Beauty is Pain(TT). Loving the flat side!! **New Pics**-San Antonio, Texas

Hello, I'm a mom of two, boy & girl, one CSec one Vag. 9lb babies with bed rest at early stage & lots & lots of fast food. I thought the 75lbs I gained was all baby, but when the doctor said he was 9 lbs I was shocked. I thought I had a 60 lb baby in there. I had my second & was at about 235 lbs. I got down to about 190 & went & had lipo to bad & hips & a BA. I was 30 then & it hurt but it was worth it. My hubby says he saw such a change in me after that. I was more confident & happy. He is a doll. Well, I got the weight off, now I hover at 170 but I have tons of muscle. I love lifting heavy things but that's another story. So after two years of old fashioned hardcore exercise & power lifting, I still have my "Buda belly". Sure, you can rub me for luck, but it's not what I want. Ha ha! It's funny because it is all muscle, jacked up muscle, but it's all muscle. So I am now 43 & my kids are 17 & 14 & they can help me. I have scheduled for July 9, 2012. I have two weeks off work & my hubby is ready to help me reach my goals once again. (we are a good team). He has also been doing the same exercises so I know he can lift me as needed after I pass out from the pain. Ha ha! So my loan went through & I will make the payment to the PS tomorrow. He is the same one who did my surgery 12 years ago so I have all the confidence in the world in him. I hope I can inspire some of you guys. You have already helped me "justify my feelings of feeling selfish or vain". That is just silly. This is for me & me alone. I can't wait to be done.