Barbie is back!! BA and Tummy Lipo - TJ Team Pantoja

Hello all! I hope everyone is doing well. I have not had a chance to catch up on your blogs, but I will try. Much has happened since my last post. My hair is still short, but I'm back to black. (I got over the blonde). Work picked up a bunch!!! That's a good thing, it gave me a chance to shine a little, I plan for it to move me to GREATER things. Marriage is OVER! Don't worry, it was my decision. It really should have happened years ago. You can't keep throwing DIAMONDS in the dirt and expecting they will shine for you.

Anyway, I have been found by 'new' sisters - other children by my father and I have a special guy who is being a TRUE Man...so life is not so bad, just full of change.

No where but up!

And the girls....thy are awesome....I have to get back on my workout...I got back up to 160! OMG!! but I'm down to 152. Waist is still small but not like before, Imma get back to that real soon.

Luv you guys!

I know I have been missing a long long long time.... so much has happened. ..I graduated! Yay. ..I have been incredibly busy at work. ... this is a good thing. Home life is a roller coaster. .. kids are ok. .. hubby. ... I'm at a cross roads with him. I'm back up to 151, but still sexy and curvy as ever. I'm glad I still a waist...!!! And you can see I cut my hair and died it blonde! I miss you guys. .I see the updates. ..I just don't get to respond always.

So yesterday made 100 days that I have had my new twins.... The gorgeous things they are....and yes, I kinda fell off my waist training, eating habits, etc....sooo

Wednesday, I jump my ambitious self on the scale and guess what? 149.6

WTH.?....crickets....... 0_o

My goal weight is 135......how tha....so any way....me with my bright self decide to wear my squeem

Yes, my squeem...the SMALL squeem......seriously?

I was good, as long as I was standing. Um hum, yup! Then I hopped in my car and proceeded to get some coffee from the Circle K...extra shot of caffeine.

So far....so good. A lil smurfin' happening, but it's been a while, so I continue.

I get my coffee, and a few stares, some oogles and some daggers...it's cool.

I jump my happy azz back in my car and hit the highway. Now mind you, it's a 25-30 minute drive to work, barring traffic. I'm drinking my coffee, singing out loud..

THen it starts.....

the COMPRESSION from HADES....

I convince myself, "you can make the ride"...and I suck my stomach in...sip some coffee. Coffee is GUD this morning, I drink more. I sing, I drink...

I feel the coffee trying to return to the cup....whaaaaaaaaaaa (in my minion voice)

Oh Hell NAW!! I'm driving, I can't throw up, then the tightness of the garment seems to get EVEN MORE TIGHTER...

I have to make a decision. Seat belt comes off, I reach under my dress to unfasten the squeem....My phone rings....really?

Seatbelt goes back on, DAMN garment. I am past smurfdom at this point. Close to a deeper shade of purple. THANK GOD the traffic is moving. I can't even remember who I was talking to on the phone, or what the conversation was about..I wanted to get that garment off, get to work so I could stand up and do that one important thing...BREATHE!

So, I keep driving, trying to bring the conversation to and end. FINALLY. Now, traffic had slowed down WHILE I was ON the phone, slow enough that I could have taken the garment off. AS SOON and I put the phone down and unfasten the seat belt....VROOOMM..........traffic picks up speed.

Decisions, decisions, decisions...coffee, drive, garment....hell the radio stopped playing good music, so now there are no distractions.

I take the seatbelt off, and continue TRYING to unfasten the garment. Now we ALL know how hard it is to take the garment off when standing still. Try that at 65 mph...behind the wheel. I know it was dangerous. I put the seat belt on during my ride and off again.

Ever get to that LAST hook and notice how TIGHT that part is.....OMG!!

Needless to say, I got it unfastened, finished my coffee and got to work.

Everything was good, until I got out of the car and realized that I had a whole lot going on behind me....the garment was hanging on under my dress...

Thankfully, I got it BEFORE I walked into work....

100 days......and counting! :)