Apple Shaped Girls :'( I NEED BBL! - Dominican Republic
I am here, coming out of the shadows of my lurking...
I am here, coming out of the shadows of my lurking because I can't take it anymore. I'm 5'4 250 lbs, months out of vertical sleeve surgery. But my self esteem has yet to bounce back from rock bottom because with an apple shaped figure, nothing looks good on me. Plenty of boobs, all my weight in my gut, upper arms are large but objectively by whole frame seems small. My midsection overwhelms me and my options. It makes my hips look more narrow than it actually is. I'm not a lazy girl, I work very hard with the gym and will continue to do so. But for leaner or fatter this midsection/pannus is just here to stay
I want to just pull the trigger and have BBL done as soon as I possibly can. I've considered this over the last two years. My goal is primarily that hourglass shape. I want to round out my squarish (but I have a bit of size? just throw off by midsection proportions!!!) butt. A sweet heart shape, some projection, not too much. I want to know that even if I were to gain weight, or better off, continue to lose weight that my proportions are still sexy and feminine! That I would still have a waist! I can't take another minute of my twenties feeling sorry with these futile attempts to fix my shape!
I know I sound so emotional, I am.
I'm in love with the results I've seen with Dr. Campos. I wonder if he will tell me I have to lose weight. I just want a doctor who understands I am primarily concerned about my proportions/contour. I am not interested in a tummy tuck at this point because I will continually be losing weight with my bariatric sleeve (If I can help it I will avoid the cut to avoid keloid scarring) . Is it unheard of that I want to do this surgery as is, and just continue to improve as time goes on
If not Campos, any other apple shaped girls have experience with understanding, talented surgeons?
I will be paying cash, just want to do this so much I am getting over my fear of going international (no small feat). I'm so comforted by the wealth of knowledge the ladies in this community share and plan to give back with information as I go along this journey
I have hour-glass dreams... :'(
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Well upon further research I have discovered Dra...
Which works out because Dr Campos finally emailed me back and told me because of my surgery last year I would need to wait up to 18 months to do the bbl. I strongly disagree as my biggest cramp in self esteem is due to the my body shape and not by my weight. I've always been this shape and I just want a much more flattering fit instead of feeling anxious every time I need to dress up and go out. I want to feel feminine not boxy.
I'm continuing eating very clean and working out. This approach isn't for suckers either lol. I'm lifting weights, my cardio is ON girls. I have some muscle underneath and I know when I do lose all this weight it'll be a great thing. But this "apple"? This apple has to go.
I'm going to call Dra Yily again later today. Maybe I should email again? This is the one thing so far that I'm not loving - someone should really be getting back to us sooner out of that office.
Aiming for mid-late March, I need to get this show on the road!
I just added international long distance to my...
I don't speak spanish so I was limited to junior high school spanish lessons. Feeling a little flustered because an assistant picked up- one with VERY limited english but I managed to give her my number.. She said someone would call me today . I've sent a few emails with pictures for an estimate, left a vm on the US number. No response and my urgency grows. I know I really want this but . I don't know, it was just a phone call. Just feeling a little emotional about how far out of my comfort zone I am pushing and pushing. Becuase usually, Me? would stick within the US and be comforted by the millions of pamphlets, over explanation, and what not. Never realized how much that helped
thats how unhappy I am with my shape and struggles over the past couple of years. The dates I turn down or avoid over the same thing, its emotionally very taxing and lonely while grinning and bearing it as hard as I do.
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