Part 2: Finally My Mommy Makeover - 9 Weeks Post Op added new Pics - Fort Lauderdale, FL

I am still not happy with the size of my boobs. They are also very far apart which makes me look weird. Because I live so far away (I'm in PA and PS is in FL) my PS can't tell me for sure if he will give me a revision or not. I have to go there in person, which I am doing at the end of this month. I'm a bit scared because he and the staff at Strax are stating that from the pictures, everything looks fine. I was even told by someone that this is due to how my breasts are or sit on my chest normally. This is not true because when I am pregnant my boobs get huge and they have NEVER sat this far apart. I am hoping in person they can see what EVERYONE else I know sees. It's so embarrassing. I also want to try and get bigger implants while I'm there. The ones I have now don't seem to be the size or shape I was hoping for. I am one of the weird people that actually wants the "fake" look. Another thing is that one of my boobs is bigger and shaped a little different than the other. I believe it's because one of my babies would only nurse from that side and she nursed for 3 years. I told Dr. P this at our first visit and he insisted they were the same. Now that my boobs are fuller, you can really see the difference. Also very embarrassing.

Well it's been a while since I've posted. A lot of drama around here. The latest is having the Noro-Virus visiting and wanting to move in. I had to make my family eat using disposable plates and utensils so I can throw away the germs. That seemed to work as I believe it's finally gone. My children also started dance competitions and that takes a lot of my time.

Well the update. I am 14 weeks post op and still unhappy with my breasts. It is very noticeable that there is a huge gap between my breast and my side boobs go far into my underarm. I cannot wear shirts with a low cut because people will notice. I have had friends and family comment about it and it's so embarrassing. I go for a pre op at the end of March and my PS will make his final decision if he'll do the revision then. It's kind of hard to really see in pics and make a professional decision like that. I totally respect that. He is so super nice. So far I think he will do the revision because he is making me make an appointment for the OR the day after my pre op and will have all my blood work done the day of pre op. He stated the only way he will say no is if he determines it will make things worse for me rather than better. Have to say I am excited about the revision. Will also see if I can go a little bigger.

With my TT I am VERY happy. My results there are awesome.

Posted a pic so you see where I am at with my breasts.

I will be 9 weeks post op tomorrow and I am healing nicely. I have been using biocorneum and I am extremely happy with my results; Highly recommend this scar treatment. I will post pics later. My TT scar is still very noticeable, but a lot lighter. I know that one will take longer to heal and I will probably always have a scar. I'm still using the biocorneum on it and it is getting lighter though. One weird thing that happened to me was that the scar on my breast looked like it was completely closed and the scar was getting lighter, then one morning (around 7 week post op) I woke up with something that looked like a small bruise on my breast. It didn't hurt, but it was like you could see a bruise there. Then the next morning I woke up with a hole where the bruise was. I didn't even call my PS because I have read of this happening on here so much (love this place) and figured it was just my breast spitting a stitch. I put neosporin and bandages and kept an eye on it just in case so I can call my PS if it got worse. It didn't and around day 5 of it showing up, it closed again all by itself. It was a little scary, but I was comforted knowing it was normal.

And a little TMI...... I am so psyched with my flat tummy and perky boobs that I am having a blast buying lingerie and bras! lol Can't wait till swimsuit season!!!