31 Years Old, 2 toddlers, Flat Chest from Pregnancies and Nursing...Tualatin, OR

I have 2 wonderful boys, one 2.5 and one 16 months. I haven't nursed since my youngest was around 10 months old when I had to go back to work full time. So once the milk dried up I was left with flat, small, sagging breasts. We are so done having kids, our hands are full as is, and my husband and I feel our family is complete. Now is the time to work on me! I am in the process of losing weight and have about 15 more pounds to go until my goal weight, so that's almost done. Now to fix the boobs. This augmentation is my treat to myself and something I have wanted since shorty after I had my first child. My boobs were always a decent B cup that have deflated to a very small B, borderline A. I am 5'7", 169 pounds, and I have a large frame. I am worried that I will not get large enough implants but at my consultation April 14 we decided on moderate profile silicone 350cc and 400cc. (My breasts are different sizes.) I was thinking, should I get an extra 25-50cc so I don't end up with any regrets I went too small for my frame? I would rather be on the bigger side than the smaller side, but I prefer to not look incredibly fake either. I go in for my pre-op appointment on May 19 and my surgery is scheduled June 3 2016. I will discuss this all with my doctor then but I am looking for opinions about your ladies surgeries by women similar to my age and size. I am so freaking excited for this procedure though I will have so much confidence back! I hate walking around topless with my husband because I feel embarrassed. I shouldn't be but I can't help it, its my own insecurity my husband thinks I look great. I put on a sports bra this morning and my boobs literally disappeared! I need this. I will try and post a pic soon, a before pic and some wish boob ones too.

It's almost become an obsession to find the best pictures to show my doc what I am wanting! During my consult I was convinced I wanted very natural shaped implants, moderate profile, maybe 350cc at the most making me about a C cup. Thank goodness I scheduled my surgery for about 2 months out so I had time to think and do more research!! Now I know exactly what I want, I want big boobs!! Lol, not too big, but definitely around a DD, so I'm thinking roughly 450cc... maybe even high profile. I have until may 19, which is my pre-op appt, to make my decision. I have screen shot some wish boobs and included them... I have the funds all set up, the appt made, and the time off of work! I am getting more and more anxious/excited!

I am so embarassed I posted these put hope they'll be useful for my journey. I am so lopsided and my torso is out of shape to add to it. I did start nutrisystem today I hope to lose 20 pounds. I've done it once before after my first pregnancy and i can again! I'd like to lose 10 pounds in about 5 weeks, should be doable. I'm 169ish now and dream to be 150 with my 5'7" thick frame.