5'1; 144Lbs; bwd 12; 425cc high profile silicone natrelle; transaxillary incision - San Diego, CA

I am so happy to have discovered a community of people to share their thoughts and experiences together because we all know size, brand, shape, or profile is a hard decision to make.

I have always been improportionate from my breast to butt ratio. For a couple of years now my choice of bras has been VS bombshell and hides my small 34b size. I have been measured as a 34b but still do not fill the entire bra. I've been searching for similar stats from other people, but not as a heavier set as myself and petite height. I have already put down a deposit for my date on May 26, 2015 and plan to pay all cash which will reduce my cost to $6,144. We will see if I can save that much until then lol. This date gives me enough time to lose about 28-38 lbs. My ideal goal weight is 115-125, but I don't mind being on the curvier side because here in California is good to be "thick" haha.

I have been to two consultations with my PS and his name is Dr. Kearney. I have seen amazing pictures of his work and believe he can give the results that I am looking for. I did not consult with other PS after seeing before and after pictures that did not have the look that I was looking for. I decided to go for silicone for the natural feel and look. I tried a couple of sizers and liked how the 375 look, but my PS said I can go for 400 (since what I've heard you lose a couple cc when you go under the muscle) But recently I've been having boob greed and thinking of 425. Also, I've seen/read other girls reviews and they had mod plus and they look amazing too! So now I'm confused about if I want to go high profile or mod plus profile. I love how the high profile gives you fullness on top and how mod plus gives you cleavage and side boob. I'm so torn on what to decide. Thankfully I have enough time to decide until my BA.

Hopefully my experience can help others or can help me with my process=)

Here are some boob wishes.

I have been so busy to update my ba journey because of school and work. Finally I have the time to share my experience. I had my pre-op appointment with Dr. Kearney on May 18 and went through paperwork, paid for my surgery all cash because I did not want to worry about financing, and make our last decision on the size. With my previous visits we had discussed to get 400cc hp mentor and our final decision on pre-op was 425cc hp allergen silicone. The reason being is that I have decided to go under the muscle and feel that I will lose some projection. Mentor 400cc hp bwd 12 projection 5.0 and Allergen 425cc bwd 12 projection 5.2. This whole time I was worried that I was going to be too small and regret on the size. So we decided on allergen because you lose a couple cc's under the muscle. He prescribed me just vicodin and a anti-nausea sticker that I will putting behind my ear. I called later today to ask Katy if I needed a muscle relaxer and antibiotics and she said usually Dr. Kearney does not prescribe that and thought that was odd since I read so many other stories here on real self. My scheduled date is on May 26 and won't find out the time until the Friday before. I'm so excited and nervous at the same time. This will be my first big surgery and don't know what to expect. Today I bought all my supplies bromelain (will take 3 days before surgery), Arnica (to take after surgery), front clip sports bra, and coco butter. I am taking 2 weeks off work and hopefully thats enough time to recover. If anyone can tell me their experience or have any suggestions for pre-op or post op I would gladly appreciate it!