact Dr. Revis, but I still do not recommend a larger size. Your job depends on your body, and if your breasts are too large you will eventually need a lift--with scars. I am actually impressed w/ your description of Dr. Wolfe's reaction b/c I know it means that he is sticking to his ethics and not in it for the money. It would have been in his financial interest to sell you on getting saline and a larger size later, but he does not believe that is the best outcome for you, so he did not push it. You are already having doubts about the size so not taking the time to placate your fears was a mistake on his part, but he has that East coast bluntness and had already made up his mind that he was not going to go larger with you, I suspect. Sorry that you are feeling so badly. I think that this size makes you perfectly voluptuously hourglass. I think that they would begin looking silly if you went any larger! They look GREAT now. Try some positive affirmations so that you can stop the cycle of anxiety. I am the same way, so I totally understand, but it is SO difficult to see yourself objectively and we are here to tell you that they look great! :)
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Hey Perky, Thanks so much for that well written and well thought out reply. This is my third procedure with Dr. Wolfe, as well as my best friend having her augmentation with him just a couple weeks before my revision so I really do like Dr. Wolfe. It's not that I don't think he's a great doctor. I just didn't feel very taken care of that day. I had gone over in my mind the entire month about how I was going to bring up the size issue to him and perhaps I took too much time thinking about it, but I did. I walked out of his office feeling hopeless. I felt like perhaps I was misinformed about size, or like I said didn't express my wants enough (which is more likely the case). It's funny before this revision when I had those big C's and little D's I never had a problem with them. I thought they were pretty great, and I actually thought they were huge. It was almost worse for me to get the revision. I am going to add a picture of the breasts I really adored before the surgery so you can see where my hopes were (BTW this is a Revis patient). I did bring in Dr. Wolfe several photos of breasts that I liked (per his request) and when he sifted through them the other day I think he could see why I was let down. The sizing issue isn't really Dr. Wolfes fault. I had NOTHING before my first BA which gave little to work with. I understand I am ALL implant. However, I just wish I could have been better informed, and I wish he could have suggested some options. I had a doctor respond to my question today that I am looking into in Boston who specializes is fat transfer instead of implants. At least that's an option. Thank you for your kind words, it really does mean a lot to me. How are you doing?
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I have finally convinced my husband for a 3rd...

I have finally convinced my husband for a 3rd augmentation but I have to wait 6-12 months. I'm happy but sad I have to do it again. I am still researching and such and trying to make sure that's what I want. Looking at moving to saline 1000-1200.
Hi lady.... I just read ur review, I wanted to ask you, what size bra are you now? I am a 38 Ddd, I'm hoping they will get smaller, at least a Dd, I can fit in some Dd, but I feel my breasts are large, ur breasts look Good!! Victoria Secret doesn't hav a big inventory on Ddd... An I only like them,,, Good luck to you!
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8 week photo update. Nothing much new to report. I...

8 week photo update. Nothing much new to report. I am wearing a 32DDD in Victoria Secret but could probably go up another size (my nipples pop out of the bra) but I have maxed out VS bra's. I can also fit a 34E. So many bra sizes.
They look great!
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I have changed my wish picture. After researching...

I have changed my wish picture. After researching my brains out I am deciding that IF I go up in size I am going up to at least 1100cc's. Still debating. My back kinda hurts thinking about it haha.
I WANT ur boobs. ;)
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Okay, so here is what is funny to me-- your "want" photo shows a girl that looks like a bad version of your current breasts. To me, the size looks the same, with the only difference being that your "ideal" breasts have dropped from beneath the muscle and are hanging in skin! Your breasts, by contrast, are still perky and under the muscle! Oh, I wish I could just shake you and tell you how great you look (and how much better than your "want" breasts you look) and you would believe me!!!! :)
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9 week picture updated. The right one is larger...

9 week picture updated. The right one is larger than the left and it's very noticeable. I went to see my PS about it but he didn't say anything was abnormal. I have already decided on the doctor I am using and I should be going in for my revision in April. My date will be determined early next week!
I see the difference in size in ur newest pic. It's not just an illusion with ur sweater pulled up higher on one side is it? We're or old implants the same volume for each? I'd want it fixed too. I TOTALLY understand. It seems logical that a PS should be able to get things even, same size, etc. it's they're job really. I know that if I did my job almost the right way, I'd be In trouble. Lol ;)
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Thank you sweetmom! They are two different sizes however, and I have already decided to go larger. I am switching for saline and I can't wait. Finally I will get the size I want. I am going to a very highly rated PS out of state and I have researched the complications and risks and I am very comfortable (and excited) with my decision. Thanks for your compliments!
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HI Damsel! First of all, You look amazing and I do NOT think that you need to go bigger. I though that the biggest sizes approved in the USA was 800 cc! Enjoy the 700 cc and be thankful that you have had no complications. No complications and problems with the BA are a plus. I think that your PS did a great job. I have read that the more surgeries you have , increases the chance of CC. Wish you all the best!
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I've changed my review to "not sure" because I am...

I've changed my review to "not sure" because I am starting to get unhappier with the results. "Maybe" it's because one hasn't dropped yet but from what I've read and heard they should be past that stage by now with this being my 2nd BA.
It's still early to see the finished look . They look great ! One does look bigger , not mutch . If u go bigger they might bottom out . And let me tell u my inside suters are still hurting me . The pain is still down my arm and I can't go without a bra it hurts to mutch .
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Ya really. Just irritating that he didn't say anything about it. Oh well...off to the next.
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The new "want" breasts are *BADLY* bottomed out. They will be near her belly button soon. I think your current breasts look so pretty. I hate to see them go. :( Oh well, good luck w/everything! :) PS I hope I am not offending you--obviously it is your body and your choice!!!! I get email updates on this post, so sometimes I just cannot help but comment! :)
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I received confirmation today that I will need a...

I received confirmation today that I will need a revision (by another PS) due to the asymmetry in my breasts. I won't be going back to Dr. Wolfe. He didn't even recognize a problem when I was there Thursday but it is COMPLETELY obvious. Ugh...
Sorry to hear that . I'm not happy with my revision so far .
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I understand ur frustration, I really do. Try going thru a correction 3 times! I hope ur able to get exactly what ur looking for! ;)
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11 week photos taken and posted. My left breast...

11 week photos taken and posted. My left breast seems to be bottoming out. I posted a pic for the docs here and most of them said I will need a revision. I scheduled my revision for the beginning of May and the deposit has been made. My PS told me I may need drains which really scare me but I will be ok. I will be seeing Dr. Hankins in Vegas. We discussed going upwards of 1100-1300cc's but will depend on what he deems safe.

I am excited but nervous. I have never gone out of state for surgery and will be gone about 10-12 days total.

Did you do high profile implant, gel?
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Wishing you all the best with your revision. I'm so sorry things are not turning out the way you thought. Praying for you. Keep us posted.
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Thank you for continuing to update your review and for your candor and honesty. I'm so sorry you need another revision, but hopefully your results will make it all worthwhile. I am in a similar boat myself and I have been panicking about my breasts, but I find your attitude and your way of dealing with everything to be totally inspiring. Thank you!
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I go in to see Dr. Wolfe tomorrow to discuss the...

I go in to see Dr. Wolfe tomorrow to discuss the asymmetry and see if he will revise them before my XL implant revision. My PS in Vegas who is doing my XL implants said it would be best if I could fix the asymmetry before the larger implants go in so I am crossing my fingers Dr. Wolfe gives me some good news tomorrow. My PS in Vegas said my asymmetry is pretty significant and would require a lift on my left breast in order to correct it.

Sigh.
What did Dr. Wolfe say today???? I am curious! And of course I have to try to talk you out of it again, while I am "here," so here that goes: ;-) I am just scared that if you are bottoming out at your current size, you will bottom out more with bigger implants and you will be on the same path that so many of us with very large implant were on--never satisfied and constantly having to go back for revisions b/c of complications...but YOU make your living off of your body and cannot afford to always be in surgery--more so than us, even! I am also curious to know what your customers/friends say when they see you in person. Do they think that you should have gone bigger? Also, large breasts look very matronly to me, so keep that in mind, too! I have been getting SO MANY people assuming that I am way younger than my age, and it started exactly when I got mine reduced! :)
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Hmmm interesting. I'm not sure why you think I make money off my body or have customers. There was a time long ago that I was in that industry but that's in the past. Weird. There's nothing to talk me out of. I am doing what I am doing for ME. Not my husband, not my friends, ME. I appreciate your comments but I can't live to satisfy everyone else. I spent 28 years of my life flat chested and feeling like an under matured girl. I looked 15 when I was 25 so ya I know what you mean by looking younger-no thanks. I won't live that way any longer. I am not bottoming out. I thought maybe I was but I am NOT. My pockets could use a little help from a doctor with experience doing large implants-which Dr. Wolfe is not. It was my fault for not going with someone with more experience in the first place. I'm glad your happy with your reduction and judging by your pics you look great. Thanks again for your words. Although I am a little creeped out by the context.
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You are creeped out by the context? I am not sure what you mean. Your response was a bit confusing, considering that I was just commenting on what you have described-- you have described that you are a dancer, perhaps you *were* a dancer. Sorry. You have described that you were bottoming out, but apparently you are *not.* Again, I apologize. Listen, when I was in college one of my oldest friends from middle school began cocktailing and then dancing at a gentlemen's club, so I did not mean "customers" in a bad way--that is just how she referred to them, and I have absolutely no judgment. Sorry if I came across that way. The fact is that I think you look lovely, as I have said many times, and I just went through a bad experience with having too large breasts so I was just trying to do what we are supposed to do on this board--support each other but also share our experiences. I apologize if I did not come across as supportive, and you are absolutely correct--it is 100% your decision and your body. I just cringe at the thought of anyone going so big when they already look great and also (I thought) need to not be going through a lot of surgeries b/c they make their living by showing off their great figure. I have finally upset you, so I will stop commenting. I just get emails every time you update, so I find myself commenting on your updates. I had seen that you were going back to Dr. Wolfe so I was genuinely curious as to what he had said, and that was actually the whole purpose of my comment--to ask you that question.
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OK ladies, I am 2 months exactly until my new...

OK ladies, I am 2 months exactly until my new revision. I have talked to my doctor and it looks like I will be doing the mentor mod plus 1200ccs minimum and I am really shooting for 1400cc's. He says my asymmetry is very significant (this should have been repaired with my previous 2 surgeries-but it wasn't) so I will be getting a benelli lift in addition to the new big ones. It's ok though I am just glad to have found someone who can see the obvious problems and is able and willing to fix them-finally.

2 months and counting. Can't wait to have big and round salines. I am so done with silicone.
This is a great blog, definitely keep us updated!
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Hi damsel I had my surgery 2 days ago I'm loving the size I just not sure what cup size I am now. Hopefully I don't have too much swelling because I like the way they look now. When is your revision scheduled for?
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Hi I'm having revision surgery in two days. I'm scheduled for surgery march 13 th at 11:00am. I currently have implants now they are 590 cc ultra high profile way to small for me so ive decided to get a revision and increase the size to 800 cc high profile. I'm so excited I just want them big. I'm wearing patted bras with implants I'm not to happy. I had and internal bra done as well.
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6 more weeks ladies!! I am so excited :)

6 more weeks ladies!! I am so excited :)

How exciting for you!!! Can't wait to see your new results! I go for mine on Wednesday and I'm so nervous :/
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aww! You'll be fine! I am jealous, I wish mine was this week! What are you going for?
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I'm getting 460cc or 400 if they can't fit the 460. I just hope it's not too big, lol. But as I hear most women wish they were actually bigger :) I don't even care right now, I'm just so nervous, my stomach is flipin around!
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5 more weeks girls....look at the new pics...any...

5 more weeks girls....look at the new pics...any my current PS says there isn't a problem, who is he kidding? Unreal!
I'm no expert, but it looks to me like you have CC in the side that is higher (with the nipple pointing slighly down). Did either doc say anything about that?
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Hi Dorenel, Yep. Finally after 4 months he admits a problem-CC. If he'd have just listened to me this entire time. Needless to say I won't be going back to Dr. Wolfe ever again. If he would have listened to me 4 months ago....
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So, what are you going to do now? Do have have other doctors in mind to consult? Have you researched your options?
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It has been confirmed that I have CC. Dr. Wolfe...

It has been confirmed that I have CC. Dr. Wolfe said he'd do the surgery but the kicker is I've been telling him something was wrong this whole time and he failed to listen and now I already have an appointment with Dr. Hankins scheduled and paid for. I feel pretty upset with Dr. Wolfe and would not recommend him.
Keep us posted! And you really, really don't look like you've had 6 kids! So impressive!
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I really hope you keep us posted with photos and updates. And I'm glad you found a doctor that your happy with. It such a let down when they don't listen to you about your own body. They may be the doctor but you know your body.
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I leave 3 weeks from TODAY for my revision :) I...

I leave 3 weeks from TODAY for my revision :) I did find out I DON'T have cc but this was rather a mis-positioning by my PS and an improper pocket dissection. My pockets need to be redone and the creases need to be fixed plus I need a donut lift so IN ADDITION I will be getting an increase in cc's to somewhere around 1200-1400cc's. 3 more weeks!!!! yayayay!
Hi Damsel! I would love to hear more about your CC diagnosis... Who confirmed that you do not have CC? Who told you that you did? Are all the doctors on the same page about this? How do your creases need to be revised? I think my issues might be similar to yours and I would love to know more.... I am so excited for you about your upcoming revision surgery!
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Hey damsel how are you doing? Girl your surgery date is quickly approaching? Are you getting excited? I cannot wait to see your results? Did you finally decide on the cc amount? I know they are going to be huge! Are you having an internal bra done as well so they can sit high up?
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Damsel, I suggest you do a little more research and get a third opinion before you do your surgery because if you do have CC (and it really looks like you do), unless you get the bacteria out of the pockets, it is far more likely to happen again. I'm saying this because I have it and now I'm stuck because I don't have the money to fix it. The doctor was negligent in not fixing it and I wasted a bunch of money. I'm ticked, but learn from my mistake.
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2 more weeks ladies until I head out for my...

2 more weeks ladies until I head out for my revision :) I went and bought an elastic bandeau, vitamin e, some scar stuff and I will also buy some arnica tablets. I bought the bandeau and the vitamin e just because I don't want this same issue again and the bandeau will help drop my implants and the vitamin e to help soften the tissues. I can not believe I am going to leave in 2 weeks! I am so excited and ready to get this done :)
Freya makes excellent bras for very busty ladies, and you can buy them at alost any Nordstrom's. I am a 30J with 750cc implants and I shop for my bras on a website called bravissimo.com. They also have clothes specially tailored for busty figures. I would never suggest getting fitted for bras at VS because no matter what your bra size they will generally tell you that you are a size they carry, in order to maximize sales. The best place to get fitted is at a specialty shop that carries large cup sizes.
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Hey you! So yes I sent pics to about 9 doctors and they pointed out who even pre op with my last augment how my creases did not line up and how my left breast always sat higher. With the most recent augmentation, I went larger and it exaggerated everything. Another big thing was because my breasts are not firm at all and I can move the implants around in the pockets freely. I will go check out your photos now :)
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Hi Damsel! I'm curious---which doctor thought you had CC? Was it a doctor who saw you in person, or just based on a photo? Your surgery is coming up so soon! I'm excited for you. Keep us posted! xx
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Leaving in just 6 days, revision in just 9 :) I...

Leaving in just 6 days, revision in just 9 :) I can't believe how close I am getting!

Updated this to not sure because my review is...

Updated this to not sure because my review is changing to my 2nd revision.
Girl, I'm so excited for you! Your going to have some huge boobies! Lol!
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Does Dr. Wolfe still think they look ok??? If so, the man must be blind...!
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You're not crazy. About time you did something for yourself and enjoyed that great body of yours! Good luck and keep us posted. Go big and wear your womanhood as proudly as you want to!
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Just got to Vegas!! Pre op is Monday and I'll have...

Just got to Vegas!! Pre op is Monday and I'll have all my questions answered then. Can't wait!
good luck with revision - sorry you had trouble
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Well I finally made it to Vegas and was able to...

Well I finally made it to Vegas and was able to meet with my PS today. Finally after almost 6 months of sitting here obsessing and the day finally comes. So most of you know I have had a complication with my boobies and I have been trying to figure out if its CC or what. Well it was confirmed today that I do have CC, Grade 2. In fact, it's pretty tight and it seems to be getting worse by the day. When it hits it really hits. I have been having pains and it hurt so bad the other night I couldn't sleep. I kept waking with these awful pains...ugh. So yes, I have cc and my plans for the XL's has changed but not too significantly. My doctor. Dr. Hankins (who was AWESOME btw) is pretty sure he can fit 1200cc's. Even though he knows I wanted more we came to the conclusion that 1200 is what is safe for me and what my body will allow. I am comfortable with that decision and very grateful that I can even go this large at all. I was told by other docs (even the good ones we all know about) that I can't have CC and go any larger at the same time.

So I have to be very grateful for this and I am. I am thinking I should be at about a US 32J cup once I am done. Which scared the crap out of my husband but we all know that it's hardly ever "too big" haha. So I will be removing these silicone and switching to saline and am going to be so glad to get out of this pain.

I feel for everyone who has or has ever had cc. It is not fun. It hurts. And it really damages your confidence.

I will be prescribed accolate after surgery for 3 months to help negate a occurrence. I will also massage and wear a bandeau.

So in about 48 hours I will be off to surgery and I am really, really excited. I thought my plans were going to be severely altered by this but I am so grateful Dr. Hankins has come through for me.

It is still possible he can't fit in all 1200. With CC it somehow tightens your pockets and they have a hard time placing the larger implants. So we will see for sure shortly. But I feel the most at peace now than I have in 6 months.

Maybe I can sleep tonight....maybe...hehehe

Thanks for everyone's support, I love you girls for all your kind words and motivation. This world would be an awful place without the support of one another. Thank you again.

Here's to big symmetrical boobies and no more CC! I will update soon
Yay !! Hope it all goes great . Your boobs are going to be so beautiful . Can't wait for your pics . I can't hardly wait to my left boob to look like my right one . I'm thinking of going bigger . I will see in Oct . I want to enjoy the summer first . R u getting a internal bra too ? So happy for you !!!!
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Hey sissy! No internal bra. He said that they actually create smaller pockets and mine need to be larger. I can't wait! I'll try to update tomorrow :)
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Glad to hear you are finally getting answers and resolution. Did the doctor say he will be removing the old pocket and placing a new one? I saw on one doctors site that he uses the cone like funnel device so the implant never touches any skin (so there is even less chance of CC due to biofilm).
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I'm headed to the surgery center!!! Will update as...

I'm headed to the surgery center!!! Will update as soon as I am able :)

Ok ladies, the girls are here!!!! I can't see them...

Ok ladies, the girls are here!!!! I can't see them yet but from what I can see they look perfect. So perfect that when I unzipped my shirt and saw how big they looked I started crying tears of happiness. Darn the meds they made me all emotional. I do have drains in and will upload a pic so every one can see. I am wrapped in a bandage so I can't see too much but I can feel them and WHOA. I think I got a d*mn good size. It IS painful but I don't care. Bring on the pain. I'm just so happy to have them fixed and can't wait til they start dropping and fluffing so I can really see how they will look.

I have no idea on size Dr. Hankins said he was going for 1200 but he wasn't sure it would fit and he also said if he can go more he will.

I'm actually tempted NOT to find out. I will see him tomorrow.

Thank you ladies for all your support!

More new pics. I love them so much so far!!!!

More new pics. I love them so much so far!!!!
I can tell too that they are going to look great. In excited to see more pics as the days and weeks go on. Have a great night
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Aww thank you! I just love them to pieces. I will for sure update with lots of pics. You girls are some of the only people in the world I can actually show them to haha.
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Right. I don't care to cover my nips on here.
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Unveiling of the boobs and the verdict is in they...

Unveiling of the boobs and the verdict is in they are 1200ccs. I have such a crush on them!!!!
I don't think I've ever seen any so big!
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            They look so good damsel! You sexy hot Moma! They are so big and round! Perfect, I know you must be so happy! 
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WOW they look GREAT. I'm so happy for you. Sexy momma
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In case I haven't mentioned it today. I LOVE Dr....

In case I haven't mentioned it today. I LOVE Dr. Hankins and his staff. Amy his nurse, she's the coolest and most straightforward chick ever, Bambi oh I just gave her a big big hug yesterday she is WONDERFUL! And Susan she is so pretty and so nice. And of course Dr. Hankins....he has done so much for my self confidence. I made the perfect choice with him and would recommend him to EVERYONE. Don't even bother looking elsewhere, get to Vegas and get your boobs done by Dr. Hankins. Best experience EVER!
You look fantastic! Our stories are quite similar (but I'm still at 700). I so wish I could go to 800hp silicone lol. Congrats! I know how frustrating and difficult the process can be and happy for you that you have the results you wanted :-)
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Hehe yay! They are big and EXACTLY what I wanted. I'm in love!
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Good for you!
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Still in love with them

Still in love with them

If I were to have seen my boobs in a magazine I...

If I were to have seen my boobs in a magazine I would have said those were the ones I wanted. Dr. Hankins how did you know? The pain is definitely there but I could care less. Ive never felt so good about myself in my life. What an amazing feeling!

OK I'm obsessed...here's some pics from my...

OK I'm obsessed...here's some pics from my husbands POV and my old BAD boobs on the phone....
:) happy your so happy !
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Thank you! another 100ccs is only about half of a cup though. If you were to upgrade I'd suggest at minimum a 250cc increase. That puts you into saline though which is why I switched. I am very happy with my decision :) good luck to you!
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That's a good point, if likely go to saline. My only qualm with that is that I am naturally so flat that it's almost all implant. As I don't have a lot of breast tissue, the saline feel so firm....they look fantastic though. When I woke up from this last surgery, the post-op nurse said they were surprised that I could take such a large implant (I am talk but small boned) and could have handled even larger. Of course that had been stuck in my mind since then lol. Why did she have to tell me haha. Out of curiosity, do you know of a good bra that offers support for larger implants (and pretty too lol). My PS stressed that I have to have good support as I had crease tacking. There are so many options online!
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Day 4 and wearing an XL sports bra :)

Day 4 and wearing an XL sports bra :)
So so happy for you!!!!! I took a little realself vacation and I missed all of your exciting updates! I'm so thrilled for you. You deserve the best boobs ever and now you have them! Xxxx
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            you look fantastic in your blue tank top: 
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Dolly Parton! :-) looking good!
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Day 8 PO

Yep you guessed it. Still madly in love! The XL sports bra I've been wearing I realized is too small and is accounting for the excess pain. I'm going today to get an XXL and see if that helps. I'm still in a good bit of pain but I'm back home and I could care less. Ill get some more pics up today!

9 days post op :)

My right breast is still in a good bit of pain. I'm hoping it's just cause its the dominant side and it's just slower to recover. Other than that I still couldn't be happier :)

12 days

12 days and the pain in my right breast is starting to get better although the breast itself is still firm. Taking my accolate as directed. Still taking percocet for pain and valium to sleep but Im just being a baby. I love them!!!
You look great !!!
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Thanks swift! I am so happy to finally be happy with myself :) great feeling. How are you?
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Thanks Violet!! I'm a very happy girl.
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12 days post op

and still in lala land with how gorgeous my breasts are. I was a little concerned over that pain in the right but Dr. Hankins wrote me today and told me not to worry just yet and told me to massage and just keep an eye out for bruises. He actually wrote me 3 times today. The follow up care I have received from Dr. Hankins so far has been better than all 3 of my previous surgeries combined and Dr. Hankins is 12 hours away! Ladies seriously, take the drive, the plane, whatever, just get over there to him. You won 't regret it. Just look at my photos and how much different he made them look. Also, I was told by MANY doctors I could never go to 700cc's. I know I'm early in the game but I have no rippling no signs of complication nothing. Just beautiful perfect symmetrical breasts. By day 8 with my last BA with Dr. Wolfe they looked HORRIBLE! I wish I could write Dr. Wolfe another review that shows how BAD of a job he did. I took care of that on other places on the web and plan to update those reviews as well. He did absolutely NOTHING for me once the complication kicked in. I even had other patients of his email me saying he was doing the same to him. Don't get sucked in to glorified reviews (they are most likely from places like reputation.com). I asked for my records from Dr. Wolfes office 5 weeks ago and still haven't gotten them. NEVER again. Dr. Hankins will always be my PS if I should ever want another surgery-no doubt about it. Well I have uploaded a few more photos.
Gorgeous
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3 weeks today

It's been 3 weeks ladies! I am almost completely out of pain. The right is taking a bit longer to drop than the left but no bigs. I am wearing a bandeau a few hours a day and it helps a lot. I am on accolate once a day to help with the cc. I am measuring a 28K which sounds ridiculous but I don't think I look or feel ridiculous. I am def. big enough though and very very happy with the outcome. I am petrified daily the cc is going to return but I am taking every precaution possible to make sure that doesn't happen. Massage, accolate, band, and just paying attention. I know it's inevitable when it happens but I was never informed by Dr. Wolfe to massage or about accolate or a band and by this time last time I already had cc. Any ways, happy and healthy so far!!! No regrets!

Projection photo printed

I am wearing silicone sheets for the scars but here's a shot of the projection.
Yay for you ! I'm happy your doing good .
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those are amazing. after getting mine and then finding your page i am already getting ready to get mine redone lol it's been decided that i will wait to see what happens with them but i feel my dr did a crappy job of listening to my wants. and suggesting the best option for me and i am quite upset. i am probaly switching to saline cause i want amazing porn start boobs like yours i LOVE them
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24 days post op

Well girls. My right is getting much better. It wasn't bad to start but I am neurotic and the moment I notice that something is even a touch off I panic. Dr. Hankins has been perfect in responding to my emails though and I've been trying not to bug him too much. My right is my dominant side so I've been trying to use my left more as well as wearing the band for at least a few hours a day. The band seems to help a lot. It sucks to wear but when you see the results (even the same day) it is very gratifying. Still little pain in the right and it's a little firmer with the left but honestly I'd be happy if they stayed this way. So much better than my old ones. Pic posted in my pink tank!
Im sorry to hear that army wife! I looked for some photos of yours but didn't see you had anything up. I know exactly what you're going through and finally getting what you want will make you feel so much better, so go for it!
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Day 25

close up of incisions.
I'm going to dr. Hankins I'm not getting 1200 lol but I will be getting 550 lol I'm glad dr Hankins fixed you up it looks great.
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How r u doing ?
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             hi damsel just checking in too see how your doing? your girls are looking fabulous as always! they are beautiful! 
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Almost 2 months post op.

And I am completely out of any pain. My right seems to be dropping nicely and they are pretty much perfect. The right incision had a little problem but it seems to be healing up nicely. The left incision is perfect. I love them. No regrets!
Hi there, I am from New Zealand and going overseas to get mine done. What ribcage measurement are you and what base diameter did 1200cc get you. I am 5'2" and have a ribcage of 30inches wanting to see if 1300cc silicon gel with a diameter of 16cm will fit on me at all. I have to buy the implants myself and need to take correct size with me. They will take about two months to get here from when I order them. I started off like you with nothing. I have 1000cc in at the moment under the muscle and mine look nothing like yours at all. Sorry I know this post is old but hope you can find time to reply to me thanks. Nicki
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Congratulations! Glad you finally got the results you wanted! I can't decide if I'm more amazed about you birthing 6 children naturally, or your breasts. ;) Speaking of which, did you have someone helping you with your kiddos during recovery? Not sure what ages your children are, but have they been understanding of your procedures? Thank you for sharing all the helpful details in your review!

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Holy smokes! That's amazing. I'm glad you are not in pain, and so far the cc has not returned. Your incisions are healing very well, are you a natural redhead? I ask because my bff is a redhead and her breast lift incisions healed totally invisible. After 6 months I could NOT see a single trace!
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3 1/2 months later

And I am STILL in love. I wake up here and there with a little morning boob but other than that I'm doing great. The right is a little firmer than the left but I'm thinking in time it will catch up and I don't care all that much if it doesn't. I'm pleased with my size finally. Yay!!!
Also forgot to mention that I have to go with the 1500cc silicone due to diameter size so they will be 14cm diameter and have a 12cm projection, this is def the last surgery I am having. Thanks
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Hi Damsel I will try and put up a pic of my 1000's for you. Would you like to put up a recent pic of yours at all, love to see how they are looking cheers. Have they dropped and fluffed not even sure if do that with saline.
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Wow you look awesome!!! I would never have the balls to go that big! I'm planning to revise but 600-650 is my limit LOL! Are you able to workout at all? You def picked a great PS! Does your hubby love them??
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Well I am NOT a 32I.

I am finding that push up bra's are near impossible in my size (32J or K) so I bought a 32I on eBay and it arrived yesterday. Needless to say...it doesn't fit :( I am getting used to wearing sports bra's which are the most comfortable. I also got some of those reusable pasties which are great because I don't have to wear a bra with them. I still wake up with morning boob on my right side but it goes away after about an hour. That's all for now ladies!
What happened in your first two surgeries that made the right one bigger?
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Wow girl I think your going to need the K . Your band size is so little so I'm sure it's hard to find a bra . I'm happy you have finally got your big boobies that you wanted .
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4 months post op

A new pic of them at 4 months. They seem to be looking the same size and pretty dang symmetric. Since I already had a natural asymmetry prior I knew they'd be a tad off but it doesn't bother me at all and is a vast improvement from before!

Thanks for you update and new photos! So happy you're loving your new look. Did your PS say anything about wearing some support to bed at night? I have heard from other women, regardless of size, that after 10 years or so, gravity takes its toll...sagging downward when standing and sideways into the armpits when reclined. Wondering if wearing additional support can help counteract this possible change over time? Take care! 

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It was just healing. They are even now :) I had cc prior to my 3rd surgery which constricted the left one.
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Oh it's pretty much awful to try finding a bra. Sports bra's are my best friends and they are REALLY comfortable. How are you doing?
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5 months later

My scars are starting to heal up better. I used some silicone scar spray but haven't been really good about it every day. No complaints, totally out of any pain, they seem to be just about even in softness, they are symmetrical and best of all NO SIGNS OF CC! So Im very pleased :)
where did u hear about study on 100cc silicone breast implants i saw it on this site b4 n contCTED DOCTOR but he was rude n would not give me info or number toi call to get into study if u do have info on study can u please send me message ps ur look great they r so much bigger than mine i have 600cc n urs lokk like at least 800cc thanks
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Opps just seen it at the bottom cheers, thanks.
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Hi chick its been a while since I have been on here. Can you tell me who did your surgery in Las Vegas at all. Thanks Nicki
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Las Vegas Plastic Surgeon

Dr. Hankins and his entire staff Amy, Bambi and Susan are the most incredible people working in this industry. I am very impressed with them and will never ever go anywhere else!

5 out of 5 stars Overall rating
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5 out of 5 stars After care follow-up
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5 out of 5 stars Phone or email responsiveness
5 out of 5 stars Staff professionalism & courtesy
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