34 Years Old, 2 Kids, 5'4.5" 110 Lbs 375cc Silicone HP Round, Smooth. Minnesota, MN

Anyone else experience this, I tried some padded pushup bras at VS a month and a half ago and figured it was too early since they just didnt fit right. Its like my boobs just sit on top of the padding funny and the bra gets pushed lower on my ribs, its not flattering :( so thought I would wait, picked up a handful of beautiful bras at the semi annual sale for $19 each in my size and was so excited! Some were Very Sexy push up. Well lots of padding. I know I don't need it but I still want to enhance cleavage. Got them home and still the same problem :( I wonder if there is any hope? Maybe they are still too firm? Not sure I should just return them all or wait

So its been a while life got busy as usual! I finally got to visit my boyfriend in Maine so he got to see the girls for the first time! He was pretty happy with how they look but can tell they still feel weird to him :( I am hoping they still soften up a lot more! They have changed a lot but they do not feel normal at all, still so firm on the bottom half and they barely move so I feel like they look very fake at times. Hoping its still early enough to see some changes! I am also still very numb from below the nipples to the incision so its a weird feeling!
I really am happy with the look but some days I feel like they are too big especially wide and some too small depending on what I'm wearing lol. I was able to finally get some 30DDD bras on my trip so that is exciting! I also found a couple 32DD today at Kohls that fit nice. I am slowly building up my bra collection again!
Swim suit shopping was extra challenging! I finally found a medium top that fit but took trying about 30 on! Some larges were too small in the cup but too big in the straps! Just comes with having boobs I guess I will take it ha ha. Well I hope everyone is doing great :)

So I need to wear a swimsuit for the first time next week and already being pastey and in MN I am in need of a little color fast! I am not huge into tanning but only for special occasions. Going to visit my boyfriend and we are taking the kids to a waterpark! I want to use an Ultrabronze bed which burns less maybe once or twice before I go. I know I need to protect my scars, anyone have any tips? I was thinking of just wearing my silione strips because they have a backing like a bandaid but have no idea if it will be enough protection or how they will hold up in the bed!