Unfortunately, it looks like I have "capsular...
Unfortunately, it looks like I have "capsular contracture" on my left side after my BA of 2014. I have 371cc Allergan Natrelle Smooth silicon for both sides. Left side didn't drop as right side did. Now left side is so farm and started to be painful sometimes.
I want to fix it and am thinking to go with bigger size.
i just want to have natural looking like these
I didn't even know about CC ... I feel like "why me??"
I am really sad that I have to deal with it.
Decided to have reversion surgery but..
I did decided to replace to texture silicon implants but I am getting so scared what if I have CC again. I can't afford keep paying and I just don't want to be unhappy!! I guess I just have to pray ?
Areola Incision Again!?
I did thoughout areola incision for BA and my doctor did great job. I don't have any scars and looks just like before.
I am concerned about 2nd times at same incision.
Getting scared how it will look after revertion.
Sport bra before
I wonder how it will look after ... If I go 450 cc.
Making right decision?
Thinking again ...
Instead of reversion surgery for both sides
Should I just do surgery for my left side to remove scar tissue and replace it?
Support Bra Ready!!
I decided and just purchased new front closure!!
Still scared and thinking little but
I will do reversion with both sides.
Not ideal shape ..
Wabted to have nice cleavage.
Now I don't want to show my funny left side of breast in any way. I'm embarrassed to go outside like this and I tend to hide them... ????
Surgery date set!
I scheduled surgery ....
I don't know why I feel the way I feel. I guess I am more nervous than last time!?
I am so scared.
I am all wrapped up. I was so nervous about chance that I might have tube coming out for drainage after surgery. Thanks god I didn't have to.
I went for 485cc, 100cc more than last BA. Now, I am scared how my new breast look like.
So far so good
I used this 4th of July weekend to rest well, yet I still feel dizzy. I don't have much pain as first BA, which is good news.
My girls are so puffy, specially left side. Hope they will calm down a little bit.
Back to office
I drove to office
I'm at office trying to catch up
Shouldn't have come .... I feel dizzy
I noticed that I have bruise in the middle and under left side. I didn't have any bruise last time.
Why do I have it???
Now started massages them. I don't have sharp pain as first BA.
Two weeks post
I do massage them well. No more pain and complain so far. However I've been scratching them at night since I wear bra and been hot during at night!! What can I do??
Why feels depressed? Confused?
I don't know why I feel this way. I feel that I went too big and am feeling little sad today.
None of my clothes didn't look good on me with bigger size.
3 weeks post
No more bruise, no more rash.
No uncomfortableness putting clothes on, sleeping, washing hair.
This time is easier than first BA for pain.
But emotionally confused this time.
I am still scared of getting CC...!?