30yo. Mom of 2. 5'4" 145lbs. 32AA. Starting the BA Process - North Carolina, NC

I have always been small chested and it has always bothered me. In high school I at least had a nice full A cup. But after breastfeeding two kids, my A went to a barely there AA, slightly deflated looking, and there's no shape to them. I've never felt very womanly in that aspect and it's always bothered me. I always said I wanted to wait until after kids and breastfeeding. My youngest is 3.5 now and my husband finally said enough waiting, you've been wanting them for years, go schedule a consultation. Just do it, don't procrastinate anymore. So here I am! I'm excited and of course a bit nervous, who wouldn't be right? But I'm looking forward to the end game and being able to feel comfortable in my own skin, feel confident, feel sexy, feel like a woman. Let's do this!!

Just a few pics in one of my previous years' VS bathing suits. I don't wear this out in public anymore, only in the backyard with my kids. I used to at least fill the top up a little bit back in 2008. Now any suit I wear has to have padding.

We just finished refinancing our home so now that that is completed, we'll know soon if we're getting any $$ back from the payoff and what's leftover that we need to finance. Hoping we can schedule a consultation here in the next couple weeks. I found a great doctor a couple hrs away, which location wise isn't the greatest but they are running a special (which is roughly $1200-$2000 less than closer locations) so financially it's the best option. I made sure to completely look up their practice, check their credentials, and read all the reviews I could find and feel comfortable that I'm not going to a 'discount' center.
I've been researching BAs for so long that I'm fairly certain I know what I want in the most basic sense. The inframammary incision, silicone 'gummy' implant, but in the teardrop shape if possible for a more natural look and feel. (If that's even possible?). I'm not a super fan of the completely round look. I'm leaning more towards a dual-plane sub-muscular position but want to discuss it further with the surgeon regarding healing time since I'll have my 6yo and 3.5yo to look after and am worried about the lifting restrictions. I am worried about my breasts afterwards having a large gap between them since I don't have a lot of tissue midline to work with in the first place. Which is another reason I can't wait to book and get to the consultation! I'd love to be a small D cup so will be interesting to see approx how many cc's that will be for me.