Waiting to be ideal weight... 150lbs 23 , 1 baby.

Wow it's been over a year now since this. I've lost about 15 lbs overall. I am normally between 190-200, on and off. I think I am going to put off the surgery for a better emotional time in my life. It's funny rereading these posts I made, and reliving those feelings. On a personal update, I've decided to end my relationship and will be staying with family soon. I've also applied to become an offcier, so a lot of fitness changes will be coming soon into my life. I am looking forward in this next chapter of my life, and well the surgery can wait. :)

I've been juicing now for two weeks and see some progress! I've actually haven't weighed myself but can see a difference . I have to invest in a scale and looking forward in buying a spin machine for home excercising

I've recently found out that my boyfriend cheated on me a couple months ago while living with me. It's a disgusting feeling to know the person you love had sex with someone else, and it makes you wonder if they even love you enough to keep the secret hidden forever. We are cohabitating (living together as parents but single) and I've realized I never recovered myself from all the cheating times. After I found out, I usually get closer to him but now I'm won't be. I'm going to be loving myself and taking care if my needs at home. As soon as my income tax drops, (who else is waiting LoL) I'm buying myself all the needs to start juicing (thanks Kathy) and stock my fridge with healthy food and purge some old fat clothes I have. Recently I've been increasing my water intake. Sometimes I go days without water (i don't know why!) I never think about it. But I've been purchasing single water bottles and drinking 1 liter a day. As time goes on, I'm sure my body will be asking for more and more water. I wake up and drink a whole water bottle , and then try thru out the day at work or at home to drink two more cups.