My story with implants and extrusion scarring and implant removal

I am scheduled surgery in less than six weeks my story with pics continues in the second review please follow me there......

I made the call to my original Plastic Surgeon' s office to cancel my appointment. I have mixed emotions. I want to cry. They asked if I wanted to reschedule I told them no and why. As the words came out I felt confident this was the absolute right thing to do. But sad that I could possibly be waiting a very long time to save double the amount I had expected and travel expenses on top. Honestly, I think I want to cry so much because I know I can't go have an affordable straight forward augmentation because I will probably look worse and continue to have problems with implants. I now must save more money......so much that I may never be able to have the corrective surgery done. So the feeling is I may NEVER EVER be fixed again. My job is commission based. We introduced a very new service that is amazing. So far in my slowest time of year I have seen a rise in my income due to this service. My busy time will start very soon. I am hopeful I can get a few good checks and be caught up on my bills when I get them. Maybe my husband will gift me some money too. But I think he may be angry if he finds out I plan on saving the money for my self since we have a house that needs repairs and two kids.

I'm gonna try. Try to be positive and save. Or come to terms with it in the mean time. It's been almost 15 years since the exposure of my implant and removal of my boobs. I haven't come to terms with my appearance yet....... If I continue to post it will be under a new review with Dr. Prichard .

Thanks to anyone who read my story and if you are like me and have scarring from
breast extrusion and want to fix them it's best to find a Plastic Surgeon who has experience fixing them. Don't settle on a Plastic surgeon and HOPE for a good out come like I almost did. Pay the money if you can so you can truly be fixed. What I
came to understand is yes it can be done with the right surgeon. Thank god I found Real Self.

Ugh. I got my price quote in an email very soon after speaking with the P.S. it is a lot of money. I understand that I am not a straight forward case. It's just enough to not be able to justify spending that much on myself. I will need to put off my date and continue saving money. I emailed the office back about trying to reduce the price since its out of my range and hope they can work with me. Also I will be coming out of state and will also have the expense of my trip. Hopefully they can work with me. I cried a little last night. I was so close to fixing them. I Can Not go to my original P.S. after speaking with Dr. Prichard. I have had implants and several surgeries. I pretty much know what to expect. If I do straight forward implants I will still have several issues to deal with like not being symmetrical . That's a big problem for me, I now know that the symmetry issue in my case CAN be fixed so there is no settling for lopsided boobies. I could also wind up with a " double bubble"! So I am waiting for the office to send me a new price quote then go from there. Wish me luck I will think happy thoughts instead of the sad ones! It's just all part of the process that will lead me down the right path.