Dont wait get the mommy make over ASAP, best feeling ever

$16,000 with out a lift $18000 with the lift:

I am having the MM done to reverse the effects of bearing children, depression and weight loss.
I reached 215 pounds, 40EE, at 5'3 27 years old this is not a good look lol

Breast feeding and carrying 2 children caused sagging in breast and stomach skin along with stretch marks and the weight loss made this problem worse. I am now a deflated 34C at 145pounds, I lost 60 pounds this year and Im ready to reward myself for my physical and mental achievments.

Here is where I need realself.com's help! I am going in for a MM consisting of a BA (lift recommended), TT with lipo,lipo of chin, and Fat transfer to the butt.

My concerns are for the Breast Lift , I really do not want to get this done , I have looked at alot of women with saggin about my stage and I like the way there BA have turned out really natural looking. I am aware that I will need to go a bit big to fill them up and that they will sag faster , at this stage I would rather just get BA and deal with the lift later in life, now I just need to get this approved by my doctor.

Ugggh everyday I go back and forth on what to have done, should I get ??? Some days I think no lift, then I think just do it your boobs are shot,, then I think maybe just the lift no implants , then I think when will I get a chance to do this again if I didn't like just the lift , then I think maybe I Gould get some lipo on my upper back and ribs , I just want to get it over with so I can move on lol ,, it's really an emotional rollercoaster , along with loosing weight and thinking maybe I shouldn't loose more weight if I'm gonna get bbl that's stupid cause I should keep trying to reach my goal of 130 , and my stupid period makes me emotiional and grouchy on top of hungry and grouchy on top of being alone raising two small children , trying to plan a major surgery ect ect ,,,, I'm so thankful to have this to post to , I can't talk about this barley anyone and it's a relief to be able to vent Just like this without being judged , thank u ladiesim gonna post my b4 pix tomorrow (if I get a min to get on laptop) so u guys can see how sad my boobs really are lol , ok I feel better going to bed hungry now :)