Young Mother of 3... Getting my Confidence Back - Miami, FL

Hi real self sisters ok first of all I dead wrote a whole thing two minutes ago and tried to post it but some how it didn't save idk but anyway I'm a real self stalker but never posted... But now only because my surgery is in two weeks and I'm am having a lot of anxiety is why I'm posting..I am so scared of the "what can happen"... I just want a crazy shape and to be healthy I don't wanna risk my life or health doing this but I do believe this will boost my confidence back up... My surgery is July 22nd is anyone else getting their bbl at vanity around that date?

Ok so I have 11 more days to go I swear the closer I get the anxiety increase lol I'm also excited... Well anyway last week I did my labs haven't heard back from vanity yet on that but I pray everything is good... Also I've read where others have taken vitamins and iron supplements before surgery but I haven't taken anything in fact I went to the pharmacy and asked what should I take before surgery and the guy told me nothing because certain vitamin have ingredients in it that will thin my blood and not to take iron pills if I'm not anemic ... hummmmm I hope hes right cause I haven't taken anything to increase anything... Well that's it dolls hopefully u will continue to follow my journey

So I have 7 days left until my surgery however my anxiety got the best of me and I decided I wasn't going to have the bbl due to the risk (even tho the risk for lipo are the same) however I took the route that comes with less risk... So now I'm just get lipo I already have a lot of hips and a big butt but we can always go bigger right lol but I changed my mind due to anxiety... Not sure if I mentioned it but I suffer from very bad anxiety and this has taken a toll on my life and my decisions I just hope I don't regret not getting what I initially set out to get but I rather be safe than sorry... Other than that I got my labs back and spoke with Roxie from vanity she said I was clear for surgery my hemo is 12.8 and that's without me taking any vitamins or iron pills strickly just eating spinach (which I love) lol also went to my primary and got a referral to the cardiologist not that I have any heart issue I just really want to be safe and take all precautions I also got an ekg done anyway both came back good cardiologist just told me she can tell I have anxiety other than that I will keep u updated....