44 Yo in NE. Ready for Phase II of my Life. Omaha, NE

I remember in elementary school being in awe as I watched my friends grow curvier with each year. I had started out as a tom boy, and played sports through my early high school years, but I was oh so jealous as I listened to my peers complain about having to wear sports bras because their breasts got in the way otherwise. As a size A, this was never a particular concern of mine. But, oh how I wished it were! I remember my fear of first base...what boy would ever want to go there with me? And if they did, how could they ever proudly boast to their buddies? Silly thoughts like these have never gone away. After the birth of my son...ahem, 22 years ago, my fears were only exacerbated by now stretched and saggy size A/Bs. Then 2 lumpectomies in my left breast left me relieved to have found no cancer, but horrified to have my now stretched, saggy size A/Bs asymmetrical and one with lovely scars. I am lucky that I married the man of my dreams 2.5 years ago. Very supportive! But, I feel its time I added a little fun back into our lives. A wonderful new set of breasts! I am not kidding myself. I know they are primarily for me. I have no doubt I will enjoy the new look and confidence they will bring me. Having my proportions be in sync for the first time in my life will be glorious! We are avid boaters, all of my closest friends were either blessed with or have had BA surgery to enhance their breasts that any woman would be jealous of...every one. And we wear swimsuits 6-7 months out of the year. But, they have never made me feel self conscious of my own lack of endowment. (That started in 4th grade). However, they all fully support and are very excited I am taking this step...back to me and my hubby. While I do this for me first, I truly look forward to having him look at me with even more pride and desire. And I know the cofidence I feel about myself will only radiate upon us both. Sounds silly. But, when dreams (and fantasies) come true, there is plenty of room for joy and silliness. I have my consultation with Dr. Finkle tomorrow!! I have been stalking this site for months, and I am very happy to be joining you all in this journey. You are very inspirational! Thank you for sharing your stories. I will provide pics and updates as I take my steps.

Love love LOVE Kim at Dr. Finkle's office! She's amazing. Funny, honest, and took a lot of time with me n my hubby at consultation. Answered all my questions and totally put me at ease. I thought I knew what I wanted/needed..but she knew exactly what Dr. Finkle was going to suggest. Took lots of pictures. And when he came in, He practically quoted her. Lol! But, they both explained what would be best for my body type and the "issues" from previous lumpectomies, and pointed out some other "issues" I hadnt realized were causing the visual effects going on with my upper body. Anyway, I am actually scheduled for Sept 4th!! Its the holiday weekend and I guess no one wanted it. Next date was Oct 16th. I didnt want to wait. So now I am freaking out. 2 weeks from tomorrow, I will be bringing home my new twins, fun bags, tatas, or the Delicious Ds as my hubby calls them!! Im going 550 right, 600 left silicone mod profile subglandular/mammary, with the incision under the breast. (And I found out today, I have an interview for a job tomorrow morning...one I really want!) today has been a good day!!) i will add photos once I figure out how to get them cropped, my hubby has my face in them. Lol!

Before pics