Happy 1 Year bootylicious birthday to me!!

Ok ladies... I'm not much of a blogger, but have been stalking you for quite some time! :) I initially wanted SL, and the more I researched, the more I realized BBL was the move! I think I'm going through a mid-life crisis LOL... I am 39 yrs. 5'5" and 172. I was an all-around athlete and had a nice fit body for many years.. NOW... as you can see from my pics, apparently after having kids, and getting old, GRAVITY sets in!! :( It's HORRIBLE!!!! My butt has disappeared and my shape is... well... there's NO SHAPE! LOL... I used my iphone to simulate b4/after pics, so looking at what I can be brings comfort ... NOW... I'm happy to report after reading the many inspirational stories, I have researched, and researched and decided to go with Dr. O... I'm praying he can fix my flats and rejuvenate my self-esteem... I had my consult today and locked in my surgery date. I'm getting my upper/lower abs, waistline, bra roll (much needed) and flanks done w/ fat grafting to the booty.

I will now look to you ladies for HELP!!! Please educate me, and give me ALL the skimmy on what I need to know....Again, I'm new to this blogging thing, and will try my best to keep updates going.

Will try to repost later

Ladies, day 2 since my last post. I'm already starting to have sleepless nights, and keep touching my fat areas that I hope to see GONE in 2 months.. I also have this overwhelming anxious feeling. It's all new to me.. I'm excited an scared at the same time!