Female 34 Botox and Filler

I'm actually feeling much better about it now. The swelling seem to just last longer for me, I'm really starting to like it-Thankfully !!!. It's possibly the amount long overseas flights I've had to do lately for work have made the swelling last longer. My face is actually looking much better and I can see a pleasant difference.

I had filler and Botox with Imani , I wanted to feel a little fresher and more youthful. I went to Dr Imani because of his reviews and for the fact that he does complicated surgeries like rhinoplasty.
I was open to suggestion, not having had filler before and also not aware of what the volume one syringe is like once placed in the face so very happy for a professional to judge that for me. Dr imani said I needed 4 syringes one each for the cheeks and one each in the nasolabial lines. I assumed this was a normal amount and that It would be fine and agreed because he had not made any other alternate suggestions for me to consider. As a 34 year old I often get mistaken for being much younger so I was not unhappy with my face just wanted a little sneaky lift that would be too noticeably. My concern was cheek area and under the eyes. I think I would have looked fine if he hadn't put so much in but unfortunately now I feel like a desperate person trying to look young with filler, I do not look as attractive and I feel like I look older ! Which was not what I was wanting. Photos are the worst because I'm all cheek . I use to love love selfies ;) but now I just look puffy and strange also my nose looks bigger with big cheeks so I hate photos and am nervous if someone has a camera out. I'm not angry anymore with the Doctor, I just feel numb to it now, my mind has worried enough and in one year it will be gone- hopefully. My advice to those who are having filler for the first time is to try a little first then add more until you are happy- half syringe in my cheeks would have been perfect and also less then half in the nasolabial area .. But too late now.. He is a good doctor I'm sure but be careful with filler especially if you already like your face shape because it will change your natural shape.