Rhinoplasty Gone Wrong :(

I genuinely feel sad to write this because Dr Carver seemed like a genuinely lovely person, made me feel calm and I was very happy with him as an individual. I hated my nose since I was a teen, being of Italian decent it was very large with a bulbous tip so rhinoplasty was something I wanted for years. In 2017 I took the plunge. Post surgery I felt good, no pain just the usual recovery and finding the most difficult thing not being able to breathe. When I had the cast off initially it all looked OK but after a couple weeks I could see my nose wasn't straight. It was veering to one side but still was a vast improvement to my original nose so I accepted it. It gradually got worse as the swelling subsided and I had another consultation with carver I would say roughly around the year mark...? Maybe more maybe less...but I wasnt happy and he just did a sales pitch to say it was fine, that my nose naturally veered to one side and all in my head. But if my nose is naturally not straight (which it actually always was, and was never an issue discussed pre-surgery) surely straightening a nose is pretty common? 3 or so years on, my nose is a mess. It's almost as though it's spread and there's no definition to my tip. I can no longer breathe properly either and sometimes I lose my breath just having conversation it's that bad. Breathing was never an issue prior to surgery. I'm obviously devesated, embarrassed and extremely self conscious again. My line of work is often in front of cameras and I now struggle to be in front of a camera due to my nose being so off- center. I'm now looking into revision surgery and finding a surgery is a really difficult thing becauseyou don't know who to trust. I never fear surgery but revision surgery is something I do because not only am I scared it will again go wrong but I will now have to spend probably double on getting it fixed.