33 Years Old and Freaking Out!

Hi! I need help. I am a 33 year old mother of 2. A...

Hi! I need help. I am a 33 year old mother of 2. A 4 and 10 year old. Both boys. Happily married to my husband of 12 years. Been with him for 17 years. I have always been a thicker girl. I am a size 10 waist now. But have always been small chested. I have wanted BA for a long time. Ever since I can remember actually. Now I have my consultation coming up in 2 days. I am scared and it is only the consult. Am I being vein? Selfish? Shallow? Am I wasting money that could/should go to my kids? (not that they have a want or need for anything) I have so many emotions running through my body. I have never felt someone with breast implants. What if I hate the feeling. Worse, what if my husband hates them? I am kinda freaking out!!! Am I alone?

Consult Done!

Ok! So the consult is over and surgery is scheduled!!! Dr. Maddalli is simply amazing and put all my fears to rest. So...pre-op is on the 14th and surgery is on the 21st. I am going in the range of 315cc-355cc. Should bring me from a small b to a full c maybe small d. I can't wait to see what happens. However, I am a little nervous about everything. What if I don't wake up? Am I putting myself at risk for vanity? Will my boys understand that girls don't need boob jobs to be beautiful? Am I setting them up to view women correctly? As a mom of 2 boys, I am very concerned about being the perfect role model as I know who I am will directly relate to and mold who they become as grown men.

Either way, I am excited and can't wait to see the results. I am 190lbs. 5'5" and have a muscular frame. I will post pics when I get a little more comfortable.

Do I need to be buying anything before surgery that might help after??? Any suggestions are welcome! I run a company but am mostly in the office at my desk...is it completely unrealistic for me to expect to come back to work the day after surgery? (keep in mind I was back in the office 3 days after giving birth to my son) I am not around a lot of people so it doesn't matter what I look like. (meaning I don't have to dress up)
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