31, 5'3/125lbs, 330cc round moderate plus unders

Hi everybody,

I'm posting a lot of pics because I am nervous as crap. The first two pics are my befores, and I have my pre-op on Friday. I'm super nervous about everything from asking for time off work, taking time off work, my mom helping me through recovery, the anesthesia, the recovery, not being able to go to the gym, the result, the size, the shape....oh my god it's overwhelming. Mind you I am a very anxious person by nature.

I want a natural look but just SLIGHTLY better than natural. I want to be able to create awesome clevage when I want it. I really just want more volume in the top of my breast, because I feel like they have begun to deflate even though I've never had kids. My mom has pretty saggy boobs and my sister has the same thing. I want them perky and cute but DEFINITELY not big. I'm very self-conscious about my body is one way to put it, and I do NOT want to feel fat for even an instant.

I'm thinking that 325 or 350ccs will give me the desired look. I want to look basically how I do with my VS miraculous double cup bra, which I will bring to my pre op on Friday. I'm going under the muscle, and surgery is on Thursday and i'm planning to go back to work on Monday. I'm also wondering what other people told their employers - I'm going to miss a pretty important presentation, and I would really rather say I'm having my wisdom teeth taken out....anyone use this with success? Any other excuses are highly appreciated. I know I don't have to tell them anything, but I kinda do at my workplace. It's just how it is.

Any insight/thoughts you guys have about the size /shape you chose, or recommendations you have for me are much appreciated since I'm FULL of anxiety. Just so full of it I'm flushed just thinking about it.

My PS has also suggested a circumareolar lift, which I'm scared to death of, cause I don't want one weird nipple with a ringn around it. My nipples are very light in color as you can see.

I'll keep everybody updated as I go through this process, party cause I'm just scared to death!

Thanks all,

xx
Adora

I got a couple PMs and am feeling better now. Took my multivitamin (USANA), they're so disgusting but I got it down. I also started taking Miralax, cause, sorry for the poopy talk, but I am far from regular and I know it's important to poop out the anesthetic or whatever they give you. So I'm starting to take so me of this gentle laxative now cause even this takes several days to work with me. Ugh!!

I'm feeling much less anxious today but I'm also distracted with work. I'm going to have to ask for the time off on Wednesday, or rather tell them I need the time off on Wednesday, so wish me luck! I also made it to the gym today just for step class, so just cardio. I'm a bit scared as to when I'll be able to get back to step/zumba etc....I'm less concerned with weigh lifting. But I like dancing and bouncing around! I'm sure I'll be super nervous again soon, thanks to all who PM'd me.

My blow dryer is pretty heavy! Will I be able to do this after 4 days, or do I need to teach my mom? What about washing my hair? Lol...this could get awkward...