36 Years Old, 3 Kids, Hoping to Balance my Body and Finally Have Boobs! - Troy, MI

I scheduled my consultation almost a year and a half ago and it's coming up on August 3rd. I've always wanted larger breasts and liked how my body looked during pregnancy and breastfeeding when my boobs were big. I have three boys and breastfed each for around a year, so needless to say my boobs have been through a lot! They were never big, but now they seem smaller than ever and have stretch marks from filling up/deflating/filling up/deflating over and over and over. I'm around 127 lbs and 5'5" or 5'6". I'm thinking that I'll want 375 ccs, moderate or mod +, silicone/cohesive gel implants. My main concerns are first and foremost my health- I've never had surgery, so that does scare me and I'm also concerned about complications or related medical problems after surgery. Also, Like everyone else I don't want to be too small or too big. I don't really want to buy all new clothing so I'd like to still fit in most of my size small tops. I also don't want to look heavier because of my boobs- I like to run and be active, so I would like boobs that fit my athletic(ish) body and are manageable to work out/run with.
My husband is super supportive- he knows I've wanted boobs for forever yet it's always been my choice- he's a self proclaimed butt guy. He's coming to the consultation with me and was a little skeptical that I only made one, but this dr is pretty phenomenal and honestly I don't have time to go to multiple appointments with three kids!
I've been reading reviews and looking at photos on this site for about a month so I decided it's time to add my story. I'm not the most comfortable posting my before photos but it is what it is and I feel like I'll get better feedback and suggestions if people see what I'm starting with.

Just adding two photos of bathing suit shots (padded bikini top) to show more of the full body and get suggestions for implant sizes. I think 350 or 375 ccs, under the muscle. My husband thinks 375 or bigger (of course) but I just don't want to look heavy in clothes or be too big for my body - any suggestions?

I had my consultation - was so nervous! Found out I have to wait until at least November bc I stopped breastfeeding in June and the dr wants there to be more time for my breasts to finalize their size (dear God, could they get any smaller?!?) and make sure there is no milk left in any ducts. I'm definitely disappointed that it can't be sooner, but there's nothing I can do. The dr was very matter of fact and to the point. I tried on a couple sizes but already pretty much thought I'd want 375 ccs. He did say I could get a larger implant on my right side (400) to balance the asymmetry but I don't know. I'm concerned that two diff sizes will take a long time to even out and that 400 will be too big. So do I do 350 in the left and 375 in the right? I'm just not sure. I have to go back for a second consultation in November when I should be all clear from breastfeeding and I combined that appt with a pre op and tentatively scheduled surgery in December. Overall I felt like everything was very standard and maybe a bit impersonal. Not sure if that's the right word but that's the best way I can describe it right now. Maybe that's bc I have to have a second consultation so he wanted to just do some quick trying on of sizes this time- and if that's the case, I completely understand- I would not have had the consultation now if I knew about the 3-6 months past breastfeeding thing. My friend thinks I should have another consultation with a different doctor to find one who I click with, and I get that but at the same time this dr is known for doing outstanding work and ultimately isn't that what really matters? And with three kids and a job I don't have much time to keep seeing different doctors. I don't know. Overall, it was a fine appt but I am disappointed that I have to wait. Oh! And I completely forgot to ask about profile recommendations!!! I'm so pissed at myself! I don't know my measurements so I'm not sure if I have options between moderate plus and high.