24 Yr Old with 3 Kids! Need to feel sexy again!! :) - New York, NY

i have been researching this procedure for about 1 yr and until this month I decided that I HAVE to get it done, I am obsessed with the thought that I might actually be able to look and feel good about my body again. I sent a consultation request to Dr. Matthew Schulmans office and am anxiously waiting they're response!

I finally got my consultation date although I was very disappointed about having to wait until August 19th to meet Dr. Shulman :( I was told I would get a call back in case someone else cancels before that date but who knows! I have become obsessed with getting this done and over with, I can't even sleep at night thinking about how my life will change for the better after this! I wish it were as easy as getting it done next week lol. I hate how I look and don't want to feel like this for another second. I know it sounds stupid but my self esteem has really gone down hill and the situation I'm in at home with my bf isn't helping either. He has been making it a point to make me feel as low as possible. I'm praying to God everyday that he guides me through this tough journey. I know that once I start feeling better about my self things will start changing. I'm confident that everything will work out at the end! Ugh if only I could see Dr. schulman faster and get this done something like TOMORROW!?? Haha

so I was originally scheduled for a consultation on August 19th but was told they would call me if anyone canceled before that and guess what!! Someone did and they were able to give me an earlier date!! I was able to meet with Dr. S today and I am anxious to get this over with. I payed my deposit and saved my surgery date on August 11th! Everything is coming out just as I hoped it would! Thank god!!